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I've recently been reading a lot by author April Mae who writes in the Chapers app (sorry I don't know if she posts else where). I love her work, especially this one.

If you'd like to read something during your break/lunch time then why not give her work a try. I'm sure you'll find something to make you smile.

[deansgirl-1968]

https://youtu.be/43heUi_qJOc

Looking for some new music then take a look at The Lost Trades. I love them.

[archangeles]

spn hiatus creations | week three: spn objects

[spockin]

Dean Winchester in 7x12

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[castielss]

Chuck Shurley everyone

[idreamofplaid]

And here we are.

[deansgirl-1968]

And they were right.

[thelordsoftherings]

Supernatural 13.16 - Scoobynatural (2018)

[deansgirl-1968]

from one of my favourite episodes :) 

[waywardrose13]

I Still Love You- Epilogue

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Summary: You loved Dean Winchester with all your heart, and that’s what caused it to break so easily. You were blind from all the signs that were there, and when you finally found out the truth, you left and didn’t look back. But what happens when the brothers walk back into your life?

Pairing: Dean x reader Warnings: Angst, mild language, fluff Word Count: 1131

A/N- I Still Love You is officially ENDED! This here, my friends, is the epilogue. I’m crying and also kinda excited because it’ll be my first completed series but also it was my first series/fanfic so it’s kinda said it’s ending. I hope you enjoyed this series, guys! Thanks for all the support and thanks to all you lovelies who stayed through the whole thing. I love y’all! Enjoy the last chapter of ISLY!

Dean watched the flames with weary eyes. The heat rolling off the fire was intimidating but he didn’t mind much. It felt nice against the cool air.

Sam stood silently beside him. His shoulders were hunched and his hands were shoved in his pockets. He glanced over at Dean who had a serious look on his face. He knew when they left Aquia View he’d be in a mood. Sam wasn’t looking forward to dealing with it.

“How are you feeling?” Dean asked. He stared straight ahead, watching as the last of the wood burn to a crisp and smelt the metal.

“Fine, actually,” You answered. He looked down at you, your Y/E/C glancing up to his emerald ones. “Those sons of bitches got what they deserved.” You turned back to look at the burning warehouse, the place you almost lost your life.

“Damn straight,” He grumbled. Sam smirked and turned to head back to the car. You and Dean followed suit, his arm wrapped tightly around your shoulders and your head pressed against him.

It had been a day since you got out of the hospital and three days since you woke miraculously from your coma. You’d been asleep for nearly two weeks before you came back to the land of the living. You were confused at first, but Dean explained what had happened to you after they left. You didn’t remember much, the blood loss and trauma from the situation making your memories fuzzy, which you were thankful for. You asked Dean not to go in depth about what he saw and how bad you actually were. He respected your wishes and wished he didn’t have to remember either.

Sam stopped by the passenger door of the impala and turned to you. You broke away from Dean and held out your arms. He gathered you in a tight embrace.

“I’ll miss you, Sammy,” You said. “Keep in touch, okay? Or I’ll come beat your ass for ignoring my existence.” Sam laughed and nodded.

“Will do, Y/N/N.” He smiled down at you. You pressed your finger to his chest and gave him a serious look.

“Take care of this douchebag-” You jerked your head towards Dean. “He somehow always finds himself in trouble.”

“I will,” He said. He patted your shoulder before giving you a smile and a nod. He opened the passenger side door and slipped inside, giving you and Dean the floor to yourselves.

“So this is it, huh?” You said. “Goodbye… Again.”

“Yeah,” Dean sighed. “Guess so.” Ge gave you a soft smile and you wrapped your arms around his waist. He didn’t hesitate to return the gesture.

“I’ll miss you, Winchester,” You whispered. You breathed in deep, trying to memorize his smell; leather, gunpowder, mint and something else you couldn’t quite put your finger on it. It was just Dean. It was a smell that once put you at ease, and then made you a nervous wreck and now was the smell of safety. Of home.

