Dear,

I'm just a polyamorous bi girl with a lot of feelings. 34 | INFJ | Autistic | Let's be friends :)

[perfectfeelings]

“Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth.”

— Alan Watts

[quietlotus]

“You didn’t come into this world. You came out of it, like a wave from the ocean. You are not a stranger here.”

— Alan Watts

[dearrachel]

I grew up in a world where no one wanted me and it shows. I'm alone and even i don't want me.

[dearrachel]

Sometimes you live an entirely unremarkable and sad life. Your destiny is to struggle. Not to overcome, but just because someone has to. Probability. Chance. There is no greater purpose. Just existing.

The hardest thing you can do in this world is live in it.

[dearrachel]

[dearrachel]

I live quietly inside myself.

I live loudly inside myself.

[dearrachel]

There's still a light inside of me, burning where you used to be.

The ghost of you haunts me like love in an abandoned home. I'm waiting for you. Loving you despite my emptiness.

[dearrachel]

I wonder if our almost will be finished in another life

[dearrachel]

Truth is, I wasn't damaged enough for you. I didn't...get you...the way you wanted me to. I was too much light. Too much water.

You are drawn to underbellies.

Fire. Breath. Pain.

Passion.

You need to be the hero in love with the villain.

I know,

Because I am the same.

[dearrachel]

How do I tell you I'm falling in love with him?

[dearrachel]

Dear Rachel,

I forgive you,

I love you,

It will all be okay,

You aren't alone,

You are okay

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Ezra Koenig, Vampire Weekend

[jrfermino]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— David Foster Wallace, The Pale King

[fuckvictorvale]

life is so much better when you have a work of fiction to obsess over

[remanence-of-love]

[lalulutres]

Fountain Of The Gorgon

in Nemi, Italy