[engelmi1k]

hi angels,

I am in need to make a lil cash so i can pick up a few groceries for myself . Rent was due, and I only have 20 cents in my bank right now . I found out I was pregnant just a lil while ago, and need to eat to keep the baby healthy- it’s a hard time right now since I am packing up on diapers and things for the baby at the moment , and taking care of my fur babies. But if anything , any donation will help out a lot and I’d really love to get something to eat . I also can’t wait until this lil bean is born. Thank you for donating if you do, also reblogs help a lot

My paypal and interact are [email protected] ♡ bless ur big ol hearts !

[desumochibear-blog]

I’m catching a flu as well :c and my roommate feels uncomfortable about me being pregnant so now I need to find a place before I get bigger. :<

I haven’t ate much for the past two days and I’m feeling really drowsy.

[engelmi1k]

paypal.me/vivianamoon 

 in real need loves; i took moneys out of my rent to get foodies. but need to put 80 back somehow. my partner is on ei and waiting for his first paycheck which is dec 20th so not only am i supporting myself right now, im supporting him and baby. and its just a big struggle right now since its almost christmas. i know its a tight ask, but if anyone can help out even by sharing this i’d really appreciate it. ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

[desumochibear-blog]

Flower

aw thanks love for asking, favorite scent;

It would have to be the smell after the rain kisses the earth, hazelnut and also coconuts. I love really sweet scents and also nature scents a lot ♡

[softsweetsuggestion]

Soft Asks

Soft: Who makes you feel safest? ♡

Sweet: Is there a song that makes you feel light? ♡

Hug: Do you like physical affection? ♡

Cuddle: Do you prefer being the big or little spoon? ♡

Snuggle: What’s your dream date? ♡

Smooch: Kiss on the cheek, forehead, or nose? ♡

Flower: What’s your favorite smell? ♡

Breeze: If you could go anywhere, where would you go? ♡

Pastel: What’s the most calming color to you? ♡

Cookie: Is there a food that makes you happy? ♡

Warm: What’s your ideal temperature? ♡

Comfort: Where is your safe place? ♡

[desumochibear-blog]

。・゜ ♡   。・゜

♡                   ♡             ♡ ゜・。。♡  

・゜♡ ゜・。      . * ・ ♡ °  . 。

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     。・゜              ♡ ・ 。       。・゜ ♡  

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              ♡           .           .♡        . * ・                                ♡

[engelmi1k]

a dolly in disorder, broken and worn down with candy hearts in her rib cage and a cemetery of white clovers in her balljoints and cracked with soil. I buried her away, but she’s been blooming through her roots and I envy her.

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Broken doll with petals in her seams, and bits of the moon in the shattered porcelain. Blinded with dust and pearls in her eyes.

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her wings are shells of the sea with pearly seams.

[desumochibear-blog]

A rose-limbed porcelain doll with petals in her flesh. A tiny moon girl, fragility frail, plucked rose from her hair. A longing love letter found written all over her skin. She was broken from her bow rimmed head to the petticoat of her dress. The tears of the sea she cried rippled along the petals from her flesh. There were moons in her cracked porcelain. Butterflies in her heart shattered their wings, cut through her ribcage. There are shards of glass fluttering along the rivers in her veins. She was a broken rose-limbed dollie, a tiny moon girl whom is still healing. ♡

[desumochibear-blog]

Baby’s breath and rosie-limbed petals fall out of broken doll heads. Flesh of porcelain. White clover cemeteries and lavender moths sprout upon her skin. Echoes of dust. Withering flowers in her mouth. droopy caterpillars for her hair. Ringlets, ringlets of ribbons. Soiled socks. Doll eyes that close by themselves. Locked fingers caged within. an angel baby, she was dolly, she was whole like the petals that were sewn by the seams.

[desumochibear-blog]

I want to lay on the petals of your petticoat underneath your fawn coat of moss. 
 sweet sugary fairy doe, I know you are timid, but let your leafy pointy angel ears caress my petal cheek. 
 And I will leave you thimble kisses of moon butterflies with bouquets of wings upon your freckled fur. 
 A canopy bed along the flowered meadow, for you to lay on the petals. Close your doe eyes my sweet. 
 For the petals shall bloom you a dress of dew. 
Mossy soiled heart hooves and cemetery of little white clovers on your antlers. 
 Dolly eye lashes, 
and a rose rimmed head.

[desumochibear-blog]

[engelmi1k]

[engelmi1k]

。・゜☆゜・。。・゜♡ ゜・ ☆ i am doll disorder ♡ garden of misdeeds of princesses and hibernating poems soiled cotton socks, worms in my hair. decay limbs. i yearn and I wilt. 。・゜☆゜・。。・゜♡

[engelmi1k]

my wilting words won’t suffice you a serene feeling of self beauty. nonetheless I see a flower in bloom before my eyes. I see an angel belonging in utopia trapped in realms of roots, soil and death.