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Help me please

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[deathofamoth]

Kill my rotten soul

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I'm not okay.

I'm not okay. I am in severe dismay. I am shattered and broken. And I am not trying to manipulate you. Or anything. I miss you. And I sincerely just am heartbroken. This medicine. Makes me indifferent. Less obsessive. And I am still a huge mess. I miss you. Please come back.

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Constant Confrontation

I am gutted and I am not a stud. Or studded. I am a beast and my minds a feast for beastly thoughts that wrought wanderlust. While being whitened with the moon. Which causes my coffin in my heart to grow in pieces. The cause costed me a constant confrontation. I'm not human. I'm a shadow of my humane thoughts. Single day for a single lay-down. Sincerely soft spoken and yet secretly distraught. Despite you being the opposite of dependent, I defended the thought of you being a damsel in distress. I despise the lies creating ties that makes me think the thoughts that thunder in my being. Being one. Who survived this constant confrontation.

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One

Only one person has hold of my heart. And I am trying to let that part. I can't condemn them to a life With me and cause them strife.

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thunder and lightning

these willow leaves dance for you. the birds sing for you. the world revolves  and gravitates to you. the world ends with You. but lets not think of that yet, drown my fears in love. you are the dream that i have dreamt of. be the light in the middle of the night be the sweetness to my candy. be the heart to my soul. be in control. my life is better with you. i love your lips and the taste of your breath, is very sweet and touches my- bare soul. there is no one else who can love  me like you do. i will chase you through thunder and lightning. while i wait to change and break myself outta this cage.

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forget

these cold nights drenched in fright my mind can't ease, lets go and fight. lets set the world on fire lets quench this desire, turn me black and blue destroy my heart- leave it to shreds. leave me left for Dead. let me pull down the stars and flip these cars. i dont wanna remember my scars. hurt me so i can feel. let me lash out to just  steal. away any happiness. let me jump into the void, let me be devote.

Forget these words. Forget my sadness, and my tendencies to be  fickle and everywhere. love me through the night.

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Left Grey

there are these days that pass by, all in the blink of our eyes. i fight all these lies that are birthed in my mind- they are behind these demons who have found reasons to be taught how to swim. so even if i have happiness i drown in it. shit still happens. yet, nothing may compare to you. not even sunlight on morning dew. the love on my heart drew, you- ever so closely. the green in your eyes, sets off butterflies. now i must spend days away, of color. with my world left grey.

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AEC

Your lips Are the fairest I ever dared to touch. As smooth as a rock Rubbed down by the ocean. Your skin Is the loveliest I ever Experienced. Your eyes Deeper than the atoms That make us all. Green. Your soul, Is the very sole Reason why the sky decided to Listen to the sun and physics. To make cat vomit pink clouds.

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I care

I don't know. How am I to show? That I still care? My brain is sick. And I've been a dick. I lied. And I almost died. And I relied On you. When I should've waited I hated That we ended. And I hope that maybe I'll still call you baby. I Still. Care.

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Over.

I sit. Driving. Pushing. My thoughts. Lingering with you. I stop. Thinking. I don't know. I just want to talk. Want to be friends. I lied. Wishing I didn't. It's over. It's Over. It is. Over.

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You can do anything you set your mind to. Just look at me: 100 posts.

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Idek

why do I feel so lost and empty? I don't even know. I try. Or tried. And I just. I liked what we have. Am I just crazy? Am I too fucked up? Is my illness going to be the death of me? I don't know. I feel more empty with each passing day. As I scream in the ocean of my own fears and pains. And there isn't a way in heaven or hell to be with you again. I don't even know what's truth anymore. My dreams are blending into my reality. Hell. Help me.

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I never left that moment.

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I don't know anymore.

Laying here. Thinking. Of you. Mustering thoughts On what- To do.

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I don't wanna go.

I don't want this to end. And I wish our hearts could blend. Again. Oh these hands are tired. This heart and soul is Tired. I miss every atom you own. And I wish I could've known- To treat you better. And this wetter weather Has me tethered to you. I have you under let her go In my cellular phone. I wish every poem of mine Could still entwine us. My mind is tired. And so are you. I know you are beyond this Relationship. That you can't do it. That I don't fit. Our wits Are even different. I believe diverse Relationships Can speak more than any verse I can spit out. I try to not pout. But this medicine has me on A lower limit of crying And dying isn't wanted anymore. I fall asleep in the rain Because it reminds me of you. Those nights. Your calm disposition. Is east of my now-dead ideation. Please. Read me out. Even if it's just friends. I know I keep asking for this to not end. And I know you have every reason To not take me back. Throughout The seasons. I will always think of you. Silly.

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Dennys

We went there Frequently- I smell your hair And I hope you think of me. You stole my cup Euphorically- You knew what's up And I hope you dream of me. We ate and drank. Metaphorically- You shank My thoughts that weren't good for me. You smile as always Drastically- You left your mark for days. Always will you be in me.