Dellaroo

A hodgepodge writer of Russian, Belarusian, and Ukrainian ingredients, yet speaking English for some reason. На русском тоже. Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Dellaroo Ficbook: https://ficbook.net/authors/2731664 tg: https://t.me/Dellviett_and_Dellaroo

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They cannot fully trust each other due to their personalities, circumstances, and past events. Slowly but surely, they are identifying where the inaccuracies in their trust lie. All in the interest of the common cause in Penakony, of course...

This is a story about how Aventurine initially made a bet with his colleagues - whether he could fix the obnoxious personality of Veritas Ratio, the new business consultant for the IPC. And, as luck would have it, a case in Penacony fell right into Aventurine's lap - one where he would certainly need help organizing many things. No one suspected that the fates of these two would intertwine not only for the sake of collaboration and a ridiculous bet that was almost immediately forgotten, but also to merge into one and become something more... if only they dared to show even a drop of trust in one another.

"Inaccuracies in Trust" by Dellaroo on Ao3 and Ficbook

На русском тоже :3

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Aventio headcanon

Not often, but still, Veritas and Aventurine go to museums and art galleries. Veritas teaches his beloved to explore his unconscious and understand his feelings through paintings, to have a subconscious dialogue with the painting. And Aventurine, to his great surprise, realized that it helps.

[morraaabb]

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This beautiful, wonderful art inspired me to come up with a headcanon. At first, it was extremely difficult for Veritas and Aventurine to get used to sleeping together. The problem was that Ratio really loves his comfort, while Aventurine can't fall asleep for a very long time unless he exhausts himself mentally or physically. At some point, Veritas realized that he finds it comfortable to sleep embracing his beloved and to have an additional source of warmth, while Aventurine began to feel calm listening to someone else's soothing heartbeat and feeling safe in the arms of the person he trusts the most.

p.s. — Oh my god, I LOVE this artist. I wish morraaabb all the best in growing their blogs!

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Aventio headcanon #_

Veritas never talks about himself because he thinks that his past and any traumas he might have are nothing compared to those of others, and that his mission is to bring knowledge to the world. In his relationship with Aventurine, he's even more hesitant to say anything about his own difficult or simply past, because he knows that Aventurine had it much worse. This creates a feeling that he is somehow not worthy of speaking up. Eventually, Aventurine can't take it anymore. He tells Ratio that he is not an eternal sufferer or a victim, and that there's no need to compare one's problems to someone else's - because there will always be those who have it far worse. After that, Veritas begins to share many details of his life that only Aventurine will ever know - and no one else.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine is genuinely surprised when, in some calm and harmonious moment, Veritas asks him about Sigonia and the cultural traditions of the Avgins. Ratio is genuinely interested in how he lived and what his past was like, but to avoid causing trauma, he only asks about cultural customs and folklore. Sometimes this turns into whole evenings where Aventurine tries to remember and hum the songs his people once sang, or the lullabies his mother and sister used to sing to him before bed.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Veritas never understood the point of kissing, or why people would willingly exchange saliva with someone or touch their lips to someone else's. In his opinion, there needed to be a rational explanation or some specific motivation for it.

But their first kiss with Aventurine happened for no reason and was entirely Veritas’s own initiative. He will never explain why, because he doesn't know himself.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Veritas loves touching Aventurine. He can't stand tactile interaction with strangers - his misophobia disgusts him at the thought of touching anyone who hasn't washed their hands in his presence or proven that they - and the surrounding surfaces - are clean. Even if the person he's talking to is familiar and trustworthy, Ratio has little enthusiasm for allowing himself to be touched or for touching anyone on his own. But Aventurine is a huge exception to the rule. Whether because of strong love and attachment or for some other reason, Veritas quickly grew accustomed to his beloved and, without even realizing it, began to frequently show physical affection. He touched, caressed, explored through touch, and felt no revulsion. Aventurine drew him in with his perfumes, the scents of expensive skincare products and fabric softener, as well as his natural smell. And that's all without even mentioning the tactile sensations.

Veritas loves giving Aventurine massages and working out the stiffness in his body. He simply loves Aventurine, and it seems that's the only reason his misophobia has spared this particular person - even if he were to come home covered in mud from head to toe.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine really loves giving Veritas gifts. But he does it in a way that prevents Veritas from launching into his tedious lectures about the dangers of hedonism and overconsumption. Avgin often starts from afar - he first asks questions that his beloved answers strictly from a scientific point of view. For example, after asking about the benefits of certain fruits, Aventurine will then definitely gift Veritas a huge fruit basket. There are many such examples, but the main point is that everything follows pretty much the same scenario. Ratio is first very surprised, then frowns, and later breaks into an incredibly charming smile.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine really loves to dance. Without even realizing it, it helps him relax, relieve stress, and just let out any excess energy he might have. He doesn't care what music he dances to or how he dances, which often leaves Veritas completely baffled. Veritas isn't a big fan of dancing, but he's good at it.

