I’m just so tired. Life after college is hell. I was supposed to end this a long time ago, but I decided to wait and see if things got better. Turns out they didn’t. It just gets worse. I think I haven't enjoyed a single day for the last 5 years. So now I’m looking on google what’s the easiest way to go, the less painful but they all sound scary. And honestly I don’t really wanna go, specially because I now know there is absolutely nothing after. Is just an empty unconscious void until the end of time. Is terrifying to think about it. So I’m trying to trick my brain into not thinking about it. I just wanna go in my sleep, laying with my dog and not thinking about anything. Don’t you think I deserve some peace at the end? Anyway, let’s see how it goes.
