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… Do you want me to? Really?

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Yes.

I want to be someone you can rely on completely. To understand you and be there for you. And if I don’t get it, than I need to.

I’m yours. Completely. So show me.

... I never wanted you to be the first one into Paradise...but...

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@deciduous-rampike

You said I didn’t understand.

…Will you show me?

... Do you want me to? Really?

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can’t deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn’t understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.

It hurts.

Happiness…it shouldn’t hurt, so why does it?

…I don’t know.

They promised.

But you’re still here.

The whispers…

Please.

… They took all of my ingredients away for the medicine. I can’t offer it to you anymore. It made you feel better, didn’t it? It helped you be happy?

I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

I wanted to make everyone happy in the world. Everyone deserves happiness eternal, especially the ones who know only suffering.

It hurts.

Can’t breathe…

…Saeran? Saeran, are you ignoring me, too? Did they make you happier than I did? … Unknown?

No, No, no.

I’m a good boy.

I’m a good

You are a good boy, Saeran. No matter what anyone else told you, you always have been.

…

You deserve to be happy forever.

I’m coming.

I can't wait to see you, Unknown.

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can’t deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn’t understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.

It hurts.

Happiness…it shouldn’t hurt, so why does it?

…I don’t know.

They promised.

But you’re still here.

The whispers…

Please.

… They took all of my ingredients away for the medicine. I can’t offer it to you anymore. It made you feel better, didn’t it? It helped you be happy?

I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

I wanted to make everyone happy in the world. Everyone deserves happiness eternal, especially the ones who know only suffering.

It hurts.

Can’t breathe…

…Saeran? Saeran, are you ignoring me, too? Did they make you happier than I did? … Unknown?

No, No, no.

I’m a good boy.

I’m a good

You are a good boy, Saeran. No matter what anyone else told you, you always have been.

...

You deserve to be happy forever.

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can’t deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn’t understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.

It hurts.

Happiness…it shouldn’t hurt, so why does it?

…I don’t know.

They promised.

But you’re still here.

The whispers…

Please.

… They took all of my ingredients away for the medicine. I can’t offer it to you anymore. It made you feel better, didn’t it? It helped you be happy?

I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

I wanted to make everyone happy in the world. Everyone deserves happiness eternal, especially the ones who know only suffering.

It hurts.

Can’t breathe…

...Saeran? Saeran, are you ignoring me, too? Did they make you happier than I did? ... Unknown?

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can’t deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn’t understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.

It hurts.

Happiness…it shouldn’t hurt, so why does it?

…I don’t know.

They promised.

But you’re still here.

The whispers…

Please.

… They took all of my ingredients away for the medicine. I can’t offer it to you anymore. It made you feel better, didn’t it? It helped you be happy?

I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

I wanted to make everyone happy in the world. Everyone deserves happiness eternal, especially the ones who know only suffering.

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can’t deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn’t understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.

It hurts.

Happiness…it shouldn’t hurt, so why does it?

…I don’t know.

They promised.

But you’re still here.

The whispers…

Please.

... They took all of my ingredients away for the medicine. I can't offer it to you anymore. It made you feel better, didn't it? It helped you be happy?

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can’t deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn’t understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.

It hurts.

Happiness...it shouldn't hurt, so why does it?

@556e6b

Saeran.

…

No.

You’re not supposed to.

Saeran. You’re the only one who understood, weren’t you?

They said you wouldn’t.

You can’t.

…

I don’t want to.

I can't deal with this. I hate this! No one understands me, just like they didn't understand me before. But not you. You understand unhappiness. Better than any of them.