𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉𝕺𝖓𝕬𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖛𝖆𝖑

Hey! I'm a digital/traditional artist ready to do commisions! Feel free to follow me on my Bluesky too! @gay-on-arrival.bsky.social

[inkblotsinthestars]

I MISS MY BEST FRIEND

[deadonarrival77]

I cherish such sentiments and will hold this in my mind palace. Fuck ass nerd.

[deadonarrival77]

Anyone remember what ham-boneing is? That shit is impressive and I imagine a taxing feat.

Ham-boneing is just kinda intriguing to me.

Bone your hams.

Ham your bones.

[persianmom]

I am chronically online but not in a way that keeps me informed #mybubble

[deadonarrival77]

Me too boo 🥀

[deadonarrival77]

So. I decided that apparently I was craving to watch some horror last night, I had been wanting to watch horror more and more lately ever since I watched the backrooms (great movie btw).

I tried looking for something and came across a reddit and found someone mentioning a movie called 'A Siberian Film'. Most comments said they couldn't even finish the wiki. I got curious because I have a pretty strong tolerance for certain themes and I find joy in being genuinely terrified.

I read the wiki and figured, I know the plot and sure it's down right horrific but let's watch it.

I watched the whole damn movie and oh my fucking god. I didn't expect to not even be nauseous, I thought I'd maybe even cry (I almost did at the end). But it was mostly shock factor and gruesome. Regardless, if you are empathetic ASF or are sensitive or suffer with PTSD of really any kind, I highly DO NOT suggest you watch this. I regret watching the movie, it was well made, but oh my God I wished I just stopped at reading the wiki.

Any suggestions as to what I should watch next?

[deadonarrival77]

Disaster cannibal yaoi is the best yaoi and nothing will convince me otherwise.

Also, FTM4M?- top tier stuff.

Especially if it's werewolf x Vampire

What? Am I hinting at something? No...

Go read my book<3

[deadonarrival77]

I used to be just mortified at the idea of wearing white, no joke I thought I looked huge in it and since I'm not exactly a huge fan of my weight I avoided it like tuberculosis (white plague)

But recently I decided to try it out and wear more form fitting dress shirts, I got this almost brand new looking white dress shirt with black vertical stripes in various thickness. I love this shirt so much, it genuinely makes me so happy. I haven't had a shirt this white in a long time but I've been warming up to the idea by grtting a black dress shirt with white thin stripes and then a white and black dress shirt with gold thin stripes and I love those too.

Honestly I feel so good in this shirt I wore a white tie with it. I feel so handsome, paired it with black slacks and my black platforms and a bit of eyeliner and now everytime I look at myself I see a guy, like a genuine dude looking fine as hell.

Love yourselves people, a little exploring can end with you finding something you love that you thought you'd hate.🤍

[deadonarrival77]

I don't get why it's a common misconception that transmen and transwoman have nothing in common or don't like each other because excuse me, my bestie from Washington, we were so alike even before she came out to me. Like excuse me. Let me lay my coat in the grass for her to sit down on like the princess she is.

We feed each other our gender euphoria okay, I get to call her ma'am, Miss, Ms, Madam, my lady, Queen, your highness and princess and she calls me a gentleman, sir, king, sire and the occasional bastard. We often laughed about how we were so alike that we were each other, just opposite sex and and genders.

Anyways. Us transguys love our trans girlie counterparts, they and we are valid, we up-lift each other and respect each other.

Love is love, science is real, blm, l love to love, no human should be illegal. Happy pride month and LQBTQAI+ MATTERS EVEN PAST JUNE!

[inkblotsinthestars]

gay goths should be called fruit bats

[deadonarrival77]

Then do it. Call me a fruit bat rn. Do it. No balls.

[deadonarrival77]

Confessional: I was supposed to go to bed at nine... It's 11:13 and I feel so guilty. I have to wake up at like 6am okay. At least I'll get 7 hours of sleep if I go to bed now. I probably won't, but it's a nice thought?

