Will the Sunlight Ever Reach me?

 "Me? Oh, no. I'm not nice at all. I'm so mean and nasty and petty... I can't let the others ever find out."  [ Independent, Semi-Selective, OC friendly. Please read rules and about pages before interacting. Admired by Matthieu. Est. 10/6/17. ]

[nxvarian]

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I’ve had to start a new Tumblr because all my accounts are so jumbled so i thought i’d add everything here! Covid has messed a lot of us over and times are tough, so in order to survive, i’ve  made an OnlyFans, only for cosplay, art commissions, and a few other things for the more adult side! I’m trying to save up enough money for rent and my car insurance and as a 21 year old i’ve got nothing to lose!

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[mindlessvessel]

Give me a follow! Times are hard right now and I want to do what I love! My art isn’t the greatest but I’d love to get better! <3

[seraphbreak]

My own bloooooooog! come and get to know the real me! Times are hard, as i’ve said oon my other account just above this one. Can’t wait to see you babes! <3

[childishsxul]

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[demented-snxper]

Im back!!! Follow my main :3

[demented-snxper]

“I think Yuu-chan would look cute in a dress, don’t you think?”

[demented-snxper]

Hi this account is still alive.

[legacybcrn-deactivated20190129]

"Well..." (For beautiful emo Mika!)

    ❛ Well what? ❜ Crimson eyes look over toward the other. ❛ You may be a friend of Yuu-chan’s, but that doesn’t make us friends. ❜

@demented-snxper

[demented-snxper]

“ Still... I know it doesn’t make us friends but maybe you’d still like to hang around the fire with us a while? Nobody should be alone. “

[demented-snxper]

What i want: Snuggles

What i get: Struggles

[fxrfamily-blog]

“Come on! Another round!” [ hello! ]

Sparring/Training Sentence Starters

Yuichiro and Yoichi were about as different as they could get in terms of fighting style. Yuu’s weapon was a possession type, whereas Yoichi’s was a manifestation type. Yuu was a close quarter combatant and Yoichi was a long ranged fighter. These differences made them good teammates and good sparring partners as it gave them a chance to develop strategies for all kinds of enemies.

They had been training for what felt like hours and both of them were about ready to drop, yet neither seemed ready to give up quite yet.

His grin widened at the other’s insistence on another round.

“Alright. Whoever wins this round gets bragging rights!”

[demented-snxper]

A laugh left the boys lips, taking another stance, he grinned to his friend. The different fight styles was great for both of them. More experiences with both types of combat would do them both good. Since he was a long ranged fighter, he would gain close combat rouses. And vice versa for Yuu.

“Come at me then! I’ll brag to everyone I kicked your butt in training!” He laughed, playfully teasing the other. “come at me and show me you can push on farther!” He said, drawing his bow back with a grin. “but not only bragging rights! Who ever loses has to make the other the dinner of their choosing!”

[oopsiewoopsie123]

⨳ — SEND 💖 TO HOLD MY MUSE’S HAND;

[bruisedlines]

FLUFF STARTERS / PROMPTS (II)

❝ please get home safely. ❞

❝ i’ve missed you so much. ❞

❝ in a room full of people, it feels like it’s just us two. ❞

❝ fuck, i’m so damn happy. ❞

❝ i wanna be with you. ❞

❝ let me help you with that. ❞

❝ there can only be you. i don’t want anyone else. ❞

❝ you look amazing in anything.❞

❝ i’ve got you, baby. ❞

❝ i’m the luckiest person on earth.❞

❝ don’t forget this moment. ❞

❝ i could never say no to you. ❞

❝ i’m yours. i always have been.❞

❝ kiss me and i’ll forgive you. ❞

❝ you’re all i think about. ❞

❝ god, i can’t pay attention to anything else but you. ❞

❝ please be mine. ❞

❝ baby, i’m right here. shh, i’m here. ❞

❝ when you look at me like that, it makes me want to give you my heart. ❞

❝ good morning, angel. ❞

❝ when i’m with you, nothing hurts anymore. ❞

❝ you’re my everything. ❞

❝ i’m gentle with you because i love you. ❞

❝ i’m not going anywhere. ❞

❝ i love waking up to you. ❞

❝ you taste like forever. ❞

❝ sweetheart, come here. it’s been far too long without seeing your face. ❞

❝ you make me forget. ❞

❝ my dog thinks you’re cute too.❞

❝ i could kiss you all day. ❞

❝ thank you for taking care of me.❞

❝ you don’t have to do all the things you do, but i truly appreciate it, and i love you. ❞

[yuichiroswife]

He found this entire situation amusing, especially since he never planned for this. Though he enjoyed it, and was clearly grateful too, since it was with Yoichi. Allowing the other to breathe, the blonde blinked. Staring directly into jade hues. Letting out a bit of a muffled hum along with a distinct chuckle as he moved closer.

