SOLITUDE / ISOLATION.

ind. natsuki of ddlc. written by cat.

[dadjokeshq]

You gotta hand it to short people

because we can’t reach it on our own.

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yuri / mutedviolet:

   “ –…i have no idea what’s going on. “ 

    ❝ Don’t you just LOO-OO-OO-VE        some BEAUTIFUL LII-II-II-GHTING,        Yuri! ❞ She has the MOST shit-eating        grin of all time.

[flackax]

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        @wordplcyer​ liked for a starter!

    ❝ Whatever you heard? It was WRONG! ❞        Her voice seems to have gone up at least        three octaves due to her distress, making her        sound even SQUEAKIER than normal. How        unfortunate.

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       @dearsunshinc​ liked for a starter!

   ❝ No! ❞ Hands firmly placed on her hips, Natsuki’s      lips are pursed in something of a FROWN, brows       drawn together into a rather HUFFY glare. ❝ Those      aren’t for YOU, Sayori! So, NO, you can’t have one!  ❞

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       @apricot-sunshiine​ liked for a starter!

     ❝ I don’t KNOW what you’re talking about! ❞         Her nose is stuck in the air, arms FIRMLY         folded across her chest as her back is turned         on Sayori. ❝ So, SHUSH! It doesn’t MATTER! ❞

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      @mutedviolet​ liked for a starter!

    ❝ –– –– I started reading that BOOK you picked out        for me, Yuri! ❞ The aforementioned book is held        before Natsuki’s chest, clasped between thing         fingers and delicate palms. ❝ It’s... It’s ALRIGHT,        I GUESS, ❞ she adds, gaze cast off to the side.        (Really, she quite likes it, but that goes unsaid.)     ❝ What about the MANGA I picked out for you? Do        you like it? ❞

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       @giffany-rebooted liked for a starter!

    ❝ ...I didn’t do it, so it’s NOT my fault! ❞

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yuri / mutedviolet:

   a quiet hum, turning her hand about as the small beetle crawls around her hand; surprisingly expressive, seeming excited to be held almost.    yuri lightly pets eiji’s head with the back of her finger, cooing under her breath. 

   " a-ah… would you like to hold him? he doesn’t bite, i promise… “    yuri shoots the other a quick smile; a expecting sparkle in her eyes.

    ❝ Mmm–– ❞ Hesitation stills Natsuki’s limbs for the brief-         est of moments, hands balled at her sides as she exam-         ines Yuri’s pet beetle with BARELY suppressed interest.       ❝ It’s–– I mean, can I? ❞ Even as she speaks, however, a         surprisingly delicate hand is proffered, palm up, fingers         uncurled, something close to APPREHENSION being          brushed aside in favour of curiosity. (Really, Natsuki thinks         there is something almost CUTE about this little friend.)

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✰   —  —  —  LIGHT HEARTED SUGGESTIONS STARTERS

