too bad

Kitty Wilde, eighteen and residing in the.. kind of alright Hazel Run for the time being. I don't care about you or what you think of me, so do whatever the hell it is you're doing on my page and kindly get off it as soon as possible. Fingers walk your thigh Breathe my love, get high And oh, I'm so scared Oh I'm so scared It's just for tonight So I take a sip, wait 'til it hits That liquid guilt is on my lips I'm wasted on you Too good to be good for me

[yourtwistedart-deactivated20200]

F2F

[deathseeingwilde]

nickxsullivanx :

If I get blood everywhere, I’ll clean it up myself. Although I can’t see how I’d get blood everywhere, every wound I have is stitched, and I didn’t feel any reopen.

Doesn’t mean that they won’t re-open if you don’t stop moving. Haven’t you ever heard of resting?

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

Private: I… I’m gonna… die? And when you say coming to and end I assume you mean… soon? How?

Private: There is a reason why I’m saying you shouldn’t be thinking the way you’ve been, Sebastian. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

Private: Wait. Backpedal. Now.

What do you mean you’ve seen me die?

Private: I’m a banshee, you nut. I get.. visions, of people dying if I come in contact with them and their time is coming to an end. I usually can’t prevent it because I never get enough details but with yours it was vivid. Maybe it’s because I’ve gotten close with Markus or something, I don’t know.. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

It’s better than fucking dealing with it. What does it even matter to you? If I did it again, it would just be one less person in your hair, wouldn’t it? You might actually stand a chance at being liked around here, and what a miracle that would be for you.

It matters because I’ve seen you die, you asshole! I’ve been silent for long enough about my power and it’s about damn time I tell someone when they’re about to die so they can prevent it and not be a jackass when I try to help. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

Okay, let’s get one thing straight. You literally just reminded me that I screwed up the only thing I had when apparently, you’re perfectly aware that I drank myself to oblivion back when it happened. Now you’re sitting there telling me not to do that again? You have some mixed ideals, Miss Wilde. And for the record, you said it yourself, I screwed things up with Markus already. 

Yes I get it I’m a bitch with double standards but I told you what I told you because you shouldn’t do it again. Yes, you fucked things up with your little blonde boytoy but that doesn’t mean you should just. give up. So what if he doesn’t talk to you ever again? That doesn’t mean you should drink yourself into oblivion again. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

I haven’t touched many drinks since, Kitty Cat, though your concern is flattering, if not a little scary. Though that was kind of the point at the time.

...Sebastian you really shouldn’t think about that kind of stuff. It’s.. not okay. What about Markus? 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

I do know my limits, I just decided to ignore them in that instance. And I was always going to screw it up. It’s what I do. So sorry, Kitty, but that was a failed blow. 

You can’t just ignore your limits. Especially when it comes to substance abuse. God knows that stuff can kill you and I’d rather not think about that. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

No. Nick sending me a hot, cheesy, stringy pizza is the best thing to happen to me in my broodiness. Talking to you is the most annoying. I know you’re not the brightest crayon in the box, but come on, ‘best’ and ‘annoying’ don’t even have a single letter in common. How can you get those mixed up?

Says the one who not only doesn’t know his limits but also managed to screw up the one thing that made him happy. Sucks, doesn’t it? I at least know when to stop being such a dick. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

I wish. It would get me out of this already painful conversation. 

Please. Talking to me is probably the best thing to happen to you in your broodiness. 

[yourtwistedart-deactivated20200]

F2F

[deathseeingwilde]

nickxsullivanx :

I have a few cuts on me, I’m not a cripple. Stop smothering me.

I’m not smothering you. I’d rather you get cleaned up than get blood everywhere. 

[deathseeingwilde]

sebbywitchsmythe :

Someone should buy me pizza. Something hot and stringy and full of fat because I feel like shit and I don’t want to get up.

Oh, boo hoo. Get it yourself. Or did you drink yourself into another coma? 

