desisme

just the truth--- (A JOURNAL.)

[desisme]

I’m so very sorry for everyone who doesn’t have that one person.

You know?

The one whose sight is enough to have the world soften around you. Sounds muffled, birds chirping without any in sight. The colors brighten, the sun smiles.

You are my one.

[ghiblibgs]

Evening - My Neighbor Totoro - dir. Hayao Miyazaki (1988)

[gem1ny]

decided to have a lil fun and add another, humanity's strongest soldier.

same reference used

[desisme]

Nah ‘cause this is too good

[desisme]

[desisme]

Every time. Every single time, without a failure, I mourn myself. I cry tears that feed the cemetery of memories I will never have, a family I will never get to nourish and experience.

[roseforviolet]

[desisme]

Will life ever get better?

[desisme]

I arrange for a funeral every time you leave me,

I weep and despair over the undead,

Then rise from sorrow and try to live again.

[desisme]

If I ever do die,

Then it will be the slowest death.

I’ve been rotting since birth and nobody ever even realised.

[desisme]

I feel like I’m decaying,

Like something is rotting inside of me

Like by osmosis it could affect others,

It could eat them as it eats me.

[failgirls]

I’m truly incapable of doing normal adult things I fear

[desisme]

Mi sento così triste

Sola

Annoiata

Inutile

Senza speranza

Vuota

E allo stesso tempo piena di dolore.

[desisme]

Would you believe it ? If you give it your all it turns back to you.

[desisme]

so this is gonna be a really bad post but I kind of hate how if you look for ways to kill yourself and such the whole internet seems to want you to keep living but in the day to day basis no one really gives you any reason to.. like, maybe concentrate in making life better for people, it's kind of hypocrite to want to "save" them from whatever you put them through lol

[desisme]

Feeling disgusting.

Yay

Will this ever freaking stop?

[traveller-of-the-knight]

*ok, but what is Jake's stragle?*

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