To my dear friend Carolyn

Posts and messages to you, my elevated IQ temptress girl, while we are apart.

[sindependent-deactivated2021081]

tag yourself as a major key i’m D♭ major and A major

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

the single magical erotic romance überhaupt is a beautiful and a fun narrative but the more i actually live this life the more decisively that path shows itself to be Not The One For Me

[dearcarolyn]

If you want to talk today (Friday) I have no classes and am going to try to avoid homework so let me know and we can talk!

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

my blog is pretty :) *smiles drowsily*

[dearcarolyn]

I concur that it is pretty :)

[toolusingmammalgirl]

This is 100% the gay supervillain music video I’ve been waiting for.

I love campy gay villains, but gay villains of this type are amazing too and sorely underrepresented.

[psshaw]

…Oh, so by “gay”, you mean. Actually gay.

[honourablejester]

I love how the henchmen all sort of bop and/or sing along with their crazy gay dancing boss. Even scientist dude in the chair is bopping cheerfully along once they’ve moved from jealous-murder-dance to romantic-happy-ending-dance. It looks like a pretty healthy working environment, really. Everybody’s professional, that squad moved in real quick to protect the boss’ back when he frees the agent, but sometimes dudes just stop mid-job give their boss a quick backing singer as well.

[dearcarolyn]

idk how you'll feel about the music (i've always liked miike snow, but in a moderately passive way), but i love this music video and think you might as well

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

my kind of weather at long last

[dearcarolyn]

Me too! I'm thrilled!

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

i felt very terrible / depressed all day but i got off the bus and went with bri to the study abroad office where we worked on stuff and then i did not feel terrible anymore

[dearcarolyn]

I guess I am also going to go to Tyler, which I do not find exciting, but I need to go somewhere in order to determine: a) can I do any more homework today, b) can I do any more anything today, or c) should I just decide to embrace sleep at 8 or 9? If I stay in the house I will try to do all of these things and fail, and so must go to dinner to separate my afternoon from my evening.

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

are you reading or thinking or what

[dearcarolyn]

Sorry I went to use the restroom! Also Ian not sure I have much constructive to say right now

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

kind of anxious kind of sad and dying some of it for myself some of it picked up from emma j

[dearcarolyn]

I am no longer in class I am back in my room

[mikhxii-blog]

Tag yourself: Existentialist edition

[dearcarolyn]

I learned a few days ago that someone from my class in high school is having a baby in May. I hadn’t realized I had crossed the line to where people my age aren’t judged for having a baby, and its thrown me for a bit of a loop. 

[dearcarolyn]

I have finally listened to the whole Hamilton album and I may have actually teared up at the end of “Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story” but i was alone in the room so no one can prove it!

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

Hypomanic

[dearcarolyn]

Hypomanic is the thing that i am and I have noticed certain similarities in the ways we talk about these things. I also am not sure how i feel about it, bc it was described to me as tame bipolar, and i don’t feel bipolar, but the description of what exactly hypomania is close to how i feel. I also experience varying durations of the different stages, from a few minutes to days or occasionally weeks. Also hypomania is defined by not impacting functioning to the same degree as hypomania.

[dearcarolyn]

I am here and ready to talk!

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

hey i know we talked about talking today; is that still something you want to do

[dearcarolyn]

It is! It may be a bit until I can though. My sister and I are at the groomers with Cosmo (whose been shedding oodles in the warm weather!) and I probably won’t be home until after 4. Would that work for you?

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

Yeah that’ll probably be fine (barring unexpected circumstances)

[dearcarolyn]

We are heading home now, and should be there in a few minutes. Should I call you when I'm home, or reblog this again and let you know I'm there?

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

hey i know we talked about talking today; is that still something you want to do

[dearcarolyn]

It is! It may be a bit until I can though. My sister and I are at the groomers with Cosmo (whose been shedding oodles in the warm weather!) and I probably won't be home until after 4. Would that work for you?

[dearcarolyn]

Heteronormativity At The Dentist! I cannot have a blue toothbrush, they’re for boys, I must have a purple toothbrush.

[queenlyquiescentqueer]

so actually i am leaving tomorrow (going to virginia!) and won’t have substantial access. but i’ll be back on sunday? theoretically i could talk tonight although evenings you say have stuff in them

[dearcarolyn]

Could we plan to talk on Monday next week? We're trying to make plans for this weekend so I don't want to promise to talk when I'm not sure when I'll be able to.

[dearcarolyn]

Heteronormativity At The Dentist! I cannot have a blue toothbrush, they're for boys, I must have a purple toothbrush.