[doublynn-up-blog]

Youtubeication || Kyder

[deathseeingwilde]

doublynn-up :

Ryder had no idea what it was the struck the idea that staring a YouTube channel with Kitty was a good idea. It was one of those moments after watching YouTube fore countless hours that it subconsciously just slid into his mind. If Ryder was going to do this with anyone, it would definitely be Kitty. He wouldn’t know where to start and Kitty would be the right person to get him focus rather than positing any old random crap without making him look like an idiot for the world. Kitty would also be completely honest with Ryder which he really appreciated from her and he admired it so much. Plus with their natural banterous chemistry off and probably on camera, the two would be raining in views, right?

After a quick top to the store to get some candy and other stuff for the two whilst they hang out and he got educated in a field he already thought he was pretty good at. He was surprise to a certain extent at how much Kitty knew about all these Youtubers but in the past, he’d be so wrong to pass  judgement on Kitty’s character that he didn’t want to get to know her but they grew close. But now he could well and truly say that Kitty was his friend and a great one at that. He stood outside her room door, leaning against the wall after knocking with his free hand as the other carried his shopping of random things. He was actually pretty nervous at how much he actually knew and if staring this Youtube channel was as smart of an idea as he’d previous thought.

At first thought, Kitty thought that Ryder was absolutely nuts. She could see this whole Youtube thing blowing up in their faces, especially if the content they posted wasn’t consistent and creative, and that’s what she feared. That they’d get invested and people wouldn’t care for them. That they wouldn’t make it. But hey, that was part of the journey, right? The more she thought about it, the more her mind was saying that this was a good idea and that Ryder wasn’t actually nuts as she so previously thought. But she’d never tell him that.  

It was bad enough that she had to let him in on her little nerding out secret when it came to the bigger named Youtubers; she didn’t want him to think that she was actually exited about starting the channel. She had a reputation to uphold and she’d be damned if that got ruined because Ryder decided to start running his mouth to everyone about the fact that she’s really a giant softy. 

As she queued up a small playlist of Youtubers that she definitely wanted Ryder to see, she thought about what possible content he and herself could put on the site. Sure,they could do comedy sketches but what if they ran out of ideas? Would they must become vloggers like Tyler Oakley? Or what if they came up with some sort of weekly video type thing like Hannah Hart? They had so many options but she’d really have to talk with him about it to see what they could come up together. And that thought alone made her nervous. When she heard the knocking she stood up from her couch and walked over to it, opening it with a smirk. “Well hello there.” She joked. “Come in- I’ve got a playlist already made.” She knew she didn’t have to have such a bitchy front around him, but it didn’t hurt to joke every now and then. 

[deathseeingwilde]

bellexwinters :

Well hey, if it was a mask, at least I could remove it. You’re stuck with that mug of yours forever. Having an ugly interior will only make you ugly on the outside, hon, and I’d say you’ve got, oh… a couple months tops before you’re full on creature from the black lagoon bad.

Oh, was that supposed to hurt? I’ve pretty sure I’ve gotten laid more times than you have in a long time so apparently this “ugly mug” of mine is doing something right. 

[deathseeingwilde]

bellexwinters :

All I heard throughout that entire little whine there was “woe is me”. Cry baby doesn’t look good on you, honey.

Oh I’m sorry- were you speaking? I thought that trap you call a face was a mask with a voicebox. That doesn’t look good on you either. 

[deathseeingwilde]

clairepresley :

Breaks are there for a reason. I mean, we’re required a break so we don’t overwork, right? So maybe that’s what happened. Have you got a change of clothes? Maybe you could take your break a little later and go and pick some up…

I left work- I don’t particularly care if I get fired or not. I tried to do a nice thing and hell broke lose all over my clothes, so. Oh well.

[deathseeingwilde]

hazelrun-sam :

Do you need me to bring you a change of clothes or anything? I think it’s noble that you were working through your break.

Noble is a bullshit compliment but thanks anyways. No, I’m fine. I left. If the bossman comes in and I’m not there I’ll just say it burned me more than it actually did.

[deathseeingwilde]

rachelfiredupberry :

Oh, dear. Are you alright? Would you like me to drop by and hand you some fresh clothes? I imagine you’d rather not work the rest of your hours with sticky coffee-stained clothes. 

I’m fine. Or at least I will be. I ended up leaving anyways. Thanks though.