misery is inevitable @depressivesuggestions - Tumblr Blog

please love me

i need you to love me

everything you told me was a lie

so now just let me die

my heart is heavy and i am weak

everything that came out of your fucking mouth was bullshit. why did you do this to me?

i am bitter and im weak but ill never let you see that

go away. let me decay

a paradox within my own mind

to want love

or to fear it for a lifetime

how poetic do i have to be just to say im fucking sad

and you left, but i think i wanted you to

loving me must be so fucking hard i am so fucking sorry.

please don't go

please, god, don't go

that's so selfish of me but please don't leave me here

how sad ! unable to keep the people close to you !

how shameful ! how pitiful ! ! !

make me loved

make me wanted

make me interesting

make me better

what the absolute hell is wrong with me

i keep fucking shit up

maybe that's because i was fucked up to begin with

im never good enough for you. for anyone. you keep showing me that.

i get it

i wish i didn't care so much

it's slowly ruining me

because i would gladly drown just to keep others afloat

misery is inevitable