Deathbed Existentialism

This is a representation of the meandering melange that is my mind.

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I’ve stepped away from the things I’ve most loved for many years. Photography being one of them. Now, I’m back. 

 MAGIC ALLEY

I love how great lighting can make even the most mundane spaces look magical.

Photo by Yours Truly

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Good Lord, what a game!!!

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MUSIC ASKS

1: A song you like with a color in the title

2: A song you like with a number in the title

3: A song that reminds you of summertime

4: A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

5: A song that needs to be played LOUD

6: A song that makes you want to dance

7: A song to drive to

8: A song about drugs or alcohol

9: A song that makes you happy

10: A song that makes you sad

11: A song that you never get tired of

12: A song from your preteen years

13: One of your favorite 80’s songs

14: A song that you would love played at your wedding

15: A song that is a cover by another artist

16: One of your favorite classical songs

17: A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

18: A song from the year that you were born

19: A song that makes you think about life

20: A song that has many meanings to you

21: A favorite song with a person’s name in the title

22: A song that moves you forward

23: A song that you think everybody should listen to

24: A song by a band you wish were still together

25: A song by an artist no longer living

26: A song that makes you want to fall in love

27: A song that breaks your heart

28: A song by an artist with a voice that you love

29: A song that you remember from your childhood

30: A song that reminds you of yourself

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Voting

Why do I feel dirty for voting? I want to go home, take a shower and get drunk to dull the pain and drown the shame.

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What’s her name???

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31 year old Dr. Foyekemi Ikyaator opens a stand alone full service emergency room for patients who have limited healthcare

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BOOST THIS.

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Nerd love letter

 I love you more than all the dark matter in the universe. The universe is 70% dark matter, and it's infinite. Meaning, that's a lot of love. I love you forever and a day.

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Imagery by Kot Bonkers

more on instagram.com/ilovekotbonkers / society6.com/kotbonkers

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I went out in Shoreditch on Saturday for one of my elder sisters birthday. We all got a little carried away in the club. I, however, was by far the worst. I had a panic attack after I did a tactical chunder, and then couldn’t stop being sick. I got escorted out of the club and my sister took me back to her flat to look after me and clean me.

I bruised both of my knees and cut the inside of my gum and bruised my lip. It was extremely embarrassing and I was incredibly irresponsible. I had planned a date with Daddy that night but because I was ill I couldn’t go home and then I passed out. My actions made him worry about me for hours. I feel awful and I understand that by damaging my body, I am not only hurting myself, I am hurting my Daddy.

This was my punishment. I had to write these two pages of lines whilst I had my lush vibrator on full, and I wasn’t a allowed to cum. I love you, Daddy. I’m sorry.

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Sounds like a loving Daddy, you have there.

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Final configuration of my drum set

Taye 7 pc. StudioMaple in Green to Black Burst. 22 x 18 kick 14x6 StudioBirch Snare Drum Galaxy Ice 10x8.5 Rack Tom 12x9 Rack Tom 13x10 Rack Tom 14x11 Rack Tom 16x16 Floor Tom 14x6 StudioMaple Auxiliary Snare Drum

15" Hats 20" Ride 18" Crash 10" Splash 17" Crash 20" Ride 19" Crash 18" China

Off camera: 14x6 aluminum alloy 6mm thickTaye Metal Works Snare Drum

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Never hate. Always love. And, only love.

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We believe in you. <3

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Legends never die.

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Ever make a huge mistake and realize it cannot be undone?

Story of my life.

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To the nonbelievers: SUCK IT! WE DID IT AGAIN!!!

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Perfidia performed by The Ventures 

One of My all time favourite instrumentals.

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3.are you a jealous person?

No. However, I do have My moments.

5.do you chew on your straws?

Occasionally. 

10.are you a heavy sleeper?

Only when I crash.