This isn't a place I should be.
Many people shown their face around here, it was inevitable that I too would show up.
Do not confuse me for Yuki Maeda, he was never real to begin with.
..........Don't bother speaking to me.
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@despair-utsur0
This isn't a place I should be.
Many people shown their face around here, it was inevitable that I too would show up.
Do not confuse me for Yuki Maeda, he was never real to begin with.
..........Don't bother speaking to me.
Muse + Mun info under cut
Arrogant prick. He wastes my time.
i worry i was a bit too indulgent today… i have such a sweet tooth, it becomes a problem when i’m feeling bad…
if anyone wants them, i have a big bag of gummy candy left that maybe should be confiscated. it’s for my own good.
You really think anyone would be willing to take candy from you? That's absurd.
It isn't hard to quit indulging. Just remove the product you're indulging in out of the equation immediately. Instead of asking something as stupid as this at a time where no one will answer and you will probably end up eating more anyways... Consider tossing it out now.
It's a waste but everything is a waste in the end anyways.
you’re absolutely insufferable, holy shit…
and what do you mean no one will answer me? it’s clear someone is still awake. i’d offer to share the last of these with you if you weren’t the absolute worst.
i ended up dropping the bag at hibiki’s door because i’m pretty sure she likes this kind of candy, i’m not completely incompetent like you seem to think.
…
and what do you even want from me??? i’m leaving you alone like you wanted. why are you talking to me?
if mikado’s gone and said anything, don’t believe him. i’m not obsessed with you, and he’s too nosy for his own good.
don’t trust nikei either, he shouldn’t be snooping around in people’s journals.
The fact that you even brought up the idea of offering it to me repulses me. I want nothing to do with your wretched sweets, thus why I suggested removing it from everyone's sights.
Anyway. I didn't speak to the reporter or Mikado. I approached you because I simply can. I need not justify what is already done, it's pointless to do so.
Oh, but I would not mind if you were obsessed with me. You likely are, and truly I could not care less.
i worry i was a bit too indulgent today… i have such a sweet tooth, it becomes a problem when i’m feeling bad…
if anyone wants them, i have a big bag of gummy candy left that maybe should be confiscated. it’s for my own good.
You really think anyone would be willing to take candy from you? That's absurd.
It isn't hard to quit indulging. Just remove the product you're indulging in out of the equation immediately. Instead of asking something as stupid as this at a time where no one will answer and you will probably end up eating more anyways... Consider tossing it out now.
It's a waste but everything is a waste in the end anyways.
Hiii Utsusususus-sus-suro! Its your buddy checking in on ya! You missed lunch yesterday, I mean I know you don't typically come, but it'd be cool of you sat with us for once! You don't gotta talk to anyone, it'd just be nice to see you around
[DRA\SDRA UNIVERSITY]
[DRA/SDRA2 UNIVERSITY]
...You want me to show up to lunch?
I really don't think it's a good idea to invite me. I'm truly not that interested. Why would you want to see me anyways?
Hmph. I'll show up if you want me to, but I don't really see a point, Kisaragi.
i- i think teruya lied to me.
// @teruya-ultimatemerchant
Ah. You look.. interesting. This was willing? You chose this?
...I see.
Funny, now I'm not the only one who has these wretched ears on them.
sometimes people dress up for fun, y’know???
also what the hell are you doing in my reblogs, don’t you have anything better to do?
You dressed up in a way that I had to be forced to dress up in. You're just happy to look like this? It's disturbing.
And no, Maeda. I truly have nothing better to do. I couldn't just leave you alone when you were presenting yourself in such a ridiculous manner.
i- i think teruya lied to me.
// @teruya-ultimatemerchant
Ah. You look.. interesting. This was willing? You chose this?
...I see.
Funny, now I'm not the only one who has these wretched ears on them.
ufaro...
....Are you high? What are you even saying?
...Ah. So he's coming to his senses a little... finally.
I should be good to continue forth with what I have already been doing...
.....What the hell am I doing...
i mean, he’s right, honestly.
…
i know he’s right. i can’t even feel angry anymore, i think i just wish i would be seen at this point. seen by him as anything but an afterthought. I don’t want his admiration, i don’t want his attention even, just some kind of understanding…
i don’t know. does this even make sense?
