Nobody You Would Know

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[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

[tr1ckfuneral]

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

[dragongguk]

underrated quote from barbie (2023) that brought me to tears

[gentle-sadist2]

You're always waiting for the moment people change their mind about you. Waiting for the slower replies. Waiting for the distance. Waiting for the silence that feels different from all the others. You've spent so long expecting people to leave that your mind starts packing their bags before they even touch the door. That's why you're exhausted. Not because you're weak. Because you're constantly standing guard against things that haven't happened yet. Always watching. Always preparing. Always bracing for impact. Look at me. I'd rather have your attention than your anxiety. I'd rather have you looking in my direction than searching every dark corner for danger. You've been keeping watch long enough. Let me do it for a while. Let me be the one looking for trouble. You can rest.

[papayajuan2019]

it feels like we're all simmering. someone turn us over. someone stir us.

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

Oliver might be one of my only friends

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

What a fucking joke

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

He knows things about me now……

[polydaughter]

I need Doms to start making the under their desk area a comfy cozy place to be.

A well padded pet bed would be nice since I'll be on my knees a lot, some coloring books, put up some twinkle lights so I can see my coloring, snacks, a tablet so I can watch porn... You know the basics.

[u-237c]

really into the whole "desk pet" fantasy

I wanna keep a pet under my desk as I do work, play games, or just browse the internet. they can have a nice little bed, some water some snacks. all I expect of them is that they keep a dildo in their hole and suck me off from time to time.

[the2headedcalf-moved]

i think a lot about how it is such a common experience to withstand our deepest pains and sorrows on our own and never even shed a tear, then, the moment someone offers us comfort, we break down completely

[the2headedcalf-moved]

sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined

by ocean vuong

it surprises me, how a gesture so small can feel so very big. how sometimes you don't realize the nervousness or sadness you were holding deep inside until the touch of someone you love lets it all out of you, like your entire body is exhaling

by lucy keating

[wolfsskull]

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

I love my boyfriend but I feel like I’m no good for him. I feel like I’m ruining his life I know that’s not true but I feel like he’s scared I’ll do something if he decides to leave. I wouldn’t. I’d just cry and feel like shit for weeks but I would try to recover because I’m sure he’d be disgusted but feel bad if I cried in front of him. I hate showing him so much weakness.

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

Why does everyone hate me I wanna cut over and over again until my bedsheets are soaked with my blood and tears. Why can’t I just be happy? Why don’t you like me? I’m completely friendless now. No one wants to be around me.

[makingsenseofwhathappened]

[guacamoleypoley]

I want to look as fucked up on the outside as I am on the inside

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

I wanna slam my head into the wall repeatedly but I won’t because my Nanna is next door trying to sleep

Her rest comes first

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

I wish I was happier. I wish I didn’t feel like this

[deafblackandtiredofyourcrap]

I wish I had actual people to talk with instead of this stupid blog