“It’s fine.” He gave a slight shake of his head, smile still fully present, as the other’s face turned a deep red, only making the vampire enjoy the view even more. “Believe it or not… I’m not either.”

[demented-snxper]

He couldn’t help but stare into the others eyes, a smile on his face still as he looked up to him. “At least you don’t have to really breath! If I didn’t have to break for air I don’t think I would have stopped!” He admitted, smiling even brighter now, he brought himself closer, humming gently.

“And... We can always change that. The experience.. Practice makes perfect after all. and I’d love for you to practice with me.” The boy said, looking up to the blonde.

[yuichiroswife]

“So should I finally make due with that other kiss you requested~?” The blonde smiled, moving both of his arms around Yoichi. He nuzzled his cheek against the other, letting out a small coo, before pressing his forehead against his.

[demented-snxper]

The boy’s eyes closed half way when the other pressed his forehead to his, his lips parted slightly, looking to him through half lidded eyes.

“Please kiss me again..” He said softly, all nerves leaving his body now.

[yuichiroswife]

The male took a small breath of air as the other parted his lips slightly, leaning forward ever so slightly, allowing the brunette to feel his breath on his lips as he spoke.

“With pleasure.” He whispers teasingly, before pressing their lips together.

[demented-snxper]

The boys heart fluttered, a face full of red blush took place over the boys normal face. He didn’t get a change to talk before their lips were pressed back against the others. He didn’t complain. 

Feeling the others lips on his, with no intentions on pulling away, the boy only could lean into it, his arms slowly wrapping around his neck and shoulders, a hand in the back of the others mess of locks.

[yuichiroswife]

The feeling was bliss, something that he hadn’t experienced before in all of his years. He couldn’t barely believe that something like this was even happening to someone like him. It was a enjoyable feeling.

Having the other’s arms around him, only urged him on further, hands grabbing onto Yoichi’s hips firmly, pulling them closer with the greatest of ease, as the blonde deepened the kiss.

[demented-snxper]

He grabbed onto the others clothing, he had barely any kissing experience. let alone anything else, As the other deepened the kiss, he let a small noise slip. Unlike vampires, humans needed air. but Yoichi pulled away just a little for air. Moving his body a little closer since the other already had his hips closer to him

“S-sorry..” He whispered after a moment, bringing a hand to his cheek, he looked into his eyes now, a gentle smile on his lips as his face turned a deep red. “I’m not.. really good at kissing.”

[yuichiroswife]

“So should I finally make due with that other kiss you requested~?” The blonde smiled, moving both of his arms around Yoichi. He nuzzled his cheek against the other, letting out a small coo, before pressing his forehead against his.

[demented-snxper]

The boy’s eyes closed half way when the other pressed his forehead to his, his lips parted slightly, looking to him through half lidded eyes.

“Please kiss me again..” He said softly, all nerves leaving his body now.

[yuichiroswife]

The male took a small breath of air as the other parted his lips slightly, leaning forward ever so slightly, allowing the brunette to feel his breath on his lips as he spoke.

“With pleasure.” He whispers teasingly, before pressing their lips together.

[demented-snxper]

The boys heart fluttered, a face full of red blush took place over the boys normal face. He didn’t get a change to talk before their lips were pressed back against the others. He didn’t complain. 

Feeling the others lips on his, with no intentions on pulling away, the boy only could lean into it, his arms slowly wrapping around his neck and shoulders, a hand in the back of the others mess of locks.

[yuichiroswife]

“So should I finally make due with that other kiss you requested~?” The blonde smiled, moving both of his arms around Yoichi. He nuzzled his cheek against the other, letting out a small coo, before pressing his forehead against his.

[demented-snxper]

The boy’s eyes closed half way when the other pressed his forehead to his, his lips parted slightly, looking to him through half lidded eyes.

“Please kiss me again..” He said softly, all nerves leaving his body now.

[demented-snxper]

“I’m really glad you do!” He said, a warm smile on his face. He looked to the vampire again before he slowly reached and took his hand. using his other hand to reach and gently cup his cheek. “That really makes me happy!”

