Jo

sw: 170 lbs | cw: 201.6 lbs | gw: 121 lbs they/them | 20 | INTJ | 5’6” pro recovery just not for me block don’t report :) was @/tortured-beauty, got t3rmed twice at 1k then 240ish, now i’m back again

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

cold water on an empty stomach

that's all.

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

im baaaackkkkkkkkk (and larger than ever)

*john cena music*

[depresseddisneyprincess]

reblog this if your blog is a safe space on april fools and won’t have any jumpers, screamers, or anything scary or anxiety inducing

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

i hate the fact that i’m a size 4 but i can’t wear any small tops or dresses because of MY DOUBLE D MOMMY FUCKING MILKERS

it gives me so much body dysmorphia and for what? back pain????

[997]

What do you do for a living

i try my best

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

no one:

my bisexual ass self whenever i look at thinspo: do i want to look like her or do i want to date her???????

the answer is both.

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

literally nothing makes me happier that seeing my old mutuals and the people i used to follow interacting with my posts again i missed y’all <3

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

not me catching myself thinking of foods as too expensive because of the number of calories they have

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

yikes

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

WHY DO I LOOK SKINNY WHEN MY REFLECTION DOESNT INCLUDE MY FACE BUT AS SOON AS I REALIZE IM LOOKING AT MYSELF I LOOK FAT WHAT THE FUCK

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

i swear i’ve been at 130 lbs for so long like i always plateau going from like 150 to 140 or 140 to 130 but this shit has been going on for weeks like why can’t i just lose weight

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

why am i so WIDE

at least these pajama pants don’t fit well anymore

[definitely-not-tortured-beauty]

got termed again

i was

tortured-beauty

tortured-beauty-again