Hacking Darts And Lacking Smarts

Just my thoughts strung out in pictures and quotes

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I’m slipping. I’m falling apart again.

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I wish I could live my life

Free of comments, judgements and opinions of others

Free and at peace with just me

But I can never be just me

Because me is just never enough

[delicateinfatuation]

Never Enough

No matter what

What I do

What I say

What I think

It’s never enough

I’ll never be enough

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i crave to be heard and seen

to be truly known and appreciated

how could that ever be when I don’t even know me

i am but a mix of everyone I have ever know

an imposter who’s personality is not her own

what do I like

what do I think

who am I

who is me

[delicateinfatuation]

I’m living a life that doesn’t feel like mine

Always trying to pretend I’m fine

But the voices in my head won’t quiet

Their shrill messages of internal violence

Everyone would be better off without me

[delicateinfatuation]

one day I’ll be a fiery sunset

and then finally I’ll be seen

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25 An age I never thought I’d see

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to love and be loved in return 

the greatest wish of all

[delicateinfatuation]

my body aches

for a touch it will never feel

a kiss I’ve never known

a lust full of passion

craving needs that will never be met

once upon a dream or two

but in reality I’ve never really known you

my body aches

with hunger deep down in my bones

a longing to turn back the clock

just to see what it’d be like

[delicateinfatuation]

I’m still that little 5 year old girl praying for her dad to get better and be there for her.

[delicateinfatuation]

sos

my life is falling apart

[soon-monsoon]

[kindlles]

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@barbarakristoffersen

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