Words to no one.

[deepredrose]

Type of mood where you blabber about the world's history and why pyramids have pillars connected to the bottom of the base.

[deepredrose]

I feel so dislocated. Drifting in a ocean of self doubt and misery. I wish to be comforted but my mouth is sown shut. My eyes are fixed with pain screaming out of every pore in my body. I want to be loved. I want to be seen and held. I just can't scream hard enough in my head to let you know. So you just your head thinking I need to face this alone.... but I dont want too...

[deepredrose]

I feel like a stranger these days. Slowly losing connections. Slowly falling into a hole.

[deepredrose]

Taking the edge off.

Sitting on a trunk of a car under a orange lit street light. Watching the city from a hill. Lighting a joint to watch the stress leave your body. Inhaling that first deep breath, holding just got a second then slowly letting go. Letting the sadness seep out of you. Taking a long glance at thr stars. Trying to connect with the world far far away.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[deepredrose]

Days before my birthday I can't just not think of you. How can i not think of a wish I wish would come true. Being able to see you or even talk to you again would make my life complete. Seeing you like this haunts me. It haunts me because it felt like I caused this path. Talking to you that night and giving you that advice felt like I signed you up for hell. I should of told you to be selfish. I should of kept you till school started. I didnt want you to leave. I didnt want you to go. I didnt want you to experience that horrible accident. I am so sorry in some way I feel like I caused this. I am sorry I hurt you. I am sorry I doomed you, trying to make you a better person. I just saw a greatness in you. So great I had to say something to make you a king of this world. But it felt like because you were so great you had to go through the worst thing ever. I am sorry Arthur. I miss you so much. I want you to get back to normal.

[deepredrose]

When I told her I'd give anything to kiss her soul. I meant it.

[deepredrose]

I spent months even maybe 2 years of my life playing this game with my baby brother. It was more like I dragged him along because I didn't have many friends, but it was honestly one of the best times in my life. Waking up texting him if he is down. Getting on and just enjoying his adventure mostly through the wasteland. We wandered around and I did play this game all the way through by myself, but somehow I missed this spot right here. This spot was just so perfect to not make a base. So we made this base here on this cliff. it changed throughout our adventure in fallout 76 but not this one spot. We were accompanied by his 2 friends so I added chairs for them, but he sat right next to me and we would just chat while we heard fallout music. Life was good, life was great.

[deepredrose]

Just same old stuff leading me looking for someone to talk to. Someone familiar a brother a sister maybe mom, but no one seems to be anywhere. I just hate feeling so alone.

[deepredrose]

It's been 2 years since your accident and I am so utterly lost. I believe you will get to where you want to be. But at the same time my mind is already thinking of things to say at your funeral. It's such a fucked up thing to think about. Most of my thoughts day by day, has you and all the adventures we took in all the games we played. It has all the choices I could of made to keep you a bit longer from the world that so wanted to see you fall. I love you so much Arthur. As much as you were a little brother, I looked up to you like a big brother.

[deepredrose]

For you

Hello my beautiful, I am just on here telling you I love you. I love you so much, I cant fond a way to Express myself on how much I love you. So I guess I'll tell you I love you for the rest of our lives. Just to make sure I cant atleast get close to expressing my love for you. Who knows if you will see this but this is for you Lupita. Along side the many more I'll write on any platform. Just telling you how much I love you.

[fourleafclovertaiga]

[90377]

[catburglarwendy]

HIKEN 🔥

[otomokatsuhiro]

[thatonetoast]

You guys, i love how when Luffy found out they tortured and hurt her, he stopped just fighting around and straight up freaking sent the villain flying to Mars LOL

Luffy before he found out they hurt her

VS after he learned she got hurt

Luffy went "😄😆😊" to "😧😠😡😤😤👿👿" in a split second

That was one satisfying punch ugh I love it

[helpingg]