#abilify

[toounas]

[oldbronxlady]

I got prescribed abilify which I'm getting delivered today. But I can't find my Medicaid/ebt card where I normally put it in my bag with all my other important things . And they need my Medicaid card for me to get them for free .I just went to look for it in my bag . I poured everything out and I can't find it. I reported it lost to welfare and they shut the card down and it will take 7 to 10 business days for my new card to come in the mail. So I'm wondering if someone can help me pay for my medication plz . I had a really bad episode last night and I wanna start stabilizing my mind so I can get back on track

$30 for my Abilify

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

First session was 30 minutes I thought it would be longer but they said I had to work up to an hour . The first couple sessions will be 30 minutes til they feel like I'm ready to do more.

Waiting for my aide to come back from the bathroom and then we are headed home my delivery will be at 1pm

They will be here at 12pm instead

Still haven't gotten help to get my medication and they will be here in 38 minutes

2:04

With everything going on I haven't really been taking in my surroundings. And I realized I don't have certain things I need like tissue , pads, dishwashing liquid , soap , hand soap and detergent and to wash my clothes. My aide will wash my clothes and get me these necessities .

$40 for household necessities

I haven't gotten help for the household necessities yet I have no tissue at all I use the last of it . And a small piece of soap left. And no dishwashing liquid or washing detergent. Or pads. My aide went around my house seen I either had very little or none at all of these items.

I haven't gotten help for the household necessities yet I have no tissue at all I use the last of it . And a small piece of soap left. And no dishwashing liquid or washing detergent. Or pads. My aide went around my house seen I either had very little or none at all of these items.

Okay sooo ... My aides daughter is going into labor and she has to go to the hospital she asked if I needed anything before she leaves I asked if she could just get the stuff for me before she left and agreed so I kinda need the help like now cause I don't even have a roll of tissue left . She prepared food for me . She said she will wash my clothes tomorrow but she can run down and get the stuff for me really so please so I can at least clean my ass

10:17 pm

Just woke up went to grab the food that my aide left me off the counter and before I even touch it I see the gang of ants all over it . 🫩 . Everything else is frozen and I can't even cook now anyway cause of my broken arm which is my dominant arm. I gotta take my job and psych meds I wanted to order some food before the deli closes at 11pm so I can eat . I hate that I can't even cook for myself right now. I tried and ended up dropping a pot of hot water all over the kitchen floor cause the pit was too heavy and I'm not used to holding any with this hand . If I don't get that delivery I won't be able to eat til my aide comes back in the morning

$30 to order food from the deli before they close at 11pm . To hold me over til 8am tomorrow so she can come and cook for me

Plz it's already 10:35 by 11 it's over and I won't have anyway to eat until 8am tomorrow morning

I have 15 minutes before I won't be able to eat for the night

I'm very hungry my stomach is growling 😕

I have 10 minutes I'm very hungry plz anyone I have 10 minutes before I won't be able to eat

I have 9 minutes now 😕 plz in begging anyone

I have 8 minutes I don't wanna dig in my garbage and have to pick out ants in order to eat please. I'm that hungry

I have 7 min now

I have 6 minutes now ...

I have 4 minutes now

I'm not gonna get help in 2 minutes so I'll just dig the food out the garbage and try to pick out ants and hopefully none of those maggots from that my aide threw out that shit found in the sink hot in there 🤷🏿‍♀️

It's over it's 11 pm it's a wrap for me eating tonight . Unless I scrape the good out of the garbage and pick the bugs out. I'm so fucking hungry I think I'll just do that . Hopefully it ain't too bad 😕

Pray for me that I don't get sick this will be my first time eating from the garbage . I hope it will be ok and I hope not a lot fell into the bag and stayed in the container

Yeah I'ma call the ambulance. I just threw up everything I guess I didnt get enough bugs out . And I threw up blood after the regular vomit came up 🤕 I'm sweating a lot . I was just so hungry and I didnt have any other option for food . I feel so hot 🥵

Ok I'm waiting now I never felt this type of stomach pain before in my life omg .... I'm embarrassed cause I'm shitting myself too but I can't get to the toilet fast enough it's like every hole on my body is releasing something . I'm just gonna lay here on the floor til they get here and then crawl to the door everything hurts

Im. In the hospital with a tube in my throat . Apparently there was pieces of small lil shards of glass in there and also getting treatment for parasite . It cut up my throat , vocal cords and stomach lining

That's what I get for eating out if the garbage 😞

I have a permanent Tracheostomy now becauee of this ..... all i wanted to do was eat and my night ended with a hole in my throat ....damn . What a damn series of events . Shit got worse times a million

I cant speak or breathe on my own thank god i still got the use of my 1 arm cause if that didnt kill me i would've died of boredom

When I try to solve my own problems when I don't get any help I seem to make things worse 😭

I don't have an aide cause I'm in the hospital. .... I don't know how long I'm gonna be here . I don't have any clean clothes or underwear. I can't even hand wash my shit cause I have 1 damn hand 😞. I know I don't smell as good as I'm supposed to cause I don't have help . They just wheel me in and I try to do my best . I don't have anything here. I was hoping that I would still have the aide cause I could've asked her omto bring some things I need from my house but I don't .

They kicking me out the hospital in the morning. Medicaid isn't gonna pay for hospital stays for me for the rest of month . Since they are paying for me to have aides and other health related things but the hospital stays for non psych reasons are done until next month . I called for the Medicaid ride for the morning they said have to do it 3 days in advance so I need to get a cab home in the morning . My aide will meet me at my house.

$30 to get home tomorrow in case discount cab don't come

Gonna start the process of applying for disability when my aide gets here. And on Monday call ACS to see about my daughter I miss her and I wanna see her as soon as I can. And also find out what steps I have to take to get her back. I'm gonna fight for my life. I ordered my chair should be here tomorrow and unfortunately since Medicaid won't pay for another round of medication for me until August .I was trying to see if I could get some help for acquiring another supply of my Aids and psychiatric medicines . I wanna make sure I'm in good health mentally and physically. I was able to contact my doctors offices and tell what happened and they sent scripts over to the pharmacy but I gotta pay out of pocket. I'm only asking for help for partial payments because the healthcare company that's connected with my Medicaid will pay a portion . It's just that Medicaid itself won't pay their portion until next month .So I just need to pay $100 each on both in order for me to get them

$200 to pay a portion of my Aids and Psychiatric medications

Cash app: Daniellegrant64

Venmo: danielle-grant-131

PayPal: DanielleGrant439

15 hours haven't gotten any help towards my medication at all. I just wanna get my aids meds and psychiatric meds back so that more damage doesn't occur to my body or mind. I have full blown aids and my mental health is poor . I need the meds to function healthily. They were stolen on Friday by homeless people while I was waiting for help for a cab home from the hospital

[ithinkthatsmykink]

Me off my meds for 5 days: the world is beautiful and full of wonder and I love who I am and nothing will ever change that

Me off my meds over one week:

[weepingporcelain]

i ran out of my meds i might go insane

[honeycwispy]

my lifelong conditions are lifelonging too much today

[epriver247]

monthly injections

[vastenov]

People who use Abilify/Aripiprazol for Bipolar Disorder (I don't know which 1 or 2 is unclear to me), I need to know what's your experience with it. I just got it prescribed and I need to know what to expect. Thank you

[chilopsis-linearis]

I'm what the doctors call

Heavily Medicated

(Which means I have to take 4 different psychotropic drugs and smoke weed on top just to be able to get out of bed and work 40 hours a week)