My Path To Decayal

Vent/Rant purposes I can be edgy or senseless Please don’t think you have to make me aware . . .I’m rather sensitive

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The left over sensation around my throat while I sob feels amazing. I’m going to snap my own neck one day.

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Oh my god. I get it. Everyone IS against me and I need to kill everyone before they kill my spirit.

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I can’t bro

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I’m so lonely it’s making me feel sick. But I rather die than talk to anyone right now

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My emotions and thoughts are agonizing and tormenting me when do I die

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I just miss my wife chat

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Reaching levels of pathetic that lead me to google things like “why can’t I connect with people quiz” and “am I emotionally stunted quiz.” There aren’t any good ones btw

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I hate relationships of any kind. Fuck having a family. Fuck having friends. Fuck having a partner. Fuck myself. I can’t do it man. Let it all burn

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Had a nightmare of worms

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People suck. I’m not good enough for anyone and they all make sure I know. I hate everyone. Stop looking at me like a worthless tool. Stop asking to be around me just to look at me as if I were the most filthiest burden to exist. I can’t bare this

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One of my biggest fears is that no matter what I’ll always end up liking people more than they like me. I’m also really scared of bugs

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I wish I was a timeless being, ruler of the interconnective realm, which held doors that led me to glimpses of people’s moments. And if I walked through, it’d forcibly overwrote me into the story and I’d get to be a part of it till the moment ended or I left. Biggest fomo of my life

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It’s so hard to not be a piece of shit. Like yes you’ve done A B and C but Z just happened so everything is ruined so I fucking hate you and you’re the worst person ever and I’m so unappreciated and unloved and uncared for and completely misunderstood. I’m so sick of my bullshit

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I’m so entitled and it’s so difficult because I’m not getting shit!!!! I’m suffering and there is no one at my service

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I’m so needy yeah I’m just a little fucking bitch yeah fucking spit on my face and slap me and hold me by the hair in front and just fucking and I ejfhhnendbbbw im s

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Oh. No. Midly inconvenient things keep happening all day. Guess I better kill myself

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Whenever I’m within a 2-3 ft distance from a person I’m imagining resting against them. I don’t even want to do that with just anyone. I’m so touch starved and so touch repulsed