Robots Trauma Therapy

they/them | adult AuDHD disaster | AroAce Art as hobby, obsessed with Murder Drones MDI

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README.md

Hello!

One day I fell in love with Murder Drones and those darn robots live rent-free in my head now. Learning drawing and writing so I can give them some voice. Risk of high amount of crossovers in this blog as well.

I got more ideas than skills and time to execute them, but I will tidy this place up eventually.

If you want to message me, please don't just say hi and nothing else, I stopped responding to these

My attempts at art

Beautiful art of others

My Ao3

AUs list

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A quick piece of my beloved world enders.

Happy pride!

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Trying to prove a point to my transphobic parents

Reblog if trans men are REAL, VALID AND HANDSOME MEN, NO MATTER HOW THEY CHOOSE TO PASS

Reblog if trans women are REAL, VALID, AND BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, NO MATTER HOW THEY CHOOSE TO PASS

And finally, because it's a part of my argument for this point, and also because they are,

Reblog if nonbinary and genderqueer people in general, are REAL, VALID, AND GORGEOUS PEOPLE, NO MATTER HOW THEY PASS

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is there any fate worse than being a doll enjoyer

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[Mandatory not dead copeposting]

Well there is one thing worse than being a Doll enjoyer. Being a Yeva enjoyer.

Even less screentime, even more dead, doesn't even get a funeral and there will NEVER be official merch of her.

Also Yeva's murderer actually got away with everything and continues to commit crimes into the nebulus future. At least Cyn is stuck in the cuck chair for all eternity watching her big brother do nasty shit with the scene girl who ate her soul. Thats a unique kinda hell.

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Me wanting to write a scene of Doll's parents funeral, so I can emotionally torture the best girl some more...

Me realizing we don't even know Doll's dad's name, so I'll have to awkwardly pivot around it...

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"How did you figure out that Doll was in your head anyway? She wasn't able to talk like your tail."

"Simple. Whenever I tried to make out with V or stare at her for too long, my eye would fucking explode."

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Expressions study

Drawn from reference.

My beloved serial killer aurafarmer <3

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Just some friendly interaction between Doll and V

Same timeline as this

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In a moment of weakness fused my two favorite world-destroyers

The most self indulgent thing I've made yet

I have too many ongoing and impending AUs to do anything serious with it yet, but gosh, so many ideas are brewing in my head

We've become one of a kind, no one's on our level

Perfected our pantomime, my puppet, your vessel

No sacred places to hide, we burned all the temples

And from the ashes, we can build a dollhouse for the devil =)

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My significant other sent me this at 3 AM, lmao

When I asked her where she got such idea from, as she hqw never shipped them at all, she went "I can no longer remember what I was thinking"

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Drawing murder drones characters and struggling over anatomy..... Then just pausing and realizing...

Their limbs are just fucking tubes. They can swirl and bend ANYWHERE. This shit doesn't need logic, FUCK THIS *snake-ifies your drones' limbs*

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Look, it's Zi from my Squad Leader Zi fanfic!

Art by @seraphont ♡

My character design sucks too much to make her clearly distinguishable from any other DD Uzi, though, lmao

Keep reading for the fanfic update

Also, to update on the status of the fic, I haven't really been able to write much because life is being lots of chaos and complexity to handle, and it chose to drop ton of stuff on me just before the most complicated chapters in the fanfic yet, where lots of buildup gets resolved (or rather crashes together, stuff explodes, everyone screams, etc.)

Definitely not abandoning the story, I see too clearly where it ends and got many scenes that will make my cry when writing (and I'd never lose a good opportunity to cry ugly), just need some more time, since my energy must prioritize other things for a bit. Apologies for such a long wait :(

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I've been watching reactions to ATLA in background to focus on drawing (AuDHD goes brr) and after reaching this scene, my singular braincell made me stop everything and do this shit instead.

I really enjoy spacesuit Tessa.

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Expression study - Corpo's turn.

Drawn from reference.

I love J.

I also can't help but keep making her cry.

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A study on how to draw these stupid robots kissing. Since it became a roadblock with some comics I've been working on.

eNVy, Nuzi and VUzi drawn from references

eNVUzi was an attempt at applying what I learned to draw from imagination

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V and some oil.

Need some rest before the next batch, during this one I felt super sloppy and out of focus.

Still, super happy with covering so many of these over past 3 days.

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Expression study, extra angst version.

Drawn from reference