…
he can’t even hate me back. it’s maddening. it’s like i’m worthless. not even worth the energy it takes to hate.
....Maeda.
You continue to ask for these things but... Maybe you've yet to understand the fact that I already have my understandings about you. Understandings I simply refrain from sharing.
....Why does a person like you yearn for me to see you? I show no remorse for what I have done, is it not better to fade to irrelevancy in my eyes so that way you can free yourself from the chains that is my doings?
...I don't hold the capacity to give you what it is that you seek. To hate you... I cannot do such a thing. I don't.. hate. I just.. watch. I let things happen. I am dull. You view the idea of hatred so highly. Hatred is not an energy consuming emotion that determines worth... Though.... I shall not comment upon your worth. You already know how I feel.
Allow me to put it simply, Maeda. If you keep going like this, with this god awful mindset, you will never make any damn progress. You might as well rot and become me, you're already halfway there. It's no wonder you scare yourself in the mirror.
OOC ANNOUNCEMENT//
Hello everynyan! I would like to announce another AU/story with the admin of @despair-utsur0. General idea is that it's a Hope's Peak University AU, there's still hope and despair mechanics and luck, but there's no tragedy. I want all DRA/SDRA blogs to be able to interact with this AU if they want, the DRA cast will be 2nd years at the University while the SDRA cast will be 1st years. Me and Utsuro admin think it would be really funny to have the casts all in the same dorm building, 1st floor being the DRA cast and the 2nd floor being the SDRA cast. Each character will have their own living space that has a bathroom and mini kitchen. The campus does have a larger cafeteria area though.
The Yukis, Utsuros, and Mikados
Both SDRA Yuki and DRA Yuki exist, they are not related to each other, they just so happen to be named and look similar. Utsuro is his own separate guy and there is no AI Utsuro. IRLkado and AIkado still exist as their usual selves, with AIkado being in a computer.
The second game versions of Teruya, Kinjo, and Rei are also free to interact as themselves. They are just in the 1st floor dorms and not separate from the first game versions of themselves. This is a seperate AU from our lovely @teruya-ultimatemerchant 's Hope's Peak Au with Teruya as the SDRA cast's teacher.
This au will be tagged under #DRA/SDRA University.
I'm very excited to share this with you all and I can't wait to see the DRA and SDRA casts interact with each other! If you have any questions regarding the au, please feel free to ask in the replies or in the RP blog server. We will likely be holding rp events in the server as well ^^.
I'm sorry for all the people mislabeling you
You aren't a Tsundere
That's the truth the honest truth
You're actually a Kuudere I think that's better :]
.....You're wrong. I'm none of these.. "deres."
Whilst I do not care what I am called, I will say you are all wrong, no matter what you say. This is all nonsense that you are spewing.
i hate him so much.
but all i can do sometimes lately is sit and stare at him. at his profile. at his posts. it feels like paralysis.
......
What are you doing to yourself? You're driving yourself mad all because of me?
I'd be flattered if you didn't look like such a mess. I understand the circumstances that led to this but I didn't think you'd fall this hard.
Do you remember how this started, Maeda? All you did was approach someone who already stated he is not to be approached..
Whether or not I continued it doesn't matter, you should know you're the one to blame for all this happening to you. I work with despair, it's expected behavior of me to continue this torment.
You though... Well, Maeda... You just dug yourself a hole, and now you're the one sitting and rotting in it.
....What the hell.
His state... it's incredibly poor, it's a sad sight.. yet.. it's predictable. I'm not exactly surprised by this.
...I've never seen someone be so effective at driving themself crazy.
You know utsuro your replies are so long and meaningful. I'm so glad you love and care for your fans enough to put so much effort into replying our asks🥹🥹
Yep.
that's it... we are implementing THE JAR.
Everytime you vague post, post about by name, reply to, or reblog about anything Yuki related.
10 dollars will go into the jar.
I will be checking in every week
I will also be making Yuki do this shit too(no this doesn't count to the jar)
I hope you die in a fire/jk <3<3<3
Okay.
Hi! My name is Akane Taira. Nice to meet you.
I noticed there were quite a few people around on tumblr so I thought that I should join.
I needed a break from my work anyway so I am hoping this all goes well. Let's get along!
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