Ursa

21 🌲 loser autistic butch lesbian 🌲shitty poetry, queer shit, butchfemme, etc

[decayingdyke]

Welcome to my blog, you can call me Ursa and you can use any pronouns. I am trans misogyny exempt [most of the time] and I benefit from white privilege. I'm also autistic so I would appreciate some patience. Im a cripple punk [yes, I am also physically disabled]. I LOVE bears, I'm into horses and farriership, and I love exploring the great outdoors. I'm also an artist and furry sometimes. My asks are open

DNI: racists, xenophobes, terfs, homo/transphobes, transmedicalists, minors [just don't follow/dm, im fine with notes on !SFW! posts], both anti [like self proclaimed anti level of obsession] and proshippers, any type of ai slop content consumers/creators

[decayingdyke]

Being both demisexual and demiromantic is awesome because a kiss from the most beautiful woman in the world will disgust you if you're not in love with her. There's a chance you will end up falling in love with her but that'll be after years of a friendship so strong you'd kill yourself without it, and after she's move on to fall in love with another man. You can pretend you're in love with her in the meantime to prevent this, but she'll feel the disgust and you'll both be miserable. I just want to be queer and kinky and have fun, so I love that every sexual encounter [with my enthusiastc consent] feels like sexual assault because even if theyre attractive I don't love them. My favourite part is having to ghost diehard best friends for years to get over it or suffer while they live their life. Oh no it's so awesome having no dating experience in my 20s. Oh yeah I love it when the friendship functions turn into double dates no its great I love feeling unlovable and behind.

[lleyksie]

black bears ʕ-ᴥ-ʔ

[theconcealedweapon]

[maarvarq]

Always bear in mind that there is absolutely no legitimate evidence that Luigi was actually the one who killed the insurance company guy.

[theconcealedweapon]

Of course he wasn't. He was at a party with me that day.

[tiny-space-whale]

No but like literally, actually. All bits aside.

He didn't do it.

The cops very clearly planted evidence on him because they had to make an arrest because all eyes were on them and whoever actually did the deed was making them look stupid.

Why would the real killer hero have kept the weapon on his person and traveled two states over while carrying it and a manifesto in his bag, conveniently turning the crime into a federal matter? The same guy whose bag they found in a park, filled with monopoly money? Why did the police turn off their bodycams, take Luigi's stuff, drive a block away, turn their bodycams back on, go back into the restaurant, and then arrest him?

From the moment of his arrest, even left-of-center media has been presuming his guilt without examining anything (e.g. calling him "the killer" instead of "alleged" or "accused") and then when I say he didn't do it, the nearest person chimes in with some quip that tells me they think he did do it but should go free anyway. Don't get me wrong, I would have the same attitude if he had done it. But he didn't. It makes me feel like the only sane person in the world, even among my staunchly leftist friends.

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[dappermouth]

And then you had that dream again.

[decayingdyke]

Being a little trinket hanging from a femme's purse strap is a great and all but what about the dehydrated bat she hangs above her bed? The prized elk skull above her fireplace? To be the wet specimen finding a home in her reused jam jar? To have your delicate wings lovingly unfurled and carefully pinned in place? The little bug she picks up to cross the road? To be loved for all your peculiarities---not in spite of them? To be peaceful little creature meticulously cared for? That's goals for real for real

[mityenka]

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

[decayingdyke]

Moving in with your autistic queer friends is cool and awesome until you've gotta fess up that youre actually a fake goth and can not handle haunted objects and haunted house animatronics in the common areas

[decayingdyke]

Whats it called when im both a cis lesbian who shouldn't have cut her tits off and a full on transman butch lesbian who should go on T? What do I call it when I have a distinct gender but I cannot name it, and what's it called when I dont care about it but I also really fucking do?

[fernicenty]

older study for a bear illustration 🤎

[lleyksie]

brown bear, black bear

[loveridden1999]

in a way i am my own dead wife

[decayingdyke]

One day I'll make a beautiful mosiac of all the glass shards that have drawn my blood

[lilyblisslys]

there should be a cool, chill way to say things like “I’m struggling” or “I’m having a hard time” that doesn’t imply you might have needs

[decayingdyke]

Im objectively thriving and living the best life I've ever lived yet im falling into shedtwt habits im so fucking confused

[bonito-79]