“Me too, sweetheart,” He said, his voice cracking slightly on the last syllable. He kissed the top of your head and you pulled back to look at him. Reaching up on your tiptoes, you pressed your lips softly to his. He cupped your cheek, moving his thumb along your cheekbone. His other arm wrapped securely around your waist as you moved your arms around his neck. Your lips moved in sync, almost as if your bodies flipped a switch and went back to how the two of you used to move together. The light stubble on his face scratched your chin and underneath your fingertips, but this was something you were craving for years, and the stubble added to your fantasy of being back in his arms.

But of course, not all good things could last. He pulled away, panting lightly, the two of you out of breath. He rested his forehead against yours, the two of you basking in the presence of eachother.

“I love you,” He murmured. You grinned and forced the tears to refrain from falling.

“I love you too,” You said quietly. He kissed your forehead and looked into your eyes one more time.

“Don’t die,” He said. You let out a breathy laugh and nodded, squeezing your eyes shut for a moment. Don’t cry.

“Likewise.” He gave you a sad smile and then walked around to the driver’s door. He gave you one last longing look and then slid in behind the wheel. He started the engine and pulled away from you. You watched as he drove down the gravel path, the rumble of the Impala humming in your ears along with the light chirps from the birds in the trees. You didn’t try to hold back the tears anymore, letting them run down your cheeks.

You may wonder why your story ended with the two of you not getting back together. Well, the answer is simple really. You made a vow. And no matter how much you wanted to go back on it, you made it for a reason; to keep yourself from getting hurt again. Of course, Dean made a vow as well. He promised to never get you hurt again. And as long as you were around him, pain would follow you everywhere, as demonstrated from your near death experience.

But, “I am hurt,” you say. Well, of course you would be. You just watched the man you loved leave, creating a brand new tear in your heart. But tears heal. Shattered hearts don’t. Instead, it leaves a piece of your heart forever gone. This was the best thing. For both of you. No matter how much it hurt.

So you stood there, your hands in your coat pockets. You watched the car until it was no longer in sight. Realizing that the part of your heart that healed slightly was torn some, the stitches that were put there over the past few weeks ripped open. Yes, he hurt you. So badly that you weren’t sure you’d ever heal from it. Your heart was still wasn’t as strong as before. But you couldn’t deny the feelings you still harbored for him. Those feelings would never go away, but you made peace with that. You made peace with the fact you still loved him after he broke your heart. You made peace with the fact you were naive and allowed your heart to be broken.

But above all, even if it was the most painful part of this whole situation, you made peace with the fact you’d never be able to be with the man you loved again.

Would you ever cross paths with him again? Well, that my dear, is a whole different story to tell.

The End.

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Dean/Jensen tags:

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[deansgirl-1968]

This brought a tear to my eye. One for my repeat reading list. 

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[crispychrissy]

Transparent - Part 1

Summary: Y/N was shot and killed by a werewolf, and the Winchesters show up to investigate the other torn up bodies, not knowing she was a hunter. Fortunately she’s a ghost and tethered to her necklace, but breaking through the veil is harder than she remembered. Pairing: Eventual Dean Winchester x Reader Word Count: 5781 Warnings: Character death (obviously) not graphic, language, sexuality, angst, fluff, SPN canon violence, more angst A/N: This has been on my prompt list for quite some time, and I am not sure if I like this story enough to continue it. I haven’t written anything in a few weeks, so I don’t know if I’ve just got the writer blues in the aftermath of my vacation. Please let me know if you like the story idea and if I should write a second part! This was beta’d by the lovely @dean-winchesters-bacon. Enjoy!

Dean paused as he opened the door to the police station, shooting Sam an impatient look as his brother fixed his hair in the side mirror of the Impala. “Sam, come on.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Sam grumbled back, jogging across the parking lot and stepping through the door Dean was holding open.

