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Why is this Stiles. Please tell me why it’s so perfect for him 😂
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93K likes, 813 comments - k.t.hostauthor on June 16, 2024: "Listen, this is the best team and I'll hear no arguments. ❤️🥵 #remix #fyp #bookm
Why is this Stiles. Please tell me why it’s so perfect for him 😂
Sterek RP on Discord anyone? I play Derek. Like this and I'll contact you!
I would love a really angsty Sterek roleplay on discord! Anyone interested?
I’m feeling a really angsty sterek rp on discord. Anyone interested?
The Stilinski-Hales….the family that should have been is.
well somebody better put me in purgatory because i can’t handle living a life where derek hale was killed in a shitty reboot film of teen wolf
I’m feeling a really angsty sterek rp on discord. Anyone interested?
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“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”
— Unknown
Sorry about this, I just didn't know where to put my thoughts so they ended here on this almost abandoned blog.
so I've been down for a while now, well, not really a while, it's been about ten years, and I've been really down, moderately down and actually pretty okay, but right now though all I am is just.. numb? I don't know what to do about it, I feel like I've just stopped caring, that I've stopped trying almost, and the worst part is, it doesn't even scare me.
I have been scared that I would end it before, just one day stop it all and just give myself the silence I've wanted for such a long time, just to stop the constant pressure in my brain of wanting more, but never getting over the threshold.
Now it's more of a strange want, the numbness is.. prickling in my fingers, anxious for me to just do something about it.
All of my adult life I have struggled, but I seem to have come to a point where there's just not enough energy for me to care.
This last six months I feel like I've lost a lot, my friends, my social life, a part of my work life that has been so _so important to me, now it's just.. blah, it's nothing. I have fought with people a lot, distanced myself from them, maybe because I know what's about to come, maybe. I'm not sure what I will do, I'm not sure how it will happen or why it's happening. I just know I'm tired, I'm so fucking tired of it all, and not in a sad way, I'm just over it all. I can cry when I get home from work, but I don't know what I cry about it's exhausting and conflicting. It's life I suppose.
So what do you do when you're done with it? what happens then? How do I not hurt the people I'm closest to, how do I not break the heart of my family? I just don't fit in, I never have. I am alone, but I know people love me as well.
And it has always been easier to just go on because then it won't burden anyone, it won't cost anyone anything, if I'm just here.. just hang around, for them you know?
This is some angsty shit and I apologize, I just needed to get it out, maybe it will help and maybe it won't. I just know I've stopped caring about myself in the way that I should, and it's a strange peace about it all.
Something more || Chapter three
Note: Figured I would put this here just for fun and just because I suddenly got muse.
this is a Sterek fanfic heavily based on a true story turned in to a motion picture, might be fun to guess maybe?
“I was too quick with my expectations” Stiles sighed as he pushed his glass towards the barkeeper, Scott.
Stiles had gone back to the bar, having not known where else to go. His demeanor had completely changed, his shoulders sagged and he looked completely defeated; heartbroken.
Scott sent him a pointed look and poured him some water.
“Yes, you were” He honestly pointed out, making the omega frown.
“I should have known, I usually get myself into trouble, why would this be any different?” He huffed as the tips of his fingers played with the rim of the glass, his face resting on his other hand, his eyes sore from crying
“I still hate it though, I hate this feeling” He groaned softly, the bar was empty apart from the two of them.
Scott stared at him in sympathy. “It will pass.” He assured him as he nodded his head lightly.
Stiles sighed heavily, clearly not believing him.
“Will you be going back home now?” Scott asked and Stiles raised his head in surprise.
“Never. I will never go back there” He sighed, he looked around then, biting the inside of his cheek.
“The question is, what happens now?” He murmured in wonder, not really asking the barkeeper, mostly himself.
Scott let him sleep on his couch, though he made him promise to try and find work, and that wouldn’t be easy, even for a beta it was hard these days, for an omega it would be near impossible, Stiles needed to use his charm. Jackson had at least taken him shopping one of their days together and Stiles could dress in something that would impress any employer he was seeing. He had ringed around all the job ads in the newspaper and early morning he went off to apply.
It had not gone Stiles' way, he was to say it lightly surprised when he walked into the first waiting area, it was filled with people sitting in rows against the wall, waiting for their interview and Stiles could guess they were all more qualified than he was.
“Call again in three months” Stiles repeated to Scott, having asked how the interviews had gone.
“That was what all of them kept saying.” He murmured, the bar was starting to fill up as it was a friday night.
“Gain some more experience” He sighed before he shook his head. “How can I gain experience when no one wants to give me work?” He asked as he watched Scott serve one of the men, the beta glanced over towards the omega as he walked over to him again, placing a glass on the counter and pouring him a drink.
“From the gentleman over there” He said.
Stiles’ eyes went from the glass and over to the man, maybe Stiles couldn’t get work, but suddenly he realized he didn’t have to be working, not that way anyways. He sent Scott a charming smile before he elegantly scooted off his bar stool and walked over to the alpha, batting his lashes as he thanked him for his drink.
