We are defiant

Multi Muse, Multi Fandom, Multi Verse. (Indie rp account temporary account in replacement for my see 'welcome' post 

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Reblog if its ok to message you during this holiday season incase Im feeling lonely or out of place during family events because no one should be alone on Christmas

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ALWAYS! 

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Where’d you go?

Cam and RJ were going strong, better than strong . There was still a part of him that worried somehow he’ll mess this up. There’s still so much hidden of his past that Rj doesn’t know that could ruin everything. One day he’ll tell him… one day he’ll have to. It was quickly becoming obvious that this man was the love of his life.  He wasn’t going to be able to keep much of him hidden for much longer.

Today was a pretty average day, Cam heading to JKP to see his favorite person. But to his surprise, or maybe not that surprising… RJ wasn’t there, Tsuki wasn’t there, no one was there from his usual crew. Sometimes they just disappeared. And came back looking tired or haggard.  He wanted to trust RJ unconditionally. But it was strange. 

He left the pizza parlour seeming contemplative about the whole thing. When he heard a wicked sounding laugh that sent chills down his spine. He lowered himself closely to the ground, moving to duck behind a parked car.

“Stupid rangers, you won’t stop us this time.” The woman who looked like a chameleon said.

But to his shock, she wasn’t talking to rangers. She was talking to RJ and his friends, Tsuki standing nearby but not in the line of fire.He was about to act, say something, do something, These weren’t rangers! Why were they getting dragged into this. 

He didn’t even hear what RJ said. Some kind of retort. Before they were transforming, RJ’s suit purple with the helmet of a wolf. That was so fitting.The next thing he knew, his knees were giving out. They thunked against the gravel, his heart bottoming out into his stomach. RJ was a power ranger. He wasn’t even mad that RJ didn’t tell him.

I don’t deserve him.

The thought was nearly deafening, but rang ultimately true. He had done bad things, horrible things in his past. And a power ranger dating a would be criminal wouldn’t due. Suddenly he couldn’t see straight, hot wet tears clouding his vision. A violent sob ripped through the man as he clapped a hand over his mouth. Making a quick escape, heading down an ally. It was over. 

He and RJ were over, it was the way it had to be. He wasn’t sure how he made it to his apartment, collapsed to the floor and sobbed, his heart was broken. What could he do, there was no other option.

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What happened next left the once happy chef cold. He ghosted. He avoided calls, he avoided going out except for work, he ignored RJ’s calls, no matter how desperate he was to hear his voice. He was left mostly at home laying in bed. He didn’t want RJ to know that his secret was out. This was….painful… but ultimately the right call.

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@bewarethewolfarmy

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Where’d you go?

Cam and RJ were going strong, better than strong . There was still a part of him that worried somehow he’ll mess this up. There’s still so much hidden of his past that Rj doesn’t know that could ruin everything. One day he’ll tell him... one day he’ll have to. It was quickly becoming obvious that this man was the love of his life.  He wasn’t going to be able to keep much of him hidden for much longer.

Today was a pretty average day, Cam heading to JKP to see his favorite person. But to his surprise, or maybe not that surprising... RJ wasn’t there, Tsuki wasn’t there, no one was there from his usual crew. Sometimes they just disappeared. And came back looking tired or haggard.  He wanted to trust RJ unconditionally. But it was strange. 

He left the pizza parlour seeming contemplative about the whole thing. When he heard a wicked sounding laugh that sent chills down his spine. He lowered himself closely to the ground, moving to duck behind a parked car.

“Stupid rangers, you won’t stop us this time.” The woman who looked like a chameleon said.

But to his shock, she wasn’t talking to rangers. She was talking to RJ and his friends, Tsuki standing nearby but not in the line of fire.He was about to act, say something, do something, These weren’t rangers! Why were they getting dragged into this. 

He didn’t even hear what RJ said. Some kind of retort. Before they were transforming, RJ’s suit purple with the helmet of a wolf. That was so fitting.The next thing he knew, his knees were giving out. They thunked against the gravel, his heart bottoming out into his stomach. RJ was a power ranger. He wasn’t even mad that RJ didn’t tell him.

I don’t deserve him.

The thought was nearly deafening, but rang ultimately true. He had done bad things, horrible things in his past. And a power ranger dating a would be criminal wouldn’t due. Suddenly he couldn’t see straight, hot wet tears clouding his vision. A violent sob ripped through the man as he clapped a hand over his mouth. Making a quick escape, heading down an ally. It was over. 

He and RJ were over, it was the way it had to be. He wasn’t sure how he made it to his apartment, collapsed to the floor and sobbed, his heart was broken. What could he do, there was no other option.

~

What happened next left the once happy chef cold. He ghosted. He avoided calls, he avoided going out except for work, he ignored RJ’s calls, no matter how desperate he was to hear his voice. He was left mostly at home laying in bed. He didn’t want RJ to know that his secret was out. This was....painful... but ultimately the right call.

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PSA

I have already reblogged my post from my previous blog, this blog is temporary. I lost my password and log in information for my old blog and i’m currently on a friends back up laptop. Which is updated now but is slow and a bit out of it. I stil want to write and rp. But my replies will be scattered and take more time.So keep in mind! Temporary, slow computer, scattered replies! Thank you guys! 