Fuck.

[deadonarrival77]

Update: I indeed woke up early enough, I woke up at 6:00, got up at 6:30 and left my room at 7:00, I was going out that day so I had to do my makeup we didn't leave until like 8:04 anyway:}

[kelseyfun]

Reblog if you say "Y'all"

[inkblotsinthestars]

Who is the biggest freak you know?

other than me? my bsf i can say a perfectly normal sentence and he'll manage to turn it into a sex joke. some of his kinks scare me (/pos). absolute nightmare of a man and i love him to death

[deadonarrival77]

I am more guilty than charged.🖤

[inkblotsinthestars]

the pipeline from bisexual girl to gay man needs to be studied

[deadonarrival77]

No it doesn't, be surprised, have twists and turns in your life you don't expect.

Be constantly second guessing everything forever🫀

[inkblotsinthestars]

“the intersection of hedonism and sadism” BORING. you’re boring, I’m bored

“the intersection of hedonism and masochism” rubbing my hands together like an evil little fly. now we’re talking

[deadonarrival77]

I AM GOING TO MARRY THIS MAN AND FUCKING LOBOTOMIZE HIM WITH A SIDE OF PASSIONATE CANNIBALIZM.

Love you pookie! My special wonderful brilliant darling boy, so handsome and sweet and kind that I don't deserve💕🫀

[deadonarrival77]

Confessional: I was supposed to go to bed at nine... It's 11:13 and I feel so guilty. I have to wake up at like 6am okay. At least I'll get 7 hours of sleep if I go to bed now. I probably won't, but it's a nice thought?

Fuck.

[deadonarrival77]

I need me a monster. Maybe two. I don't care what flavor. I prefer Pacific Punch, mango loco or passion fruit, and I'd applaud lavender or assault. But yeah, that's the message. I could use some monster:}

[deadonarrival77]

Ryker (Serving Dallas breakfast after he stayed the night): "...bon appétit."

Dallas(confidently) : "Bone apple teeth!"

Ryker(perplexed and mildly offended): "...fucking what?"

Dallas:Bone apple teeth? I hear it all the time I just don't get why people say it though. Weird but okay."

Ryker(stressing): "It's a polite practice as common as please or thankyou in French culture??? It literally translates to good appetite, used when serving or sitting down to eat a meal with others."

Dallas: "Huh, you learn something new everyday."

Ryker(shaking Dallas at his shoulders): "You are literally purely fucking French! You speak French! You speak Canadian french too! You were there for the majority of French culture!!!"

Dallas:

[deadonarrival77]

Dallas: *Snooping around Rykers bathroom while Ryker showers.* "You're suchhhhh a neat freak dude, it's not normal how clean and tidy you are-"

Dallas:*Opens The cabinet under the sink.* "Oh!"

Ryker: "... What the fuck did you just get into?-"

Dallas: *struggling to hold himself together.* "Ryker! What a collection! So many!"

Ryker: *nervous* "...what the hell did you get into?"

Dallas: *laughing* "so much skin care! Holy shit! I knew you weren't naturally that clean faced! Ohoho! You've got like 30 bottles in here, Cer'va, Lotion, hydration masks, clay masks, cleansers up the wazzo! Even patches and a quart of, what is this-? Oh SPF UV protection with color *tint*- oh my God it's practically foundation!"

Ryker: *bright red in the face, almost slipping in the shower as he opens the glass door.* "Put that back! Drop it- i- Uh- God you fucking-!"

Dallas: *whistles* "whoa there, zooo wee momma, look at you, your efforts really do work for you handsome."

Ryker: "Shut the fuck up. Die."

Dallas:"Can I join you in the shower?~"

Ryker:"Fat chance.-"

Dallas:"ohoh! A chance, and it's a fat one!" *Pulling off his shirt.*

Ryker:"...loser."