deadnorthstar @deadnorthernstar - Tumblr Blog

Idk why i feel like posting here instead of just writing on paper but here we are

Im tired, exhausted of having to be someone im not to survive. Of having to hear family wish people like me didn't exist and siding with those who want me dead

Of the hate w/in my own community

Of having to pretend like im happy so people don't ask me questions.

Of not being able to get help, afford help and gtf out of here.

Im tired

I want to disappear but there are people who count on me..so im stuck here hurting wishing someone would just take this heartache away

Falling apart

Everything is falling apart and there is no one who can catch me or save me this time

October 22nd

Mah birthday- october is never a good month for me everything crashes and burns

my birthday wasnt perfect but its what will push me thru the rest of this month <3

Happy early birthday to me

Thanks for being another terrible month october

This is the only place i can post an no one give a shit..thanks tumblr for being my emotional dumping ground

Hugs for everyone going thru a hard time rn (/*.*)/

I’m not looking for sympathy posting here, I post here cause I know no one will care. today is just one of those days where I feel nothing but absolutely alone. these past two weeks have been so incredibly difficult where things just seem to crumble as soon as I feel any amount of happiness. and I’ve always told myself if I just hold on to even the smallest moments of happiness I could be ok. but its not working. I just wanna feel that happiness again

myidoltswift

@taylorswift brb crying because this is so cute and happening at my local shelter!!

deadnorthernstar

IF I COULD HAVE A DOG!!!

taysparadise

OY KY GOD TAYLOR CONGRATS

taylorswift

WTF IS GOING ON

Its been a hard week

I can't talk about it anywhere but here where no gives a shit about what post

Feels like my whole world is falling apart. But i am gonna hold on with everything i have. Everything that i am. I've been told im strong but it certainly hasn't felt like it.

I hope with my entire being everything will be ok

Squeeeeing

Paper Rings is by far my favorite song!!! Makes me think of my SO even tho things are rough atm he treats me so well and I am so bless to have him in life

@taylorswif this album is 100% amazing