NAKAM.

𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙿𝙾𝚁𝙰𝙻 𝙹𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 𝙱𝚄𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙽𝙰𝙽 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙴𝚂, ₁₅₅₅₇₀₃₈.

[thereplacementnotebook]

I’m not scared to die, I just don’t want it to hurt. I bet the biggest misconception about death is that we won’t care anymore. I will never not love you. Trying to hide the absence of your love is a mathematical impossibility. You were the year I wished my life on other people. Magnets are incapable of lying. Darkness is redundant, I wanted us to be the truth.

Buddy Wakefield (via thereplacementnotebook)

[decommed]

SHIELDTHROW

❛   really, buck? that’s what you’re gonna go with? i’m givin’ ya a chance to tell me the truth here before i find out on my own.  ❜  

                 STARTER   //  CONTACT: @decommed·.

❝ YEAH, THAT’S WHAT I’M GOIN’ WITH. ❞

Lips press down against the incomin’ volley of a smile --- --- STEVE’S NEVER BEEN A REAL PATIENT twenty questions player.  Jut like Bucky’s never been quite able t’ tell a lie to Steve’s face since he was sixteen years old.  ❝ --- --- Janet told me herself, she said mine was her FAVORITE. ❞

[oscarisaache]

Jake Gyllenhaal Instagram Stories (02/04/20)

[roamanova]

WIDOW  //  009.

[shieldthrow-deactivated20200719]

                               𝙰𝙷 𝙱𝚁𝙾𝙾𝙺𝙻𝚈𝙽, 𝙱𝚁𝙾𝙾𝙺𝙻𝚈𝙽, 𝚃𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙼𝙴 𝙸𝙽.                              STEVE ROGERS. SECRET AVENGERS BASED. DEFENDED BY BREN.  

[decommed]

< ❝ --- --- YOU SCARED ME. ❞ >  Mumbled with an artlessness that hinges loose even for him, a rushed exhale of the breath he didn’t realize he’s been holdin’ white - knuckled ‘til he lets it go.  IT’S CERTAINLY IMPOSSIBLE TO LIE T’ HER but he wouldn’t know because he’s never tried.

Sweaty hair escapes the tattered braid released by the rough tug of the cowl backward, but he’s movin’ too fast to register that or anythin’ else except the solid shelf of her hip and how it fits undeniable in the desperate pull of his palm, except the jewel - bright confirmation he gets the briefest glimpse of before he tips their lips together like he maybe still needs convincin’ because he does.

❝ You’re okay ? ❞

@roamanova​

[decommed]

PRODIYAL

@decommed·

       a quick check of her manicure - perfect, obviously, the polish having set nicely before leaving the spa an hour ago - has to give off the right vibe. a fuck off before i put my heel through your skull vibe. it is a constantly challenging art form, that of a withering look. yelena has mastered it.      ❛  tell your story walking, james.  ❜ 

END OF THE DAY, all alley cats are hungry, no matter how fuckin’ mean they come off if you get too close.  ( --- --- And even lions and tigers got a little housecat in ‘em.  Which is to say CLAWS ARE CLAWS ARE CLAWS and he’s got too little time t’ waste worryin’ about size. )

❝ Y’know, ❞ regardless, he falls in, a purposeful slowness in his stroll that matches the lazy slope of his shoulders, both hands in his pockets in a shorthand he’s certain she’ll recognize.  AND IMMEDIATELY CATALOGUE AS A WEAKNESS, naturally.  ❝ --- --- If your time’s really so valuable, little one, I reckon you wouldn’t need t’ SAY IT SO LOUD. ❞  But he knows what t’ do to keep her attention, danglin’ mystery like raw meat --- --- hungry, remember ?  ❝ Feelin’ suspicious ?  Can’t a fella just SAY HELLO ? ❞ 

[rpstartersinc]

   feel free to change pronouns / wording !

warning for spoilers and bad language.

“ we gotta get to the roof. ”  

“ if we don’t get her to a hospital, she’s going to die. ”  

“ i’m not even supposed to be out here. ”  

“ tracks are fresh. ”  

“ just a graze. ”  

“ he’s losin’ a lot of blood  -  he’s not gettin’ far. ”  

“ bleedin’ out. that’s a helluva way to go. ”  

“ what d’ you suppose that feels like, huh ? torn apart. eaten alive. ”  

“ don’t leave me out here. ”  

“ something’s blocking the road. ”  

“ loan me your shotgun. i’ll walk point. ”  

“ i think it’s dead. ”  

“ i’m gonna kill them all, every fuckin’ one of ‘em. ”  

“ why don’t you wait out here ? let me make sure it’s all clear. ”  

“ i’m not gonna kill ya  -  stop runnin’ ! ”  

“ don’t you ever touch me. ”  

“ just get the fuck outta my way. ”  

“ i could’a blown your goddamn head off ! ”  

“ if you had bullets, i wouldn’t be breathin’ now, would i ? ”  

“ you don’t sound like  -  like yourself. ”  

“ there’s no such thing as a starving patriot. ”  

“ i heard gunshots. ”  

“ you’re gonna get yourself killed. ”  

“ don’t do anything stupid. ”  

“ anyone touches this bike, or anything on it  -  i break your fingers.. ”  

“ it’s not his job t’ know it’s your goddamn job t’ know. ”  

“ well aren’t you the optimist. ”  

“ trouble in paradise ? ”  

“ you got a price on your head. ”  

“ wonder what happened here. ”  

