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@dearmesmiranda
We may encounter many defeats but we must not be defeated.
Maya Angelou (via gillionaire)
Oh and if I had a brain, Oh and if I had a brain I'd be cold as a stone and rich as the fool That turned all those good hearts away God knows what is hiding in this world of little consequence Behind the tears, inside the lies A thousand slowly dying sunsets God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts I guess the loneliness came knocking No one needs to be alone, oh save me People help the people And if you're homesick, give me your hand and I'll hold it People help the people Nothing will drag you down
‘On Your Side’ | Thriving Ivory.
So no one told you that a heart can be forever? Well, I’m not leaving cause we’re in this thing together.
Breathe Again | Sara Bareilles
Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again It hurts to be here I only wanted love from you It hurts to be here What am I gonna do?
Oceans Burning by The Horrors
In the orchard we see you once again, listening with only the sunlight on your arms.
It’s a change to see you in my world again, only visiting but happy anyway.
It’s a joy to see you waiting there
Lit up left glowing in the air
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Bringing all wonders to light
On a lonely ship we are waking like an ocean
Which is sighing oh even I told you you were wrong turns out you was right all along
Hold me open when I’m with you
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Oh melt together when I’m with you, held together when I’m with you
We had it there, we had it there, I could have sworn
You know that place between sleep and awake? The place where you can still remember dreaming. That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.
Peter Pan (via 500daysofnature)
Messy,
I was knee-deep in my own blood, and your inner workings. I was lost, and trapped, and dying. And I begged you, pleased with the dead metal to wake up. To survive.
There you were. Soft-glowing and mine, and you laughed all around me and I thought of Pandora's box, of hope. You named yourself, but I probably would have called you Hope, would have seen you as I still see you - as the last light in the dark.
You saved me, then, and you've been saving me ever since. Give me this, one last thing. Stay safe, and alive, and as bright as you were the day we met.
I pulled you out of the last hell. Don't follow me into the next, my darling girl. Don't even try.
If you'd ever asked me to stop, I would have, but you never did. I know that was hard for you to do, and unfair of me to put you up to, but you never were one to turn back when it came to helping me.
My brave, brave girl.
Be brave a little longer, won't you? You have a body, a life. An afterlife. So go and enjoy it. I'll be stuck around watching you, after all. Put on a show. Show me dancing, and music, and love and laughter. Come crashing into me with years and years of stories to tell.
I have loved you for as long as I've known you, and will love you to the ends of the universe. I will love you through heaven and though hell, and you will be the light that I seek when the dark crashes down.
This isn't the end. Nowhere near.
This is just the interval.
Until we meet again, my darling, my love, the hope I never thought I'd have.
Messy, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. My darling girl, my lifesaver, my better half. I'm so sorry. I'm not taking it away, but I'm making it optional. Giving you a chance outside of me.
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Ellie Goulding 'Nobody's Crying' (by abrassardf)
“There is a kind of crying I hope you have not experienced, and it is not just crying about something terrible that has happened, but a crying for all of the terrible things that have happened, not just to you but to everyone you know and to everyone you don’t know and even the people you don’t want to know, a crying that cannot be diluted by a brave deed or a kind word, but only by someone holding you as your shoulders shake and your tears run down your face.”
Lemony Snicket
“I will love you with no regard to the actions of our enemies or the jealousies of actors. I will love you with no regard to the outrage of certain parents or the boredom of certain friends. I will love you no matter what is served in the world’s cafeterias or what game is played at each and every recess. I will love you no matter how many fire drills we are all forced to endure, and no matter what is drawn upon the blackboard in blurry, boring chalk. I will love you no matter how many mistakes I make when trying to reduce fractions, and no matter how difficult it is to memorize the periodic table. I will love you no matter what your locker combination was, or how you decided to spend your time during study hall. I will love you no matter how your soccer team performed in the tournament or how many stains I received on my cheerleading uniform. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you if you cut your hair and I will love you if you cut the hair of others. I will love you if you abandon your baticeering, and I will love you if you if you retire from the theater to take up some other, less dangerous occupation. I will love you if you drop your raincoat on the floor instead of hanging it up and I will love you if you betray your father. I will love you even if you announce that the poetry of Edgar Guest is the best in the world and even if you announce that the work of Zilpha Keatley Snyder is unbearably tedious. I will love you if you abandon the theremin and take up the harmonica and I will love you if you donate your marmosets to the zoo and your tree frogs to M. I will love you as a starfish loves a coral reef and as a kudzu loves trees, even if the oceans turn to sawdust and the trees fall in the forest without anyone around to hear them. I will love you as the pesto loves the fettuccini and as the horseradish loves the miyagi, as the tempura loves the ikura and the pepperoni loves the pizza. I will love you as the manatee loves the head of lettuce and as the dark spot loves the leopard, as the leech loves the ankle of a wader and as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you as the doctor loves his sickest patient and a lake loves its thirstiest swimmer. I will love you as the beard loves the chin, and the crumbs love the beard, and the damp napkin loves the crumbs, and the precious document loves the dampness in the napkin, and the squinting eye of the reader loves the smudged print of the document, and the tears of sadness love the squinting eye as it misreads what is written. I will love you as the iceberg loves the ship, and the passengers love the lifeboat, and the lifeboat loves the teeth of the sperm whale, and the sperm whale loves the flavor of naval uniforms. i will love you as a child loves to overhear the conversations of its parents, and the parents love the sound of their own arguing voices, and as the pen loves to write down the words these voices utter in a notebook for safekeeping. I will love you as a shingle loves falling off a house on a windy day and striking a grumpy person across the chin, and as an oven loves malfunctioning in the middle of roasting a turkey. I will love you as an airplane loves to fall from a clear blue sky and as an escalator loves to entangle expensive scarves in its mechanisms. I will love you as a wet paper towel loves to be crumpled into a ball and thrown at a bathroom ceiling and as an eraser loves to leave dust in the hairdos of people who talk too much. I will love you as a cufflink loves to drop from its shirt and explore the party for itself and as a pair of white gloves loves to slip delicately into the punchbowl. I will love you as the taxi loves the muddy splash of a puddle and as a library loves the patient tick of a clock.”
Lemony Snicket
I spoke with Anna - Annael, the angel. Red hair, you remember her.
I know you'd been speaking with Cas about souls, and...
Mess, I have no right to ask you to stay safe. And I know, I know that we were the only real thing the other had.
More than anything, I want you to take care of yourself, to fall in love and in friendships and to learn to live without me. Learn to live for yourself.
But just in case -
you have a place in Heaven, waiting for you. I never doubted anything as good as you could be bound for anywhere but, but I thought you'd like to know it as a fact.
On Heaven or on Earth, I hope you find yourself happy.
Thank you.