Welcome to my World

A destroyed and guarded land in which I'm just trying to save myself.

[deceitfulzynx]

Honey, I'm tipsy and really all I want is for you to love me..

Witt Lowry (Into Your Arms)

[deceitfulzynx]

My therapist told me don't bury my issues, but I'ma be honest, man, I'm feelin' great!

NF (Intro III)

[deceitfulzynx]

I feel like I'm outta my mind I feel like my life ain't mine

Logic (1-800-273-8255)

[deceitfulzynx]

Do you feel anything when you think about me?

Witt Lowry (Forgot About Me)

[deceitfulzynx]

If he really raped and abused you why did you talk to him at school after it happened? Sounds like you are lying to me.

I was always told to face my fears, and so I did.

[deceitfulzynx]

I was so fucking stupid to think someone could ever love a disaster like me...

The Thoughts in my Head When I am Not Okay

[deceitfulzynx]

Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse...

Bring Me the Horizon (Blessed With A Curse)

[deceitfulzynx]

Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you.

You Me At Six (Reckless)

[deceitfulzynx]

Do you believe you're missin' out That everything good is happening somewhere else?

Brand New (Jesus Christ)

[deceitfulzynx]

But I know that you know that I know that you don't really care Let's talk about your hair and how it's grown And how we know that we're not getting anywhere

Have Mercy (Let’s Talk About Your Hair)

[deceitfulzynx]

She don't like small places Give her highways and byways And don't get stuck in her head

Vance Joy (Red Eye)

[deceitfulzynx]

Do you wanna come over later, to my house? Listen to your favourite songs, We'll pretend the words ain't true they don't mean anything to you, but. Do you wanna come over later?

Moose Blood (Gum)

[deceitfulzynx]

I'm sorry but I'd rather be getting high than watching my family die

The 1975 (Me)

[deceitfulzynx]

If you must leave, Leave as though fire burns under your feet If you must speak, Speak every word as though it were unique If you must die, sweetheart Die knowing your life was my life's best part

Keaton Henson (You)

[deceitfulzynx]

See I was dumb to think that one girl could save me. I should be saving myself

Witt Lowry (Dinner for Two)

[deceitfulzynx]

I just remember I was lonely, I guess I am always, it's not a problem it's just something, I got used to it

Salvia Palth (I Was All Over Her)

[deceitfulzynx]

I think that one of the worst feelings ever, is when you've come so far from something, like self harm or an eating disorder, and then suddenly someone so important to you says something that makes you feel like relapsing worse than ever.

An Excerpt from a Book I’ll Never Write.