#ventpost

[pbycatalina]

why the fuck is there a rooster crowing at 1:30 am

please i just want to sleep

[pbycatalina]

have you ever been so homesick it physically hurts

where you can barely make it to the toilet before your overpriced lunch makes a reappearance

where all you can think about is how soft and warm your bed is

and how quiet and calm the streets are, or at least to you

where you can navigate your way to the store or to a friend's house

and you can see her face on a few hours' notice

and get reminded that everything it's worth living for

it's worth living for

and you can be with her and know that she's okay and know that you're okay

at least for now

and you close your eyes in the dark and pretend for a while that you're back home in your own bed

and then you open them and realize that you're thousands of miles away and you can't. get. home.

and you feel a trickle down your cheek as the tears start to leak out and

and

what comes next?

isn't the the question

you're supposed to be grateful, you're supposed to be happy but you

just. want. to. go. home.

please.

[bluejaymarin]

landlord threw out my 10kg pile of discarded steel nails because it was "just sitting on the ground like trash" girl i was gonna melt it down into a cannonball what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck my fucking steel my scraps i should throw away everything you love too aiusdhfiqbwelkfjbqlkwejbflkjqwebflkhjqwbeflkjhbqwekfjhb

[1anthophobia]

what no one tells you about growing up is that 10 years can pass and you still are wishing to be dead

[pinstamp]

I get this uncomfortable unsure feeling whenever I do anything with anyone I know wouldn’t choose me and it makes it hard to enjoy everything cause it’s a very lonely feeling

[valleyoffools]

a little disheartening to see only one piece of ours be reblogged much and it's a low effort doodle

[pinstamp]

Im not even kidding everyone has had someone closer to them than me my entire life this shit is actually getting exhausting

[missagpmuttpuppy]

Disorientated and scared and I want to go home but I'm already home but I don't know. Just. Maybe it'll be better tomorrow. If there is a tomorrow.