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TW ed mentions! if you don’t want to see, block and move on please! just a depressed bitch here for thinspo - hw 160 sw 152 cw 120? gw 100>

[depressedchet]

goals:

sw- 152 🤢

gw - 130 ⭐️

gw - 125

gw - 120

gw - 115

gw - 110 by june 10th (my graduation)

ugw - 100>

[mina-waz-here]

It really sucks that as a human your body is always trying to sabotage you. It's selfish and it wants you to be fat and ugly and full, constantly. Like I love that my body is taking care of me, but respectfully, just let me die.

[koffiemetmilk]

I skipped an ENTIRE SEMESTER when I was deep in my ED, and I don't even remember what I did during that time. 4 months were erased from my memory, just like that ? Memory loss from undereating is WILD 🤯

[iatetoday]

Idk. I thought it was funny

[softdisturbances]

paramore - caught in the middle

[depressedchet]

drinkijg so you don’t eat is above tier idc what anyone says

[leexbonesx-deactivated20221014]

watching to the bone while fasting >>>

[depressedchet]

been seeing what i like a little bit more in the mirror but also hating it at the same time???

[depressedchet]

like where i used to see a bump right above my 🐱 is slimming, but also the rest of my body feels huge if that makes any sense…

[depressedchet]

been seeing what i like a little bit more in the mirror but also hating it at the same time???

[mentalhealthmartini]

my brain saw the slippery slope of unhealthy coping mechanisms and grabbed a fucking sled

[dissociatedclown]

I don't know.

[depressedchet]

muahahah guess who binged and isn’t eating tmro 🤪

[tamper]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

My depression has gotten to the point where I don't even want anything anymore. I don't care if it gets better. I don't want to fall in love anymore. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to travel or shop or have fun. I just want it all to stop. It's too much I feel like I can't breathe. I'm so lonely, my friends don't care. I just want to stop existing. I think I'm going crazy. when did I become invisible? when did it all get so grey?

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Here’s the thing

I don’t want to be sad. I don’t want to hurt. I don’t want attention. I don’t want pity.

I want to feel loved and needed and valued and I want to be respected. For some people, whether it’s because of their upbringing or mental health, that’s extremely difficult.

My mind is in a very dark place. I don’t want to romanticize depression. It’s a terrifying monster that consumes me. Most people in my life don’t see it. And they will never know.

Because the monster in my mind won’t let me scream for help.

[us3rg1rlb0ss-deactivated2023101]

no one talks about the anger issues that comes with having an eating disorder

[depressedchet]

i think i had that anyways.. but yes can confirm this to be true

[depressedchet]

i’ve had a little bit of a bad binge week, so! i’m counting calories again, yes my cat snuck her way into my photo, i was careful to not get my feet tho because feet are gross

that’s all have a wonderful day! drink your water and be nice to yourself today