𐔌 、big brother wick. @decayedwick - Tumblr Blog

♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ heaven is here, there is nowhere else. heaven is now, there is no other time.

i literally want your flesh between my teeth but texting you works fine i guess.

sigh , should i cave and watch Project Hail Mary and Iron Lung,, , should i,,, ,,

#𐂯ྀི i bite . ︵#i have this thing where i get into media long after it’s peaked .#this is . extremely frustrating .

favourite quote from jjk’s todo

“my baby mama just texted me talking bout she’s in heat. she said “i got a tshirt and no draws on”, i got five minutes to make it across town ON FEET, SO I GOTTA GO!”

#𐂯ྀི i bite . ︵#y’all dont yearn like he yearns… /ref

:( canned chicken is easy and it's protein that my waffles don't have 😔 I fear my autism is too strong to let me have much when I'm in too deep with texture issues

I sent a friend request for your new discord :3c

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that’s a really fair point i completely overlooked how sensory issues could affect what you wanna eat — and i saw!! ! your status made me crack up at work , pfft .

speaking of work , today was… long . and hot . it was 82 inside and like 108 outside . i almost melted during my smoke break /silly

my plan was to respond to you earlier but the front got really really busy :( i hope you had a good day , lovely <3

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑

l11vew1re

the moment someone lets me be creepy and disgusting about them is the moment i win in life

wants to sleep -> can’t sleep -> chain smokes the night away

#𐂯ྀི i bite . ︵#the disastrous life of wick .

GOODNIGHT!! SLEEP GOOD!! I have a discord of yours but not sure if it's the abandoned one,,, I'm more active there though so yes yes gimme 🥺

My diet has been frozen cinnamon eggo waffles, canned chicken and some occasional 'real' food 😭

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“canned chicken” ,,,, , babe . are we doomsday prepping ,,, , /lh,silly . cinnamon eggo waffles actually sound delicious , though

im prettt sure you have the abandoned one since i only have my brother on my current one ,, , i’ll give it to you in dms THEN im officially off to dreamland :]]

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑

Honestly I had fun when I was manic and I know I prrrroobably shouldn't say that but like. I was just a lil silly :3 mania is just a bit silly (for legal reasons this is /j)

Excited to see me in any shape makes me super giggly and happy :3 tail wagging wiggly giggly time

I'm sorry for being so late😭 I made a sammich and spaced out for a solid 20 minutes

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funnily enough that reminded me that i actually haven’t had a bite to eat all day — i should go find something to eat,, , a sammich sounds yummy , though , when i have sandwiches my bread has to be toasted or i just Can’t eat it :/

i used to have a very unbalanced diet of nothing but turkey/lettuce/mayo sandwiches and caramel rice cakes all through middle school . i,, , could not tell you why that was the case 🧍🏽‍♂️

n e ways id love to keep talking , puppy , but wick’s got work tomorrow so he’s gotta snooze :// . still feels soso weird to have a job,, ,

feel free to stop by in my inbox or dms anytime :]] i can also give you my disc,, , since i think you have my abandoned one,,, whatever you’re comfortable with! !

goodnight my ouppy <3 .

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑

You aren't the only one,, got my tail wagging so hard since you first replied,, I love when people are excited to see me,,, really plays into the puppy feeling hehehe

I love being a favorite,, ooguh fuck the wags and happy wiggles are so rampant when you say I'm best puppy,,

I mean I gotta be silly and fucked up it's just how the puppy gotta be, no one is gonna pick me from the pound if I'm just a normal boring mutt fr

Honestly I also have calmed down, tbh I was probably a good bit manic while in the height of my RQ tumblr posting 😭 but that's the fun of the game!

I get the bedrotting thing, I got my meds and I got a confirmation for some surgery I've been wanting and then I just kinda stopped being productive it was just...sigh I did all my adult stuff time to go back to being sleepy lazy puppy

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that’s fair , honestly,, , i was (probably) a little manic back then as well (maybe) [<- suspected mood disorder] but it kinda comes with the territory,, , “we’re all mad here” , as the cheshire cat would say .

ugh real,, , except i very well have adult things that im procrastinating in favour of bed rotting . productivity is… not my forte .

at first i thought my initial excitement may have been too much but im pleased to hear i didnt scare you away :]] i never really know if im being too much or too little when talking to people,, , still working on being comfortable with sharing my authentic self , pfft

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑#the excitement is still there btw .#im very much bouncing off the walls like a feral dog .

Honestly I poofed on a lot of my RQ friends and oomfs too :( but it's ok cuz you're back and I'm back! And you wanted to be in contact again,,, that was why I didn't say anything after my isolation time,,,scared you wouldn't remember or want me around as much :'(

I've been good! On meds and stuff so I feel more stable lately :3 still silly and fucked up tho,,thank god. My fucked up spice is what made me interesting lol. I drifted away from my RQ tumblr obsession tho :( I just be that weird guy in secret,,sigh

How are you!! New job?? Non shadow banned!! Things seem to being going really good!

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i want you to know i have the most jaw straining grin on my face while writing this,, , you did this to me . /pos,silly

also,, , of course i’d want you around!! ! you’re still my favourite lamb, the bestest puppy, and i promise you that you’ve been swimming in the back of my mind while ive been gone . but i understand the anxiety , im the exact same way

“still silly and fucked up though,,thank god”

my new favourite sentence ever . i’d say ive calmed down from the stuff i originally posted,, , though im still the big brother transharmful failure you know and love <3 . im just… less focused on the theatrics now :]]

im,, , holding on!! ! head above water sort of thing, y’know . the job has helped A LOT with my social anxiety, along with my pda (less so) . im happy to hear your meds are helping!! ! genuinely . i like when you’re happy, safe, n healthy :]]

i wish i was able to give actual updates on my life but other than being employed im still a chronic bed rotting loser < / 3

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑

Hehehehehe,, puppy is here :3 tis I,,, I saw you posting again but stuff happened and could only get around to checking your posts now :( I missed you!

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AHH !! ! hi my lovely <3 ugh, i missed you soso much ,, , !! im so sorry for poofing on you :( I really wished i hadnt just— pulled away from everything and everyone but fuck it we ball

howve you been? we have so much to catch up on :]]

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑#my lovely is back !! !

,,,you still have a Lamb who misses you,,not all of us are gone,, <3 if you'll still have me that is,,

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OH MY GOODNESS !!! OUPPY !!! HI HELLO YOU DONT KNOW HOW FAST I JUMPED FROM MY SEAT

#𐂯ྀི little lamb . ︵ 👑#genuinely shaking /pos #my ouppy i missed you so much :( .#please actually be you 🧍🏽‍♂️i’ll explode from happiness .