i told you my secrets and i let you in. we talked for two months and i never thought i could fall in love that fast for someone, i did. and it hurts. my body aches from screaming for you. i was drunk off my ass and you were the only one i wanted to talk to. i miss you more than you will ever imagine. i tried to forget when i was drunk but it just made me miss you more. god i dont know if i could handle seeing you fall in love with someone else. i know i have someone but you were the light of my life. you made my bad days brighter. but now everything is dark and its hard to breathe. theres a bullet hole in my chest and no matter how many times i try to stop the bleeding it just seeps through my fingers and i cant breathe i cant stop crying. god i feel so fucking lost. you were my goddamned home and im so homesick. im bleeding out. it hurts. my chest feels empty and my stomach feels heavy. god damn it, why did i have to lose you. i would’ve set for anyone else. but you? oh god, when i lost you; explaining the pain i felt was like someone getting burned. i didnt really feel it, until i was drunk. then i felt everything. everything hurts. and all i did was scream for you. because you are what once made me the happiest person and i took that for granted and i am so sorry. i will miss you. but i will learn to live without you. no matter how long it takes.
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