The buxom receptionist directed them to the morgue, and the Winchesters strode through the swinging double doors side by side, easily spotting the medical examiner where he was hunched over at his desk furiously scribbling on a stack of paper. Sam knocked on the door frame, and the medical examiner looked up over the glasses perched on his nose, eyeing the two of them with suspicion.

“Can I help you gentlemen?”

Sam glanced down at the placard on the man’s desk and smiled, holding up his badge. “Yes, Dr. Hughes. I’m Agent Caldwell, and this is my partner Agent Gray. We’re here to look at the two bodies you brought in a few days ago. The animal attacks?”

Dr. Hughes grunted and stood up from his desk. “I’d ask you why the Feds are interested in an animal attack, but I honestly don’t care. This way.” The medical examiner stepped around his desk and brought the Winchesters down to another room containing the refrigerated body storage drawers. The doctor roughly opened two of the metal doors and pulled the slabs out. “Come get me when you two are finished. Their personal effects are on the table over there,” he pointed to a table at the back of the room, “and please don’t touch anything else.”

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[deansgirl-1968]

I loved this and really hope there is more to come. :) 

[negans-lucille-tblr]

War of the Winchesters - Winter (Dean)

Summary: Good vs Bad, Right vs Wrong…the Winchester Brothers are going to war. A collaboration challenge exploring opposite scenarios with the two brothers.

Rating: NR

Characters: Dean x  British!Reader

Chapter Tags: Fluffy, Dean being a cutie pie, Dean being a top boyfriend, kissing, mentions of homesickness, fluffy fluff

War: Winter vs Summer

A/N: Next week’s War will be the FINAL war!

You can read @winchest09‘s counter (Sam x reader), Summer, HERE.

WAR OF THE WINCHESTERS MASTERLIST // MAIN MASTERLIST

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Winter

“What ya doing?” Dean sang, coming into the bedroom. You looked over your shoulder to see him approach the bed as he sat down alongside you. You looked back at the photo in your hand.

“Just remembering home,” you told him, handing him the photo of you at 6 with a padded coat and oversized glove on, holding a sparkler in front of you. 

“Cute,” he cooed, screwing his face up a little. You nudged him playfully as you took the photo back. 

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[deansgirl-1968]

Sigh. Sweet Dean. Just what I needed today :)  Loving this series so much. <3

[impala-dreamer]

Hi , PLEASE can someone help me ?!?! I was reading a fic the other day but didn’t get to finish it , Okay so it was Deanxreader where they could hear each other through the bunker walls when they were playing with themselves and everytime one did it the other would join on their side of the wall , eventually they couldn’t take the tension anymore and it went down on the kitchen table , please tell me someone has read it ?! PLEASE can someone help , thanks 💕

I have never read such a tale.

Bueller? Anyone?

[deansgirl-1968]

I’ve read this recently but alas can’t remember who it’s by. ANYONE??? PLEASE!!! Because now I want to read it again. :) 

[becs-bunker]

Beneath the Flames ~ (1) Everything Changes

SPN Firefighter AU

series summary: Y/N and Dean have an important job to do, especially after both being promoted to lead the fire squad of Lawrence. With dangerous call outs and complicated relationships, they have to learn to juggle it all.

pairing: Dean x Reader (eventual)

square filled: Free Space | @spndeanbingo

warnings: mentions of heart attack & character death, angst, divorce

words: 1554

A/N: I was looking through some old notebooks and came across the planning for this and got inspired to actually write it. I’m super excited about firefighter!Dean ;D

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It was nearing the end of yet another shift for Dean at the Lawrence Fire Station, where he had received the recent promotion of Lieutenant, alongside Benny. They’d been appointed under the orders of their new captain. 

The changes came after the passing of their previous captain, and Dean’s father, John Winchester. He had been planning to retire soon, but an unexpected heart attack had him hospitalized and his health deteriorated from then on. 

Losing John was a tough hit on the squad, most of whom had worked alongside him for years. But the loss hit even more so on Dean, even though he tried to hide it. 

