Jasper

[depre33edvampire]

About me

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Name : Jasper

Age : 16

Pronouns: he/him

Gender :transman

Sexuality: gay n aro

Sw : 58 kg

Cw :? (My brother broke the scale)

Gw :45 kg

Ugw: 36 kg

About this account : I'll be mainly posting $elf h4rm and an@ dairy shit but I probably will post my art and abt my interests in the future

DNI : I'm not picky with ppl just don't be a bigot

[depre33edvampire]

I hate how most people think an0rexia is just about wanting to get skinny sure the desire to become thin is a huge part of it but it's also about control sometimes feeling sick so no someone who has eds can't just exercise and eat normally to get skinny

[depre33edvampire]

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I got better blades n lowkey want to do beans but my mom's been getting suspicious so I can't even do styro anymore

[depre33edvampire]

Best feeling abt losing weight is putting on the clothes that didn't fit you well before

[depre33edvampire]

Am I the only one who licks the bl00d after I cvt?

[depre33edvampire]

Long term recovery scares me so bad I would never recover by choice

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[depre33edvampire]

Sometimes I forget people actually eat three meals and over 1000 cals a day and I'm here freaking out abt eating two meals instead of one a day

[bunnypouty]

too nauseous to eat 🤝 nauseous from not eating

[jiraichuu]

" if u lose too much weight , u'll become infertile , u'll lose ur boobs nd ur butt !! " do you PROMISE ??!!

[depre33edvampire]

which one?

deeper but less scars

less deep but more scars

Voting ended onAug 1, 2025

[depre33edvampire]

Oh to be smaller than the th!nspøs I see

[if-starving-was-sexy]

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[depre33edvampire]

3d rant

I'm staying at someone's place and her daughter had a friend over (they are older than me) the host knows I'm not comfortable to eat Infront of strangers and don't eat alot either so she didn't mind when I said I'll have dinner later. But when I sat aside for dinner the friend goes "oh what is it Ramadan now" in a mocking voice I swear I don't b0dyshame people but they urge to say "some people care abt and weight unlike you" was so strong

I just ignored it but it's bugging me

[depre33edvampire]

Stuff my friends said when I opened up that piss me off

Tw 3d snd $h rant

Me : so I have an ed which means I have a very unhealthy relationship with food and had different eds since I was 11 that's why I don't eat at school

Friend : wait if you want to lose weight can't you just exercise and eat normally? It's healthier

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Me : my mom told me to cvt myself because we had a fight

Friend : oh don't be mad at her! She just wants your best

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Me : I feel like I'm developing @n0rexi@ again

Friend :oh to mention it's 12pm and I already haven't eaten do you think I may have it too?

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Friend : I don't get it why would you hurt yourself if it hurts?

Me : ...

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Friend : since you $h can you teach me how to cvt myself?

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Me *explaining body dysmorphophobia and gender dysphoria to her*

Friend : so you want to be skin and bones? Ew that's so ugly you'll look like a dr@g @dd!ct don't do it

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This post isn't about the same person but a few people I know some are same some are different I love them all just needed to get this off my chest