“ i don’t know what i would do if i lost you. ”  

“ you get his attention, i’m gonna try to sneak around behind him. ”  

“ could you use a ride ? ”  

“ so what’s a nice girl like you doing in a place like this ? ”  

“ my ex would say i’ve been lost for years. ”  

“ oh my god i could’ve killed somebody. ”  

“ did you kill them ? ”  

“ don’t get soft on me. ”  

“ how are you alive ? ”  

“ you’re not the only one who lost someone that night. ”  

“ i know how to shoot a gun. ”  

“ i don’t need a goddamn babysitter, i’m fine. ”  

“ it’s a long story. ”  

“ i’ll have us back in your bed by ten. ”  

“ you don’t want to get infected. ”  

“ we’ve all done things we’re not proud of. ”  

“ don’t sneak up on me like that ! ”  

“ i want to forget. ”  

“ you’re just a regular stand-up guy. ”  

“ i guess i should’ve been a surgeon. ”  

“ you are writing checks with other mens’ blood. ”  

“ this is getting old fast. ”  

“ never much liked kids  -  they always tended to get on my nerves. ”  

“ do you have my back here ? ”  

“ i don’t like starting trouble but  -  i’ll finish it if i have to. ”  

“ caring’ll just get you killed. ”  

“ easy to kill a man, when he’s just some piece’a meat standing between you and what you need. ”  

“ so, you and _____. ”  

“ almost sounded like you volunteered for some shit. ”  

“ never piss off a woman who knows how to use a scalpel. ”  

“ i’m just fuckin’ with you. ”  

“ try not to get your ass shot off. ”  

“ look on the bright side, looks like you’re stuck with me. ”        

“ there’s a few lines i haven’t crossed. ”  

“ you gotta know when to cut a man loose. ”  

“ little late for a stroll. ”  

“ that’s what brothers do. ”  

“ this how we’re goin’ out ? ”  

“ only if you promise to ride me as much as your bike. ”  

“ you were always a fighter. ”  

“ take your shirt off, sit on the table. ”  

“ maybe one day, stop and light a candle. it can get pretty cold and dark out there. ”  

“ i never saw it  -  it was on me so fast. ”  

“ everything that makes you who you are, oh, it can be burned away. ”  

“ everyone i ever cared about is dead. ”  

“ you have to run because they will kill you. ”  

“ do you know how to use a gun ? ”  

“ you’re a godsend, i was praying so hard. ”  

“ i thought i lost you. ”  

“ are you sure this isn’t personal ? ”  

“ i’m not a church goin’ type. ”  

“ the world is what it is. ”  

“ we make the world what it is, by what we do. ”  

“ what are you, five ? ”  

“ survivin’ isn’t livin’. ”  

“ i think that you’re afraid to be here. ”  

“ we need you, and that scares the hell outta you. ”  

“ it’s not murder if they shoot at you first. ”  

“ what does it matter if everyone else is dead ? ”  

“ i’m giving you an order. ”  

“ i don’t need your goddamn help. ”  

“ y’ know, making me a co-conspirator ? not very chivalrous. ”  

“ you don’t take anything seriously. ”  

“ how many men have you killed ? ”  

“ you’re dead. you’re  -  you’re supposed to be dead ! ”  

“ yeah, i tried to hit that once. ”  

“ nice place, it’s got that woman’s touch. ”  

“ there was so many of them. ”  

“ you enjoyed that. ”  

“ are you tryin’ to convince me ? or you ? ”  

“ they’re infected. it’s what made them so hyper-aggressive. ”  

“ trust no one, expect the worst. ”  

“ they used me. ”  

“ i didn’t mean to kill him. ”  

“ so get up, dust yourself off, try again. ”  

“ most people out there ? they’re just trying to survive and here you are, trying to save the goddamn world. ”  

“ that shit is locked and loaded. ”  

“ i’m not gonna apologize for being lucky. ”  

“ i hope this was worth it. ”  

“ there’s a horde coming ! ”  

“ you’re one of the good ones, man ! ”  

“ hey, you watch your mouth. ”  

“ sometimes, in the search for truth, the blood of innocents is spilled. ”  

“ i didn’t say it was a good plan. ”  

“ i wasn’t gonna let ‘em kill ya. ”  

“ you did the world a solid. ”  

“ would you like some tea ? i’m sure you would. ”  

“ you destroyed everything we worked for. ”  

“ hope you saved some for me. ”  

“ what the hell does that even mean ? ”  

“ you don’t have to tell me this. you can stop. ”  

[minusforty]

Whom shall I send? Here am I.  S e n d  m e.

[decommed]

thinking about baby james barnes consistently cleaning up in mess dress with his face in various stages of cut / bruised / yellowing / healing 

[decommed]

ahhh okay things are Refreshed psd is changed i feel much better tysm

[queeranarchism]

[decommed]

𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙿𝙾𝚁𝙰𝙻 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙴𝚂, ₀₀₁.

[soracities]

There are no words for what / my body is. Only what it does.

Natalie Wee, from ‘Ode to the Goddess of Dance Halls’, Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines (via natalieweepoetry)

[decommed]

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[decommed]

bucky + natasha make it a habit during their Vengeance World Tour of getting the drop on marks from behind so that one of them can pry out the poor bastard’s cyanide tooth before they can use it 

[decommed]

people even Tangentially connected to the red room / dept x stayed pants - pissing scared of the winter soldier until the day they died + i just think that’s Neat