Sometimes, when the atmosphere at home allows it and a vinyl record is already spinning under the needle on the turntable, they dance together, enjoying each other's company.

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— Aventurine, turn on the Trailblazers' stream. They're doing a collab with Herta Space Station.

— You know, friend, I'm not really interested in all this.

— Ratio's there.

— AEONS.

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Aventio headcanon #_

No matter how serious, cold, and detached from people Veritas may seem to those around him, in reality, he is an extremely sensitive and supportive person. Beneath the tough shell of a skeptic that he presents to everyone hides a true fighter for justice - someone who seems to care about humanity more than anyone else. With his heightened sense of justice, he defends people when their rights are violated, participates in symposia, and examines problems from both scientific and social perspectives in order to get closer to solving them. Aventurine, on the other hand, having simpler and rather pragmatic views on life, is sometimes utterly astonished by the thoughts and behavior of his beloved, and therefore tries to learn the same depth of compassion and sensitivity toward other people - beyond just Veritas himself. After all, Ratio has always been an exception to every rule for the avgin.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine sometimes recalls that, although distorted and with the passage of time, he still remembers and can speak the Romani language (the Romani language, since he is Romani, and avgin = 'honey' from that language). Small curses at unexpected moments and short phrases said in passing with those closest to him, when he can completely let his guard down. Veritas, when he first heard this, was extremely surprised, but later surprised Aventurine himself by learning the basic fundamentals of his language so that they could communicate with each other without any language barriers.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine thinks that Veritas in the morning is a true monster. Because he makes him do morning exercises and calls on him to start his day with stretching. Possessing an excellent athletic physique, Ratio always tries to devote a proper amount of time to physical health, and after entering into a relationship with him, Aventurine had to experience this to the fullest, becoming a participant in all the wellness processes and a partner in physical training sessions.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine has serious problems with expressing anger. Passive aggression is the maximum he can muster until he accumulates so many negative emotions that they start spilling over. Veritas, being the complete opposite and expressing his anger openly, when he sees that his beloved is becoming like a ticking time bomb, 'defuses' it by drawing out his emotions at home and deliberately provoking a conflict in which Aventurine can shout, break dishes, or start throwing furniture. Ratio knows that Aventurine would never hurt him personally, so he is never afraid of him and simply asks afterward whether he feels better after the shouting and the destruction.

And he really does feel better.

Someday I'll write a fanfic about this (if you want)

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Aventio headcanon #_

Actually, Veritas Ratio has a silly sense of humor. He can laugh at something completely stupid — the main thing is who he's joking and laughing with. During work hours, he's always serious and cold, but with those close to him, he's nothing like the stone statue that many people imagine him to be. That's why Aventurine was genuinely surprised when he realized that his beloved could be made to laugh extremely easily, and that he himself was quite capable of coming up with some jokes.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine couldn't control it; it was part of his behavior and a peculiar habit that he just couldn't seem to unlearn. He always eats quickly and stuffs his mouth even now, because that's what he had to do in the past when there was practically no food, and making do with scraps that would be taken away after a while was the only right course of action. That fear was already gone - the fear that sustenance, the thing that would prolong his fleeting existence, would suddenly disappear. The Avgin had the money to buy himself whatever he needed in an instant, but that didn't rid him of the obsessive thought that it was best to act quickly and not delay, because there was no other way - he had to do everything in time and take his advantage from everywhere.

Veritas, pedantic to the point of impossibility, at first tolerated Aventurine's habit through gritted teeth and with barely concealed anger, but then he got used to it, simply surrounding his beloved with conditions in which he would feel safe.

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Aventio headcanon #_

Aventurine quite often neglects timely meals when he's alone. He may have the opportunity and time to cook something at home, in a kitchen that is state-of-the-art by any technological standard, but he never has the desire to do so. For this reason, his refrigerator is always empty, and the only things in it are bottles of drinking water, while all the appliances just gather dust and wait for their moment, which will probably never come. Before, there was one exception to the rule in the form of a coffee machine, but the Avgin abruptly realized that it's much easier for him to just buy coffee than to spend precious minutes making a single cup, only to have to wash it afterward.

Aventurine saw no point in eating unless at some point his stomach was twisted with pain so badly that it was impossible to exist comfortably. Food brought him no pleasure and was merely a source of energy and nutrients, which his body demanded like fuel for a machine. He rarely ate in the cafeteria with his colleagues, didn't frequent restaurants unless business meetings required it, and it was enough just to curb his appetite with something, and the desire to eat would vanish as if by magic. But next to Veritas, everything was different.

Next to Veritas, everything was completely different, and there was no rational way to explain it. Next to him, Aventurine wanted to eat, take the initiative to cook something, and simply turn their meetings into shared meals. He wanted to take care not so much of his own hunger, which appeared sharply in such moments, but of someone else's need to get rid of theirs.