lucille

adult. female. my thoughts go here.

[dianacat99]

would you still eat that if you were being recorded?

[strbrryskin]

It's up to you

[iwdtkf]

[tobedaint]

Im not starving myself, I’m customizing my character. Get it right.

[tiniidoll]

Your reminder to put the fork down,

or be unable to wear anything in summer ♡

[des-ecrated]

thanks, chat

[thininsanities]

i hate how hyper-aware i am of my body at all times. my thighs are touching, my stomach has rolls, my clothes are too tight. i want to stop thinking about the fat weighing me down and i feel as if i can’t until it’s completely gone.

[des-ecrated]

do it so your thighs won’t have friction burn this summer

[des-ecrated]

On June 1st I’m going to be 10lbs lighter how exciting

[sleeplessnightsandcigarrettes]

[des-ecrated]

this isn’t a sad turn over, I can feel myself getting thinner and thinner towards my ideal self, the self that oozes confidence and sex and high fashion

[des-ecrated]

I’m wondering if I should trade some of my lifting days for pilates.

[des-ecrated]

A year ago I was 115lbs and then got down to 112lbs from being 145lbs. I stepped on the scale before my shower and the scale said 129lbs. I can’t believe I let this happen.

I have no one to blame but myself. I’m four months purg3-free and for what? For this? This fucking sucks. It almost feels like I’ve been betrayed by my body for not purging. I don’t binge, I workout 4-5x a week, I get 8-10k steps a day.

I figured at 5’1 eating 1500-1700calories wasn’t that bad, that I workout and lift heavy weights and should be consuming that much to be “healthy”.

I think it’s time to quit conventional sugar. I want to be healthy, I don’t want to be consumed by the screaming in my head but I can’t let myself get any higher. I nearly had a panic attack at the number.

I think it’s time to welcome tumblr back into my daily rotation.

[starvyanamia]

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

i will lose weight before summer

[tw4na3d]

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭💋

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐘 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐈𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃!!

[l0wcaltrashkitty]

you fatties better lock in this march

and by fatties heheh let’s just say me

[des-ecrated]

weigh yourself everyday because you can’t be upset and play dumb if scale goes up

thankfully today it says 126.0