mila

sometimes i post photos

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yesterday, me and a couple frends gone see tame impala in concert (with justice in first part) and it was absolutly incredible, i loved it, i wanna go back again

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sooo, its been a long time frends;

my english is still kinda broken, i can read but i cant wright for shit;

i guess im slightly better but still struggle sometimes, fanfiction are still goooood, im not much into marvel anymore, but obssessed with heated rivalry at the moment. Mainly the one with WAG ilya, so fun i love it

ive had a better relationship with my dad the last few years, its been great, and now hes been diagnosed with a pretty bad illness and i guess hes gonna die in the next years to come? like if we get 5 years we're lucky? im so mad that we lost so much time over stupid stuff but also kinda glad that we make it work for the last years to come? fucking weird feelings sometimes,,,

i cried to much over all of that, i still cry sometimes, but its great. if i cry, then im expressing myself, so yay me i guess?

i have a roomate, i love him like a brother, and yes at the beginnin it was complicated, but now we work so well together, i dont see myself without him in my life. I officially adopted him, hes stuck with me, thats my baby bro.

Poms dead. Thats wasnt fun. i miss him sometimes.

Iagos doing great. hes getting old. its difficult sometimes, i cry about it. but thats life. hes almost 13. i have to accept it. but i dont like it.

work is stressing me out, but also i have made some incredible frends there, and i love everyone, we laugh a lot, i have a great time with the people, but the work itself? horrible. i should quit.

anyway, i have a book to finish, have a great night frends

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snow

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give your heart and soul to me and we will always be la vie en rose

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Together.

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“ and I'm so happy to be alive, to have these people in my life “

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« God created everything that surrounds me : the fields, rivers, the forest. The land is my church. And i pray, each day, in silence. »

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where do you go when you don't belong ?

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where is your home, vagabond ?

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im so glad he’s with me everyday, bc sometimes i feel like i wouldn’t have live so far

@ iago_malinois on instagram :)

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i just love him so much

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and i know you'll fall in love again, when you do, i hope you'll find somebody, who you can love like i love you

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sometimes i think of posting my paintings somewhere but im too insecure huuuh but yeah, maybe one day i will post them

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sometimes i wish i didn’t had a dad, as much as it can be horrible for certain, i have such a bad relationship with mine, i don’t want to feel all of this negativs feelings anymore, but at the same time i remember all the good moments we had when i was a child and so i don’t have the balls to just cut everything off with him and just i don’t know, take a break ? not talk and see each other for a time ? but anyway, today’s a bad day, it was great and then there was him and now it’s bad, i just want to cry, i’m tired of this shit,, i can’t handle him anymore but i also have siblings who trip guilt me and then i still go see him and... fuck it, i’m going to sleep

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listening to the new gaga’s album at 4:30am, it’s kind of great, i’m loving it

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im watching “don’t f**k with cats” on netflix, and damn i am not feeling good

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i posted pictures of the blind and half blind boys in last november, and here’s an another pic of the blind one, and it happens that they both died this winter, im super sad, i just go see them sometimes when i walked the dog, and now they will not be here anymore, im just sad,,, they loved coming to ‘see’ us, they were super curious and cute and all,,, im gonna miss them,