Live The Present

Welcome to a canvas that I always paint everyday/ This tumblr page depicts the daily life of mine: a female engineer living in Tokyo/ was born and raised in Indonesia/moved to Japan at the age of 23/newlywed/with Japanese muslim husband/master of engineering from Tokyo Tech/had popped over the university of Oxford/Kagoshima university/University of Indonesia/ double degree in Japanese studies/polyglot: Bahasa Indonesia, English, Japanese/ Favourite things♡♡♡: engineering/photography/fashion/movies/music: classical/poprock/painting/ drawing/cooking/spanish language/books/ rustic stuff/snow/spring/ sometimes a solo traveller and backpacker at the same time/ full time engineer/part-time-housewife

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#selflove

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“There is time when you don’t have everyone around you. It’s important to enjoy yourself and have something to enjoy even when you are alone.”

Dr. Oshima

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positivity for when you experience sensory overload ; enderman

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#adhd

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There’s no point in finding positivity from negative people. There’s even no point at all in giving positivity to super negative person.

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#notetoself

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Yogi Ant-

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We’re not a saint.

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#selfcare

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#selfcare

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#selfreminder

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“The key is yourself”

Dr. Yuuko

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I started to write in the bullet journal.

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Important

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32!

Life is a collage of images.

The same people who are portrayed in images you see through those years meaning that those are true people who stay on your side.

Life is a piece of memories.

Some people might have left, some things might have changed. That’s why sometimes it’s nice to see memories captured in pictures. It’s because sometimes memories tell better than reality. Sometimes.

Life is changes.

It doesn’t matter how many years it took as long as you have changed in a good way.

As long as you improved in some other ways.

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Deer and cherry blossoms in Nara park, Japan

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Next spring gue harus ke sini gile

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My jogging track around the neighbourhood.

Tokyo, Early Spring 2020.

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Can we please stop associating being a good person with how much you're willing to suffer in silence for other people? You can be a kind person and still say "no, I don't have the time/energy to help you with that." You can be a kind person and still say "this makes me uncomfortable, please stop." You can be a kind person and still say "I disagree and here's why." You can be kind and still say "I'm not okay with this." Being kind is about treating people with kindness and respect, not about being the human equivalent of a doormat!