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[deansgirl-1968]

I LOVED this. Looking forward to more Fireman Dean. :) 

[negans-lucille-tblr]

War of the Winchesters Announcement!

For some reason the poll site we use hasn’t worked this week so we’ve not collected any votes!

So please could you reply to/reblog this post letting us know whether you want Sam or Dean to be your summer fling in the next war (Summer vs Winter) you have until Sunday 25th @5pm!

Also, some stuff has come up for both me and @winchest09 so we’ve decided to postpone Tuesday’s posting until 5th Sept. War of the Winchesters is the only thing that’s gonna be affected, my other stories will continue as normal.

Sorry everyone! Life can’t be helped some times!

So please do vote, anyway!

Lots of love!

Bee & @winchest09

❤️❤️❤️

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[deansgirl-1968]

Hope I’m in time for the vote for this. My vote would be for  

 Dean to be your summer

Loving this series girls. Very well done xxx

[supernatural-jackles]

One and One Make Three - Coming Soon

Summary: Friends are always there for you. Through the good times and the bad. After a night out with two of your best friends, catching up and celebrating the end of a chapter, you can’t help but wondering what lies ahead for you in the next. Start a family like Jared? Find another acting job like Jensen would? Little do you know, your best friend is harbouring a huge secret and one decision was about to change your life forever. 

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Angst, Mental and Physical Abuse, Pregnancy, Fluff, Smut. (Each part will be marked individually with warnings.)

Part 1 coming Tuesday September 3rd

New parts will be posted Every Tuesday and Sunday!

If you would like to be on the tag list for this series, please sign up or send me an ask! 

Jensen Babes will already be tagged!

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[deansgirl-1968]

Really looking forward to reading this :) 

[fratboymattstone]

Armageddon Chapter 17 (Dean x Reader)

Title: Armageddon Chapter 17

Summary:  Space. The Final Frontier. But for Dean Winchester, space was the last place he thought he would ever go. His family life isn’t perfect, his job isn’t ideal, but he has (Y/n), the woman he loves. Sam Winchester never thought his life would turn out the way it did. He is divorced, alone, and his brother most likely hates him. Working for NASA was not going to be easy. But, when a threat to the earth has him calling on his family for help, what can he do? can Sam and Dean push past his family issues to keep the Earth spinning another day? Based on the movie of the same name.

Pairings: Dean x Reader; Sam x Jessica

Warnings For this Chapter: angst, tears

Song for this chapter: Mama I’m Coming Home by Ozzy Osbourne

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[deansgirl-1968]

Another one that I can’t wait to see in my emails. :) Loving this <3   

[winchest09]

War of the Winchesters - Young

Summary: Good vs Bad, Right vs Wrong…the Winchester Brothers are going to war. A collaboration challenge exploring opposite scenarios with the two brothers.

Rating: 13+

Characters: Sam x Reader

Chapter Tags: Literally just cutesy, young fluff.

War: Old VS Young

A/N: Welcome to the seventh battle! Old vs Young! I’m writing Sam this round. You can read @negans-lucille-tblr‘s counter, Old, HERE.

If you enjoyed, please let me know! Feedback is fuel! :)

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YOUNG

Sam walked nervously through the halls of his school, clutching tightly to the strap of his bag that was resting on his shoulder. The bell that had just rung signalled the end of the school day, a time normally Sam would be happy with as that meant he would be meeting up with Y/N. They’d go to the library, the riverbank or just around each other’s houses. They’d study, chat and laugh. However today was different, today was the day that he was going to ask her to prom as his date. He’d realised his feelings for her extended beyond friendship a couple of months ago but he’d been too scared to act upon them as he didn’t want to lose her. Y/N had been Sam’s best friend since kindergarten; since he pushed Stevie Harrison for pulling on her pigtails and he offered his hand to her in friendship.

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[deansgirl-1968]

I’m just loving the series War of the Winchesters. As soon as I see the emails for the next two stories I can’t wait for the next two. Well done girls :)