ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 mai ˎˊ˗ ♡

𐔌 any ✶ she ⁺ ︵ ꒷꒦ digital madness! ໒꒱

[denpadeath]

⚠︎ this blog will contain triggering topics! proceed with caution! ⚠︎

greetings fellow star of the internet! welcome to my little fucked up corner of the digital galaxy~ stay or not, i'll be here until the opps find me!!! and even then, i'll come back, born anew!!! (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)

in short, this is where i post about how much i hate myself and sometimes others!!! i don't tag tws for nonimages, so again, be careful!

☆ "the legendary savior of the new century!" ☆

while i do have other blogs, i prefer to keep this side of me separate. the only blogs that i currently connect to this blog are @jiraitunes, @backstage-of-the-idol, and @internetdeathidol. nothing else.

𐔌♡ 𐦯 medical information! ꞌꞋ

minor, aroace spec, genderqueer, any prns jirai, mentally ill, parasuicidal, afab may talk about substance abuse, disordered eating, self harm, suicide attempts, and more

𐔌✚ 𐦯 test results! ꞌꞋ

likes: pudding, vocaloid, j-idol music, stories, fanfiction, ribbons, medical elements, fiction, cute and comforting things ++ dislikes: hypocrites, idiocy, patronization, bittermelon ++ fandoms: bsd, tbhk, pjsk, acacia, milgram, cookie run, pbc, nso ++

𐔌☁︎ 𐦯 extra notes! ꞌꞋ

~ also known as ai/internet-death-idol! ~ creeps can fuck off and saw off their own neck ~ kairiichinose and denpadeath on discord (add me!) ~ i switch between typing like a normal person and typing with pink text and quirks! it depends on how i feel, theres nothing deep about it ~ i dont really use tags anymore apart from my own... might change tho ~ i rarely reach out first, sorry! i get scared, but anyone is always welcomed to interact/talk/ask me anything!! ~ neurecovery! for myself, i just do whatever i want now

theme: denpa maid now! ꩜ rentry ꩜ mastodon

☆ "muti-muti-muti-mutilation of my heart!" ☆

[denpadeath]

why is living so painful?

[belldandies]

[denpadeath]

can you give me a chibi of your theme character :3

i'm making a moot wall

theres no official chibi sadly but does this work :D

[the-kirbe-anon-archive-deactiva]

I love dandelions!

*puts a dandelion in your hair*

Reblog to put a dandelion in prev's hair

[can9nine-deactivated20260511]

i hate it a much when people who don’t know shit about me pretend like they do. auuaugfhhhh they should all drop dead i hate these bitches

[hpdamechan]

long awaited (satire) tutorial on how to get famous on jiraiblr!

1. use pink dividers

2. use k-angel gifs

3. use cute emoticons and be sweet and nice 100% of the time!

4. do NOT talk about your feelings unless people will fawn over you for them!

5. dont actually post about yourself. listen to the algorithm.

[ny4n--s0d4-deactivated20260517]

Go block @/jiraiexposed plz reblog for reached

And to @hpdamechan it wasn't your fault they're just saying shit it will be ok

[jiraiexposed]

JIRAIBLR GROOMS PEOPLE SUBTLEY INTO GETTING WORSE

[denpadeath]

okokk so i actully dont completely disagree with this one HOWEVER its more like encouragement then anything

it subtly leads you on by giving you a community through your mental illness which in turn makes your brain think "bad mental = community = good" but if you are set on getting better it should be fine

in the end its all on the person and if youre in jiraiblr you should already be aware of the dangers

[denpadeath]

im giggling what is this

[sicklysweet420]

I NEED TO GET HIGH NOW.

[denpadeath]

i was actually going crazy last night lmaooo

[denpadeath]

signals in my brain in my brain in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain again and again on and overdriving overide signals signals signals again on repeat until i am here nothing signals in my brain in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain signals in my brain

[deathbymicrophone]

me whenever im upset

[tiredkibty]

wahhh i get so jealous of other jirais who talk abt killing or hurting themselves and people get so concerned !!!!!

I can cut myself AND SHOW PROOF and theres no crowd of people rushing to make me feel better !!!!

Or say im doing something that could end in me killing myself but no one cares !!!!!!!

I think need to make the happier persona more so that when I crash out its more shocking ?? I think that makes sense >0<

[jirairenshi]

ap tests are out for blood

[denpadeath]

GOOD LUCK...

[niabra-deactivated20210424]

I really wish all children were protected all the time