[desmodusboy]

i hate being alive tbh

this mood will pass eventually

but also

itll come back too

im tired

[swordtit]

the best thing you can do to a character make them averse to touch and absolutely starved for it

[desmodusboy]

not to mention p sure the blood moon is coming and I so wish I was able to just go out and be a slut bc im getting to the point where I'm hypersexual and want to be railed

[desmodusboy]

friend talking about sharing a bed and cuddling and its like

dude shut the fuck up i have a crush on you you cant say shit like that at me

[desmodusboy]

Everyone is spending time with their partners and I'm sitting here like

What the fuck AM I doing

Why does everyone I develop a crush on have to be complicated

[desmodusboy]

you ever think about fucking your friends? hah

it's

certainly something

[desmodusboy]

i need to go to sleep before i disassociate and want to kill myself lmao

[textsfromthetva]

[desmodusboy]

so much anxiety lately

depression is setting in quick

whats an appetite?

and i feel like my crush is a mistake/bad idea if they can't even tell me they're married

but i guess at least they told me they're getting a divorce???

[desmodusboy]

Long time no see

I should have listened to everyone and just never even bothered. lesson learned, likely many friends lost.

fucking idiot as usual. nothing new. i hate feelings. I hate emotions.

[desmodusboy]

love the moment i mention missing them they stop replying, lmao coool coool I'm just gonna go fuck off bc clearly there's something about me that ppl don't want to stick around for

[desmodusboy]

everything would be easier if i was dead

emotions wouldn't bother me if i was dead

[desmodusboy]

i wish i would stop breathing

[desmodusboy]

I’m so done, everything fucking sucks

[desmodusboy]

haha my toxic trait is not reaching out when I feel like trash or very lonely

i fuckin hate being alone with my thoughts

[desmodusboy]

not me catching feelings for a coworker whos in a relationship

screaming. why is anyone i like already taken. fuck me.

[desmodusboy]

period id here again

high and sad

i wish i wasnt a person

also lonely