‘  the world is a little happier with you in it.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  i’m done apologizing for who i am.  ’ ‘  i am stronger now and i will not say sorry.  ’ ‘  let this moment be your starting point. let this moment be the one when it all began.  ’ ‘  if you have nothing, you have nothing to lose.  ’ ‘  it’s never too late to rebuild yourself.  ’ ‘  healing takes time, but it will come.  ’ ‘  your warmth and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  your feelings are valid.  ’ ‘  your opinons are valid.  ’ ‘  your happiest moment is still yet to come.  ’ ‘  turn off the light and close your eyes. it can wait until tomorrow.  ’ ‘  self love is a daily commitment.  ’ ‘  don’t let those thoughts that are telling you can’t keep you from trying at all.  ’ ‘  not today. i won’t let it defeat me.  ’ ‘  stop punishing yourself. please. you don’t deserve it.  ’ ‘  breathe.  ’ ‘  you don’t deserve that! demand better!  ’ ‘  i hope you find what your soul really needs.  ’ ‘  i hope you find the happiness you yearn for.  ’ ‘  there is a point where you have to let go of the anger.  ’ ‘  even if your voice was shaky and you stuttered on your words, you still spoke up and i am so proud you did.  ’ ‘  there’s something incredible about you and i can’t quite tell what it is. maybe that’s the magic in it.  ’ ‘  i know you want more and your heart is driven like that, but don’t take on too much.  ’ ‘  people aren’t always going to do and say what you want them to and that’s okay.  ’ ‘  you are a living, breathing masterpiece.  ’ ‘  some might not understand your beauty, but you are art nonetheless.  ’ ‘  quiet down those thoughts. it’s not worth it tonight.  ’ ‘  try to have gentle thoughts.  ’ ‘  your intrusive thoughts are just thoughts and nothing more than that.  ’ ‘  i love you… i always have.  ’ ‘  i tell myself i don’t care, but i care too much.  ’ ‘  maybe you and i exist together on a different wavelength than the rest of the world. perhaps, we are on a separate frequency.  ’ ‘  concept: we’re both in our softest pajamas, your arms around me and our legs are intertwined. you kiss the back of my neck and tell me you won’t ever let me go.  ’ ‘  look close enough and you’ll find how much i adore you in every subconscious thing i do.  ’ ‘  there are countless parts of you i’ve yet to meet, yet to memorize. nevertheless, i’ll keep wanting to get to know you even when i know everything.  ’ ‘  you make me feel loved in my unlovable moments and beautiful even in my ugliest ones.  ’ ‘  oh darling, how deeply you’ve become a part of me. i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  thank you for never making me inadequate or dumb or inferior.  ’ ‘  your constant love and respect has given me incredible strength and confidence.  ’ ‘  thank you for seeing all the good in me.  ’ ‘  every night i image you beside me.  ’ ‘  it breaks my heart that you can’t fall asleep with me in the same room or the same city, but i always remember that even an imagined silhouette of you is better than nothing at all.  ’ ‘  the spaces between your fingers are where mine fit perfectly.  ’ ‘  by some miracle, the universe created you. of all the infinite combinations of atoms, somehow that infinity filtered down to form you.  ’ ‘  what people think of you is not equivalent to who you are.  ’ ‘  the moment i let myself believe i was going to be okay was the moment i finally was.  ’ ‘  protecting your own happiness ins’t selfish.  ’ ‘  you deserve every ounce of happiness.  ’ ‘  a week, a month, a year without you is nothing compared to the lifetime we’ll spend together.  ’ ‘  tomorrow is a new day. and a new day after that. it’s never too late to start over.  ’ ‘  i finally realize that i no longer need your approval and i never really did.  ’ ‘  maybe i will be okay in the end.  ’ ‘  maybe i will find all that i’m searching for.  ’ ‘  maybe i will figure out all that i am.  ’ ‘  whatever. whatever. whatever. let is pass right by you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you are only presented with obstacles you are strong enough to conquer.  ’ ‘  it’s been long enough. it’s time to forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  your bad days don’t make your good days any less good.  ’ ‘  even in your darkest times, the sun still rises.  ’ ‘  your existence wasn’t a mistaken accident, it was a creation from almost nothing to something incredible – a miracle even.  ’ ‘  your feelings are your own. no one should be allowed to define them for you.  ’ ‘  ever since our storylines intertwined, i haven’t stopped smiling. you are the best plot twist.   ’ ‘  your thoughts are something that deserve to be heard.  ’ ‘  sometimes it’s not meant to be, but that doesn’t mean there’s no value in it happening.  ’ ‘  your greatest love story is the one you have with yourself.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  your existence alone has altered the world. you are more important than you know.  ’ ‘  thank you for letting me forget all the bad, even just for a second.  ’ ‘  you were built for whatever is thrown your way. you are ready.  ’ ‘  no matter what your mind is telling you, please know that you are enough.  ’ ‘  what i can’t fathom is how we can be so close yet so far away.  ’ ‘  you are not a bad person for having bad thoughts. forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  you are growing from this.  ’ ‘  you will heal in time.  ’ ‘  your strength and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  i’m just trying to be happy and stop thinking about what other people think.  ’ ‘  i want to be someone who sees magic in ordinary things.  ’ ‘  be extra. enjoy things and show it. stop apologizing for it.  ’ ‘  why do you keep trying to impress people who don’t matter?  ’ ‘  let go of the hate. let go of the anger. let go of the resentment. just let it go because it’s holding you back.  ’ ‘  you’re really cute and you make me really happy.  ’ ‘  show me your genuine care.  ’ ‘  why are you beating yourself up over things you can’t control? breathe.  ’ ‘  people annoy me too easily. i need to cut that shit out. i’m not cool enough to be trying to pull that.  ’ ‘  underestimate me and give me the ability to prove you wrong.  ’ ‘  you don’t have to have everything figured out.  ’ ‘  you’re not a bad person for being angry.  ’ ‘  forever is an adventure with you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite reason to stay awake.  ’

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some natsuki hcs for you guys!

