DearKim,

A letter for myself.

[dearkim]

DECEMBER 22, 2023

11:27 pm 🥰

hunter x hunter episode 106

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71 DAYS

Pabilis ng pabilis yung araw. Konti nalang magiging ganap na akong engineer cutiee 👷‍♀️🥹

[dearkim]

HAPPY 8766 DAYS OLD GIRL! 😊

Today, as I celebrate another year of life, I've come to understand that life is a continuous process of personal growth and self-discovery. As I become more aware of the value of authenticity and self-care, the expectations I once had for myself are changing. I'm learning to appreciate both the wins and failures because they all help me grow as a person. It has become a priority to establish and maintain meaningful connections while also realizing when to set limits. I'm eager to create my own path and make decisions that are in line with my true aspirations as I navigate the challenges of adulthood.

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Back to Manila

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Pares x Rainy Day 😋

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Hinto. Hinga. Laban!Pahinga muna tayo bukas ulit!💪

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My Day.

Sobrang nakakatawa talaga yung episode na ‘to. Tawa lang ako ng tawa. Nawala yung stress ko kakasolve buong araw😂

[dearkim]

July 13, 2023

Dear Kim,

Starting this day, I will write you a letter again. Kamusta future engineer ng pamilya? Kaya pa ba?. Alam ko dami mo na namang iniisip ngayon kasi kilala kita pinoproblema mo agad yung isang bagay kahit wala pa o hindi naman talaga darating yung problemang yun. Alam kong gustong-gusto mo talagang maging engineer na para matulungan mo sila mama at papa kaya naprepressure ka ngayon. Lumaki ka na alam nilang palaban ka sa lahat ng bagay na kahit wala sila sa tabi mo alam nilang kaya mo. Pero kapag pagod kana sana magpahinga ka muna. Diba sabi nga ni mama, kahit anong maging resulta nito tanggapin mo. Alam ko na sinabi niya yan kasi kilala ka niya, na kapag mabigo sa isang bagay grabe mong sinisisi ang sarili mo.

Lumaban ka lang hangga’t kaya mo pero gawin mo ‘to ng buong puso at huwag mo kalimutan humingi ng tulong sa Panginoon alam kong hindi ka niya papabayaan. Kaya mo yan Engineer!

Love, Kim🫶

[dearkim]

JULY 11, 2023

C O F F E E

Kahit inaacid na ako tuloy parin ang kape😂. Parang yung kape kasi nagpapagana ng braincells ko magreview. Lately, I try to stop drinking coffee instead I tried to drink chocolate flavors na drinks pero iba parin talaga ang kape. So, tara magpupuyat tayo magreview tonight kasi madami pang hahabulin na topics. Naubos kasi din ang oras ko kanina editing my tiktok videos para sa mga free samples ng mga merchants kahit papaano may kinikita habang nagrereview. I can do it! Magiging Engineer ako this year.

[dearkim]

JULY 09, 2023

S T U D Y P L A N

I don’t know if “Study Plan” is the right term but these tables are my guide of what topics are we now in my RC, what topics that I already study or need to review. I realized, I need to plan well to maximize my time. I think this time I’m doing well.

[dearkim]

JULY 05, 2023 📚

MOTIVATION VS. WHAT IFS

4 months and 11 days before my board exam days.

I’m writing this blog today ‘cause I don’t know how to start my day. Its been a month since I started reviewing but I feel like there is no progress, and I don’t have enough time to study all my modules. Every week my modules or lessons that I need to learn are piled up. I’m afraid of losing this battle because since then I’m a fighter and never lose a battle in my life. I’m afraid to the people around me, what are they gonna say if I did not pass this board exam. They all know me as an achiever since elementary to college.

While reviewing this past 1 month I started doubting myself. I’m crying everynight thinking the ‘what ifs’. I need to win this because I need to help my family. I don’t want my parents suffer and they deserve better life. I don’t know if this blog is all about motivation or what ifs.

I really need to find my momentum in reviewing and how I manage my time everyday. Do you have any suggestions in studying in civil engineering board exam?

[dearkim]

Hi tumblr,

I discover you because I watched the documentary about Hotel Cecil. I think in this platform I can express myself. I think I can post my random thoughts here and create an online version of myself to inspire or they can learn to all my mistakes.