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Lockdown

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twinklelittl3bat:

Cheshy saw detention as less of a punishment at this point in his school career as he did a slight annoyance. Of course he didn’t want it; he had better things to do than sit around in a room and be forced to do homework or write an essay on how he shouldn’t transform into his cat form and proceed to paint certain places with his paws and tail then run around in the halls while still covered in wet paint. Admittedly it amused Ezra though and making the Mad Hatter smile was always a good thing in his book; making any of his friends happy was a good day in his book. But also angering Fairy Godmother was fun too.

Either way though he didn’t walk into detention with anything less than his usual playful smile, his tail swishing behind him, his cat ears twitching happily. As always the Cheshire Cat was only mostly transformed; he could easily hide his ears and tail, he could easily make himself fully human, but he didn’t. His ears and tail were his pride and joy, as much as his long purple and neon blue striped hair (and matching scarf….arm warmers….the long sleeve shirt he wore that was a size or two too big so it hung over one shoulder….), and he hated to hide who and what he was. Plus again it upset FGM, along with his constant use of magic, whether it was to transform into his cat form or some other animal or object for the fun of it, or teleporting around, or turning invisible, or floating in class so the teacher would lose track of him occasionally. FGM called it misuse; Cheshy called it what Cheshires do.

He looked around and noticed the other boy immediately, though his attention was soon turned to the teacher. He hummed. “Sure sure, bye-bi~” He wiggled his fingers at him then turned back to the other student and shrugged before sitting down. “The monitoring or the forceful imprisonment? Though I suppose it’s not really imprisonment for me.” He wiggled his fingers again and his hand disappeared before reappearing, holding the teacher’s phone. He tossed it in the air and caught  it again. “So what did they catch you doing?” Cheshy’s hands were still covered in spots of now dried paint.

The heir to the pumpkin throne rose indignantly from his seat, long, lanky legs carrying him over to the door, just in time to hear the lock click. His brows furrowed and he sighed letting his head lull back an annoyed groan before he moved to the seat closest to the other boy. A sudden kind of one syllable ‘Ha’ leaving his lips as the other spoke. “Now that you mention it, both.” he said lifting his brows  Green eyes flicked down to his hands, watching the one dissapear and reappear with a phone. A look of clear interest crossing his features.

“It seems we have a bit in common. Well kind of.” He nodded down to his hand, the entire thing turning into a skeleton. He grabbed his hand, breaking it off with a crack, he tossed it up in the air catching it with his other. It reformed the skin, turning back into a regular pale hand. “I basically did this,” he waved the hand as it morphed back into skeleton. “But with my head, to that.... charming fellow’s son. Charming, cruel irony.” he mumbles to himself reattaching the hand. 

“And i’m guessing the paint has a story?” He asked resting his elbow on the desk, chin resting in his hand. “I’m all ears.” He said eyes glinting wickedly. 

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bewarethewolfarmy:

His heart was thundering in his chest but not with the fear that gripped him earlier, no this time it was RJ and his closeness that drove the staccato of his heart. RJ was unlike anyone else Cam had ever known and the bond he felt with the pizza maker seemed unshakable. And despite his past, what RJ knew of it at least, telling him he loved him, which was music to his ears. 

And now they took yet another step, a large one for Cam anyway. He was still not exactly comfortable, in general, talking about his sexuality. Mostly in his experience, it hadn’t been received well by past lovers. So it wasn’t surprising that a relieved sigh leaves him as RJ squeezes his “I love you too.” the words come so easily now, his heart felt full. “Of course,” he said with a chuckle. “Of course I will always take your feelings into consideration. As I said, I love you and you might not have guessed this but you’re very important to me.”

RJ meant it too; Cam was important to him, everything that had happened and everything they’d said thus far just driving that home. He cared about him, he loved him, and being with him and knowing that Cam loved him, that meant more to him than anything. It made the pizza maker smile as the words left Cam’s lips and he wanted to hug him, kiss him, hold him.

“Thank you,” RJ said and smiled at the other chef, “Really, thank you. For caring, for being you, for being here. I’ll always care about your feelings too and I’ll never purposefully do anything to hurt you. You’re important to me too Cam.”

The smile that the chef wore was infallible, he nodded gently, not shyly but the movement was small. He gently pushed himself up from the table moving over to Rj’s side and delicately placing himself in his lap. Arms wrapping around his neck.  Face nuzzling in just under the line of his jaw. “I never will do anything to purposefully hurt you. You’re incredible.” he placed a kiss to his jaw, his smile pressing into the other chef’s skin.

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defiantones:

Psa: Computer is down

My poor computer has had a broken hinge for some time but last night it stopped taking a charge. This means I have no computer until I can afford to get it fixed. I can reply to things mobiley but its much more time consuming and will be sporadic. I so wish this wasn’t happening but money won’t be coming back in for a while

Welcome! This is a temporary replacement blog @defiantones​. After my computer broke I lost my log in information for my main blog. Even on my phone! But I still want to be able to rp. I will follow the tag: Defiantones, just as i did on the old blog. ANd when I get my computer fixed (i’ll get the info off of it even if it can’t be fixed) So please follow this blog and check this post if you’re confused what’s happening. Thank you!