    * she used to do martial arts (specifically goju-ryu karate)       but dropped that around the start of high school     * she can actually play the flute! she does lessons on friday        evenings     * if you go into her room, she has anime figurines in her closet     * speaking of her room, there’s little plants all over her window       sill! most of them are small succulents or tiny flowers     * she learned how to bake from one of her older cousins before       said cousin moved to a different city     * for the most part, natsuki’s room is actually fairly cleaned and       organized     * she’s had a stuffed kitty since she was about four years old,        and it still sits on her bed. she cuddles with it when her anxiety        gets really bad and she needs some comfort

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yuri / mutedviolet:

   “ –okay, but i just found this thing online. okay, okay. it’s an electric carving knife, right?    but, it looks like a mini chainsaw. and i need it in my life, fufufu~ ” 

    ❝ That–– That is the MOST YOU think I’ve EVER seen,         but WHY does that exist, holy SHIT. ❞

[maryjblige]

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what type of anime character are you?

tagged by: @mutedviolet (thank uuuuu ♥♥♥) tagging: @scythesque, @shvtvpricky, @dearsunshinc!!

     ❝ What?! No, I’m not! ❞

[dovingmemes]

random sentence starters

random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.

“ who do you think you are? “

“ wait , did you just say you love me? “

“ please just … leave me alone. “

“ i’m so happy! “

“ is this a gift for me? “

“ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! “

“ i love you. “

“ shut up! shut the fuck up! “

“ who told you that?! i didn’t say that! “

“ w — what? “

“ … i’m sorry. “

“ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “

“ bitch , guess what? “

“ oh my god … “

“ fuck you to fucking hell! “

“ man … go to hell. “

“ what did you just send me? “

“ what did you just say? “

“ they’re totally checking you out right now. “

“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “

“ are you jealous? “

“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “

“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “

“ you’re so stupid. “

“ okay! that’s it! put your dukes up! “

“ you don’t want me. “

“ question , you’re not dating anyone , are you? “

“ let me take you out on a date. “

“ i swear to god i’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “

“ no! don’t tickle me! “

“ i’m not good for you , trust me. “

“ no offense but i’m out of your league. “

“ so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isn’t it? “

“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “

“ so what will it be tonight? “

“ please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace. “

“ i don’t love you. “

“ you don’t love me. “

“ … is there something you want? “

“ you know , you’re really cute. “

“ god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot! “

“ shh … don’t cry. “

“ i just feel like everything is falling apart. “

“ DON’T YOU DARE! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! “

“ hello darkness my old friend … “

“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “

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dating sim tropes!

TAGGED BY: @mutedviolet​!!! (thank you ♥)  TAGGING: @scythesque​, literally anyone else who wants to do it! just say i tagged u

NAME:   natsuki saito 

THEIR PROFESSION:   school girl

WHERE THEY CAN BE FOUND:   the literature club, outside the school, at the train station (evening), public parks, book stores (manga section specifically), and pet stores.

FAVOURITE FOOD TYPE (breakfast, junk food, veggies, etc):    pastries and ice cream are her favourites, and pancakes are a close second! especially when paired with strawberries or blueberries.

FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK:     n/a. she absolutely hates alcohol.

FAVOURITE TRAIT (romance, passion, sexuality, talent, flirtation, sentiment, joy):    joy + passion, followed by romance and talent.

WHERE THEY WOULD GO ON A DATE:    she is a huge fan of carnivals! she thinks they’re really fun, esp the games and rides. her second ideal date would be a small cafe and a movie. ...or pet stores, actually, let her look at the animals!!

IDEAL GIFT:    manga or ds games! she also likes plants, esp little flowers that she can put in her room. small plush animals are good, esp if they are kitties! ...or cds, give her music that you like; she’ll listen to it and share her fave music in return.

WHEN WILL THEY DRINK ALCOHOL:   n/a

HOW MANY DATES UNTIL THEY GO TO BED: