riri

don’t be fooled by the theme I’m actually miserable

[dearestdiarry]

Welcome to my blog

𑣲⋆ - the incoherent ramblings of a lonely girl

꒰ঌ 16

꒰ঌ love a lot of 00s shows

꒰ঌ read lots

꒰ঌ love hate relationship with older men

꒰ঌ dm if you aren’t a creep and are in need of a friend with a listening ear

꒰ঌ this blog is about nothing and is purely for my own pleasure

sending lots of love ᢉ𐭩

[dearestdiarry]

my friend laughed when i said all my problems would matter less to me if i had nicotine and got laid

like bitch i am being completely for real

[dearestdiarry]

Thinking about the bathroom stalls i will inevitably cry in, the friends that will always leave me out, the classes i will sleep through, the friday night snap stories i’ll scroll through and cry, the students counselor’s office i’ll eventually cry in, the cafeteria i will walk behind my friends through, and the friend groups i will watch with envious eyes during my ever so glamorous senior year of highschool

give me the fucking gun

[dearestdiarry]

why is every emotion i have either negative or nothing at all

[vipipaws]

what i bring to the table : lipgloss, a reference you won’t get and a random mood swing mid sentence

[dollfacedthoughts]

[sour-skittle-sucker]

take me to the gas station !

[dearestdiarry]

I’m constantly in the space between complete and utter hopelessness and delusional hopefulness

[iwill-die-yourdaughter]

[daisyanddust]

Daily affirmations:

Nobody remembers your 13yo self

Nobody remembers how you looked like at 13

Nobody remembers how cringe you were at 13

Nobody remembers when you cut your hair really short at 13

[dearestdiarry]

the weird old guys on tumblr who randomly dm you are so weird

bitch you are not jeffery dean morgan lmao

[dearestdiarry]

for as long as i could remember all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to love me and every time someone tries it just doesn’t feel right

[dearestdiarry]

I don’t know what i’m feeling i just know theres a lot of it and its festering in my heart and in my stomach in such an unbelievably sickening way

[dearestdiarry]

I blame every emotion on my zodiac signs like why did i have to be such a contradictory person?

[cemeterysai]

"ok I'm deadass locking in this time"

[dearestdiarry]

i wear big dark sunglasses so i can cry in public without anyone noticing

[dearestdiarry]