It worked, it worked for a long time. Stiles would get offered drinks, he would dance and he would have a home for the night. It was temporary, but it was definitely working.
It was terrible.
Stiles met Mr. Matt Dealer one night, they were dancing close, Stiles had just gotten out of a rather complicated relation and Stiles decided it was time to find new prey.
Matt fit the bill.
Matt was a photographer and he was obsessed with the idea of taking Stiles’ photo. His delicate features would make any alpha go insane, he continuously told him as he brushed his hand up his exposed skin, begging him once more, making Stiles smile.
Stiles had to make him beg, again and again before he allowed it, letting Matt take his picture, it would hopefully work in Stiles’ favor as well, Mark seemed excited to send it into magazines, and who wouldn’t want that? Well, Stiles wanted that, it was something more than what he had now.
He was walking in the city to grab breakfast one morning, and he stopped to a halt as he saw his face in one of the racks, spread over the front of a magazine.
Something more || Chapter two
Note: Figured I would put this here just for fun and just because I suddenly got muse.
This is a Sterek fanfic heavily based on a true story turned in to a motion picture, might be fun to guess maybe?
To count how many times Jackson had pulled Stiles back down into his seat on the train would have been impossible. Stiles was having the time of his life it seemed.
Whilst showering Jackson with attention he would look at the people who came in and out of their compartment after each stop.
Stiles was observing them with the most curious look in his eyes, most of them were higher ranked than he was, alphas or betas, though there were a few betas, but they mostly just kept to themselves, kept their mouth shut, and they all seemed to have an alpha with them, having already been claimed. Neither of them were as young as Stiles either.
Stiles started talking to them all eventually, unable to help himself, interested in getting to know, in learning. Jackson doesn’t say much, he is busy pulling Stiles into place and not letting him get overexcited. Though to Jackson's surprise, most people enjoyed listening to the young omega, and they usually left with a smile on their face, having barely said a word themselves.
They arrived in the capitol, it was dark and the light from it left a reminiscence on the asphalt below, hinting that there had been rain. Stiles didn’t seem to notice though, his eyes were up, looking around, the different light illuminating his pale skin. He had one hand gripped tightly around the handle of his suitcase and the other was around Jackson’s arm.
The first thing Jackson did was to take the omega to a bar. He offered him a drink and they danced all night.
For the next few days Stiles felt like he was in heaven. Jackson booked them a hotel room, a fancy one and Stiles did not say no to luxury, in fact, he could get used to it.
In the daytime Jackson took him to restaurants, museums and monuments, and in the evening they went to the same bar to dance.
By the third night Stiles had already gotten acquainted with the barkeeper, having learned his name was Scott, Scott was a beta, and after his fifth drink Stiles had already poured out his hopes and dreams to him.
“He will take him home with me tomorrow”
The barkeeper glanced towards Jackson who had left for the bathroom for the third time that evening.
“Mhm?” Scott turned as he looked back at the omega.
Stiles’ smile was brilliant. “It will be perfect.” Stiles promised the barkeeper.
Once Jackson came back he gripped the omegas shoulder, gently moving in to press a kiss to his temple. Stiles turned in his seat with a little smile. “Come with me” Jackson said as he reached in to put his hat on. Even if Stiles could tell the alphas deminiour had changed he didn’t want to believe it.
Stiles did what he normally did, he followed Jackson, because what else could he do now that he was here? Jackson was all that he had, with Stiles’ impulsive spirit that hadn’t even crossed his mind. “Stay down here” Jackson said, as they walked into an old building with a staircase leading up to what seemed to be different apartments. Stiles looked around, scanning the area. He gripped onto Jackson’s arm a little though as he tried to pull away to go up.
Stiles was staring at him with those big amber eyes and Jackson could almost feel himself succumb under them.
Instead he leaned in to place the smallest kiss to his forehead and gently patted his hand before pulling himself away and walked up the stairs.
Stiles stood there and watched as he came up to the first floor, watching as he knocked on the door and Stiles knew, he knew he should not have been there right now, that this was something he was supposed to see.
A little girl, not taller than Jackson’s knee wobbled out the door and Jackson caught her in his arms and crouched as another girl wrapped her arms around him shouting “Daddy!” in excitement at his arrival.
A woman appeared as well, standing over them now, having no expression in her eyes as she mumbled how late he was. Stiles felt his gut clench with every second longer he was staying there.
The woman's head turned and for a split second they locked eyes, Stiles gripped onto the doorknob and hurried outside.
This time he noticed the rain.
Something more || chapter one
Note: Figured I would put this here just for fun and just because I suddenly got muse.
A Sterek fanfic heavily based on a true story turned in to a motion picture, might be fun to guess maybe?
Stiles knew he wanted more out of this life, and he knew he had every single disadvantage to get to where he wanted. Where he wanted? Well, he wasn’t sure, he just wanted more. He lived in the smallest of towns, everyone knew everyone.
Stiles was an omega, and not a high ranked one, his parents died early, and he was now living with his caretaker. A nice enough lady, strict, but nice. Stiles had to work for his stay, but Stiles didn’t mind, he wasn’t going to stay in this good for nothing town for long anyhow, he was getting out to something that was bigger.