[yuichiroswife]

“Y-You really mean that?” He asked, eyes slowly looking at the male. Feeling the other suddenly take his hand certainly caught him off guard. He couldn’t help but lean his cheek into Yoichi’s hand. “Then… can I ask you a question?”

[demented-snxper]

“Sure I do! And ask away!” The boy said cheerily, his thumb gently brushing his skin on his cheek as he kept his hand there. He smiled even more to him, then looked into his eyes. “I’ll answer anything.”

[yuichiroswife]

“Okay then. Do you…” The vampire paused slightly, taking in a slow breath of air as the other thumbed over his cheek. He was nervous to ask this, but he wanted an answer, “have feelings for me as well?”

[demented-snxper]

“Of course I have feelings for you.” The male said looking to him once more. a blush crossing his face once more, looking over him as he then took his hand away ”I have for a while…”

[yuichiroswife]

“You don’t know how happy I am to hear that.” The blonde gave the brunette a light smile. Hearing the archer usher those words, surely was the best part of his day. “You don’t know how long I’ve hoped for you to say that.”

[demented-snxper]

“That makes me really happy to hear!” The brunette said, a bigger smile now taped across his lips. He looked into the others hues, moving just slightly closer, his hand on his shoulder.

[demented-snxper]

“I’m really glad you do!” He said, a warm smile on his face. He looked to the vampire again before he slowly reached and took his hand. using his other hand to reach and gently cup his cheek. “That really makes me happy!”

[yuichiroswife]

“Y-You really mean that?” He asked, eyes slowly looking at the male. Feeling the other suddenly take his hand certainly caught him off guard. He couldn’t help but lean his cheek into Yoichi’s hand. “Then… can I ask you a question?”

[demented-snxper]

“Sure I do! And ask away!” The boy said cheerily, his thumb gently brushing his skin on his cheek as he kept his hand there. He smiled even more to him, then looked into his eyes. “I’ll answer anything.”

[yuichiroswife]

“Okay then. Do you…” The vampire paused slightly, taking in a slow breath of air as the other thumbed over his cheek. He was nervous to ask this, but he wanted an answer, “have feelings for me as well?”

[demented-snxper]

“Of course I have feelings for you.” The male said looking to him once more. a blush crossing his face once more, looking over him as he then took his hand away ”I have for a while...”

[demented-snxper]

“I’m really glad you do!” He said, a warm smile on his face. He looked to the vampire again before he slowly reached and took his hand. using his other hand to reach and gently cup his cheek. “That really makes me happy!”

[yuichiroswife]

“Y-You really mean that?” He asked, eyes slowly looking at the male. Feeling the other suddenly take his hand certainly caught him off guard. He couldn’t help but lean his cheek into Yoichi’s hand. “Then… can I ask you a question?”

[demented-snxper]

“Sure I do! And ask away!” The boy said cheerily, his thumb gently brushing his skin on his cheek as he kept his hand there. He smiled even more to him, then looked into his eyes. “I’ll answer anything.”

[demented-snxper]

“I’m really glad you do!” He said, a warm smile on his face. He looked to the vampire again before he slowly reached and took his hand. using his other hand to reach and gently cup his cheek. “That really makes me happy!”

[yuichiroswife]

@demented-snxper continued from here.

“What is it?” The blonde stared at the brunette with a slightly confused expression on his face, not fully aware of the situation, at least until the other asked him to repeat the action he had just taken. Which was enough to make a light tint of pink take over his features before taking a step closer to the human teen. “You want me to… kiss you again?”

[demented-snxper]

“I-If.. you wouldn’t mind that is.. Uh.” He started. He hadn’t expected to be kissed by him. His heart felt fluttery and his own cheek were dusted with pink. “I.. Didn’t know you felt that way. If.. You do feel that way that is, I mean, why else would you kiss me? -aahhaha..” He gave a nervous laugh as he looked up at the blonde.

[yuichiroswife]

“I don’t see why it would be a problem.” He blinked. He didn’t think someone would even want to kiss him. So hearing the other’s response made him flush. “Oh… I suppose that would be right. Um… by feeling that way, you mean, that I have feelings for you? Do you want honesty?” He gave a small swallow as he fiddled with his fingers.

[demented-snxper]

“Well, Honestly Is the best policy!” He said with a now cheery grin. Having a little more confidence in this conversation, he grinned to him again, humming some. “Please do be honest with me.” He spoke, then rubbed his neck some.