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yeah, my dad's disgusting – he just called my brother's neighbors hot. [insert puke emoji]

I'm terrified to talk to you now and I hate this w all my heart. I'm afraid I'm overthinking and making things worse for myself. I'm afraid you hate me and I'm afraid I'm gonna lose you.

am I as a person who needs to recharge by going to their own personal space wrong for being upset when my roommate asks me if I can be absent from the room? I don't get work done in studio like wtf. you're only getting this Tuesday off, sorry you planned your schedule similar to mine. if you're gonna really be on the grind by working all the damn time, then know that you can't have your cake and eat it too.

#dem0n.txt #20171113 #just your typical asshole not giving a damn about ppl's hermit-ness BITCH IM ONE TOO

long time no rant, but I hate my professor. he's wasted so much of my time, energy, and money! I'm sick of being so drained. I'm sick of my creative juices drying out. I can't even open up my 3d model file w/o wanting to give up. I can't ask for any help 'cause he's useless and I'm sure all of my friends are tired of hearing me complain, so I can't even ask them for help. I'm stuck... I don't know what to do and I literally only have 3 more class periods before I have to finalize shit and I'm nowhere near being content w my work. I hate my project. I've never been so tired of a project before in my life. this is worst design semester so far.

#dem0n.txt #20171111 #world's worst design block

I had a dream in which I fucked this girl and I had a penis. my dad then popped out the middle of nowhere and proceeded to harass me and shit, calling me a faggot.

#dem0n.txt #20170808 #I've never had a dream about gender so that's new...

how to not fall in love, again, w your best friend/ ex

#dem0n.txt #20170712 #such a contagious energy

wake up. get ready for work. work. take a break. work out. shower. eat. sleep. repeat.

#dem0n.txt #20170622 #work and work out #that's all I do

//coming back from the pool// mother: it's good to see you in the pool and comfortable w your body now me: lol I'm not mother: what do you mean you're not? you've got a great body and you're v pretty! are you scared of what ppl think? me: idc what they think 'cause my body isn't their business. it's a different reason mother: /continues to pry at why I'm uncomfortable in my skin, closely teetering on the "I'm uncomfortable 'cause I'm not a girl" situation/

#dem0n.txt #20170620 #she almost made me out myself lol

tfw you reach out for help and everybody ignores you/ changes the subject??? :)

#dem0n.txt #20170619

halfbeige

I feel like I don’t have adequate ppl to talk to (not their faults) about gender issues so everyday im kinda just like :/

#reblog

halfbeige

tfw your mom wishes you were born as a dude

#reblog

I hate having dreams about him,,, I just wanna be friends again...

#dem0n.txt #I don't even know how I feel about him anymore...#I just want him back in my life....#damn I miss him #20170606

I'm really grateful for my friends in NY...

#dem0n.txt #20170324 #oh god bless them all

second bad night in a row... I wanna cry. I had bad dreams the night before and now I don't wanna sleep 'cause I'm afraid, but I need to sleep 'cause it's almost 4 am...

#dem0n.txt #20170113 #ha.. two years I was praying for death #now I'm so afraid of dying I'm questioning my existence #oh how the tables have turned

not having a good night...

#dem0n.txt #:(#I don't wanna die...#I'm scared shitless #20170113

not even a rant: so, glad I don't have to associate w most of my old classmates

#dem0n.txt #20161229 #I'm ranting less and less #that or I just don't have time to care #but I'm happy anyways

wrow! I hate my dad :)

#20161209 #honestly this is nothing new #I can't ever have a civilized conversation w him

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