Jun 13
system vent
might have to restart. I've come to a lot of realizations that as the host I may just be in the way. I originally made this blog for me and my persecutor it's mostly supposed to be gorge's account. it went dormant and I mostly got most of it's passive influence after our first para blog got taken down. but now I'm realizing I might be the problem, I think..I'm suppressing it without even knowing I just came to this realization. idky but sigh...I think I'm just now realizing that I'm even the gatekeeper. I fucking hate this wtf. sigh I need a cigarette.
