"I believe heaven and hell are real But i dont think we leave the earth I think if we're good people we turn into angels and we're left on the earth to help make peace and protect the ones we love from the demons. I think if your a bad person in the world you turn into a demon. A dark angel this is why we have shadow people, Poltergeists, Ghost haunting's etc. Since there is so many bad people in the world that's why there are so many demons and so many haunting's. Since there is so little people in the world that are nice there are very little angels to save us. I believe this is the cause of unknown deaths and disappearing people who haven't been kidnaped. I believe that if the 'sensitive' like me a psychic medium can hear/know where the dead is at and can feel there presence then maybe we can help stop these murders, but this, this is just a measly thought. Nothing to drool about, or to get excited over. It's simply something to think about. Nothing more and nothing less. Just let your mind run free and wild. Let your wonderment take flight and leave the world behind. For as long as you can let go." My name is Morticia, I live for strange and unusual thoughts. I get people staring at me from the way I look. Black eyeshadow, black clothes. Yes, i have a gothic feel to my style but im not goth, im emo, Im not a satanist either i just wear the necklace so people can leave me alone. I also keep a straight face. My hair is black, my lipstick, black. Most people get scared of me but truth is i'm a nice person. I have friends, a boyfriend, a life. Nobody understands me though. My music is death metal and hardcore. I, myself can scream. I only have a few friends that are like me. Anyway, I like being me and I'll never change who I am for no fuckin' reason. Never! That my dear reader just wont ever happen. ~|~|~ The school I go to is called Devil Heights. Its a good school i guess but hosts a lot of assholes. Nobody likes it there. At least the people i know. My boyfriend Nitrous hates it there. Dating each other has made our lives a lot better. At least we think so. My mother doesn't approve of me dating him though. I don't care though, i love him. My father on the other hand doesn't mind me dating him. Which is very nice. Nitrous wears black clothes his hair is black, necklaces are black, an he too is emo. Everyone in this "hell" thinks he's goth, but he's not. He's 5'11 three inches taller than me. A great boyfriend he is. Yes, indeed he is. He gets along well with my friends Santana Wiccan and Morgue Rigormortis. Santana has long black hair now shes the goth, satanist in our group. The only witch too. Everything she owns is black or blood red. She always wears black leather combat boots. Morgue, well hes the talent. He can swallow basically anything and regurgitate it if he wanted to. He also wears all black but he is an Atheist just like me and Nitrous. Our group is called the Royal Devils. I, Morticia chose the name. An my group decided to stick with it.