Anoniem

''Love yourself first."

[an-elveinthesky]

“I put my heart out for you to protect, and you stabbed it to death”

- Deathbed by “Akshita Singh”

[jane1996]

"How did you feel about being betrayed by him?"

I was asked.

Like I wanted to set the world on fire.

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Note.88

S.M

[fehck]

[saireyn]

"Ne kadar uzağız şimdi birbirimize Sanki öldük, aramıza Varlığın yabancı yüzü girdi."

Ahmet Hamdi Tanpınar

[saireyn]

"Bu dünyada besbelli tam mutluluk yok." - Goriot Baba, Honore de Balzac

[saireyn]

"Ölümden kaçmak zor değildir; ancak kötülükten kaçmak zordur. Çünkü kötülük ölümden daha hızlı koşar.”

Sokrates’in Savunması

[quotationsworld]

The moment of betrayal is the worst, the moment when you know beyond any doubt that you've been betrayed: that some other human being has wished you that much evil.

— Margaret Atwood in The Handmaid's Tale

[saireyn]

"Kimseye acı vermemek için kırk yerinden kırılan inceliğim."

Şükrü Erbaş

[fatemcktn]

“hayat ne tuhaftı,bize zarar veren şeyler,aynı zamanda huzur bulduğumuz tek şey olabiliyordu.”

— azra kohen çi

[deeperdarkness]

“I loved him, He took all the stars from my sky, but I loved him even more, he made home feel like hell, I still loved him, he never wondered what’s wrong with me and why I’m sad, but it was okay, I got used to it, I loved him, his words made me feel loved and his actions could make my heart cry, but with him I could touch the universe, he made me feel so alive, until he made me want to die, being with him was delightful at first, then it got agonizing. I loved him, but I don’t anymore.”

— http://writies.tumblr.com/ (via writies)

[misunderstoodramblings]

Sick

Does it make you sick To think of my lips On someone else, The heat from our bodies Passing through parted lips Making each other tremble With desire-

Does it make you sick To think of them Sitting across from me In a crowded restaurant, As their hand reaches across the table To steal my own, Their thumb caressing my knuckles Their touch as soft as sand, But never enough-

Does it make you sick To know that I lay next to them In a darkened bedroom, Twisted in blankets and each other, My head resting on their chest Listening to their heartbeat Singing the tune of our love, Instead of the one I shared with you-

Does it make you sick To know that I reach for them More than I used to reach for you- They are reliable And stable And never doubt what they can give me-

Does it make you sick To think about their fingers Grasping my hair, Dancing across my skin, Touching my body Caressing every part of me, Including my soul-

Does it make you sick?

I keel over in pain, My sickness all consuming When I think of them Experiencing you, When it should be me. My heart, A never ending beating drum Thumping with misery and pain-

It shouldn’t be them, It should be me And you.

-C.A.

[misunderstoodramblings]

07.12.17

You’re not mine Anymore I have no right To even dream about you- When I’m in pain And calling your name Begging my friends To send you to me. Held down in a hospital bed, Yet the only word My mouth could whisper Was your name- Begging in vain For you to come back, And stand at my side The vigilant angel That I lost.

You’re just a figment Of my subconscious now No longer tangible In my world- This is me Living my new normal Where days are empty And nights are haunted By you.

Dreams are where I’ll visit you For as long as You’ll stay, Even though I have no right To keep you there.

-C.A.

[olearypoetry]

[ashrenaef]

“I’ve spent the better part of my twenty three years running away from the things that hurt. I figured that if I got far away enough, the ache wouldn’t find me. I was wrong. Nobody told me that you can’t outrun your own heart. Today was the first time I said out loud “he is gone”. He left six months ago, and I still hadn’t said it yet. He is gone. He is gone. He is gone. Saying it tasted bitter, it tasted raw, it hurt. I tripped over the letters as they tumbled out of my mouth like apologies. All this running has worn me out, I’m so tired, and I’m so sorry. He is gone and I am exhausted. I’m slowly learning to love the sound of myself standing still.”

— standing still

[deeperdarkness]

“I fall for you over and over, every second. Each moment we spend together pulls me deeper. You are the anchor and your love surrounds me like the sea. As if that is not enough; I look into your eyes and it is like I am seeing the summer stars for the first time. I kiss your lips and it is like I am feeling the warmth of the sun on my skin for the first time. And I cannot even put into words, the feeling I get when your arms wrap me up and pull me close, when my head is on your chest and your heartbeat sings me to sleep. I want to fall for you forever, over and over.”

— SNM (via thelovelylittlepoet)

[deeperdarkness]

“I’m in love with someone who no longer exists. I’m in love with the person he used to be and the moments we had together, which are still crystal clear in my head. I’m in love with someone who can never return my love again because he has changed and so has his view of me. Because to the person who destroyed the person I loved, I am a mere thing of the past, not meant to be spoken of nor known ever again. The cold, distant stranger I see around today is not the person I love. I will only miss the person burning in my memories.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via tbfhprincess)

[olearypoetry]