His caretaker, Melissa owned an Inn, Stiles worked there, serving tables, though he mostly walked around, scouting for alphas who would sweep him by his feet and take him to the city, though no one that passed through this town seemed nearly good enough and it was starting to bore the omega more than anything. Most tried to have their way with him, they pulled him down in their laps already drunk from Melissa’s homemade ale, whispered things in to his ear and Stiles just laughed it off before getting up to serve the next table. Stiles was popular, some would say because of his youth, no one had been able to steal that from him yet. He was described as beautiful as well, a delicate flower even, until he opened his mouth, Stiles wasn’t quite like other omegas, he spoke his piece, and he rarely knew when to shut up. He would never give in to someone who would only take him to the next drowsy town, place him in their house and have him cook dinner for them. That wasn’t what Stiles was made for, he was made for greater things. He knew it, he just had to get there. Get to the great stuff already.
A musician was staying at the Inn, Melissa had booked him for three nights, Stiles was intrigued, artists rarely came to the town, sure, people played music here as well, but not as a profession, not making actual money from it.
And Stiles was struck from the first moment the man opened his mouth to start singing. He had convinced Melissa to let him sit down and watch, and he had found a table near the stage, where the light would hit him, just in case.
His name was Jackson, he was an alpha and he came from the capitol. He was beautiful and his voice was that of an angel. This was the man he was going to marry. Stiles knew that.
To Stiles’ delight; Jackson was looking at him throughout his performance. It started with small glances, but the alpha couldn’t keep his eyes away by the end of it.
They talked all night, even after the serving of food and drink closed, until they were left alone and Stiles was blushing from all the wine he had been served, not that he minded, Melissa usually let him have a glass, but not at all this much, she couldn’t say anything to this though, Jackson was courting him. It was all Stiles had ever wanted. Jackson was older, more experienced; Jackson was more and Stiles needed more.
Jackson brought Stiles to bed, not that Stiles hadn’t been asking for it all night, he had brushed his leg up against Jacksons whenever the occasion seemed suited, his hand brushing over the back of his, biting down on his lip as he looked at him with his heavy lashes. It was easy. They rolled around in the sheets, it was quick and a little messy and they were both heaving for breath by the end of it. It had been Stiles’ first time and Jackson had taken care of him. Jackson was experienced, Jackson was from the city, of course he was; and Stiles was in love.
“I can’t believe it, finding someone like you, and actually getting your affections back..”
“I had a wonderful night with you”
“I’ve always wanted to get out of here.”
“Mm?”
“I want to go to new places, experience things”
“You’re only sixteen, Stiles, there’s no need to rush”
“Sixteen years of nothing. Until I met you”
“Get some sleep now”
“Take me away from here”
“Go sleep”
The next day Stiles was on his way down the stairs from Jackson's room, his body felt different somehow, different in a good way, he didn’t mind, it was different because of Jackson, that was all that mattered. He halted at a stop though as he heard Melissa’s voice. “As far as I see it, the contract didn’t say anything about him –” The rest fell quiet though as the wood creaked under Stiles’ shoe. He stepped down then, smiling warmly at Jackson who sent him the slightest smile back, reaching his hand out to him to get him the breakfast that was promised to him. Stiles sat there listening to him again the next night, Jackson looking straight at him now, having paid for Stiles to watch instead of working. It was perfect.
-- “Take me with you”
“- Stiles, it’s not that easy –”
“It can be easy, I love you, I want to be with you, I want to come with you”
Jackson just stared at him, his eyes flickering over the young boy, how different he was from any other omega he had picked up during his tour, there was something different about Stiles.
“What I have done- what I did, if I hadn’t thought, if I hadn’t known, we would be together” Stiles tried, his hand gripping at the alphas’ collar, staring at him with those big amber eyes, and it was almost impossible for Jackson to not agree. He bit his tongue though, gripping at his wrist and gently kissing his knuckles.
“Stiles, the city is not a place for such a.. Delicate omega as yourself, the city changes people, it turns the nicest of werewolves into ferocious..-” “Good!-” Stiles interrupted. “I’m bored, I’m sick of this life, I don’t mind changing, all I’ve ever been has been predictable, respectable-”
Jackson gripped Stiles shoulders. “You’re too young, I couldn’t possibly take you away from home” this time Stiles sneaked away from his hands though he did grip on to the older man's tie. “What about yesterday? Was I too young for that as well? Was I too young for your silly games? I already know how the capitol feels and looks. I tasted it last night” He whispered, having pulled the alpha so close to his face Jackson could taste him in return. “You must be relieved Mr. Whittemore” Melissa’s voice spoke up, breaking them from their bubble, realizing they had been making a scene in her Inn for quite some time now. “What do you mean relieved?” He asked, suspicious about the look in her eyes. “Relieved that no one has told the papers about how you treat innocent omegas.. So far-”
That next morning Stiles had packed his suitcase and followed Jackson on to the train headed for the capitol.
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