dev hell cuz we a1nt go1ng to heaven

lets go to hell! /ref

[developer-hell]

hi we are a did system, we still in the process of getting diagnosed!

system name is dev hell, collective name is devvy and we generally use he/him pronouns

feel free to ask who's fronting!

blog may contain triggering topics!!! expect whatever

we often use i/me and we/us pronouns interchangeably, though a few might only use i/me 👀

endos dni [this includes endo supporters and neutrals]

names, pronouns and signoffs below ^_^

dued1 - [he/him] - #dued👀

itrapped - [xe/he] - #yearnwhiteboyyearn

ivan - [he/him] - #pwner

kirbycaden - [he/they] - #death has returned

mate - [he/they] - #hatefulhater

THE CREATURE - [they/it] - #hashtagger

glenn - [he/she] - #glennsies

lian - [any/all] - #🐶🐀

extra tags [some are color coded!]

#sabra dios - we cant tell whos fronting

#doodle - for little doodles or comics

#ref is this legal - reblogs

#alter forgets they have a disorder - self explanatory

#spanishmaxxing - posts on spanish

#dog guest - oh buddy dont get me started

#dued talks about guest1337 - gay

[developer-hell]

we arw al1ve just go1ng throughbthe worst mood sw1tches ever sos

[developer-hell]

1m one step away from block1ng every s1ngle m1ddle aged woman on our contacts why does th1s keep happen2ng to us oh my fuck1ng days WHY DOES TH1S KEEP HAPPEN1NG LEAVE US ALONEEEE

[developer-hell]

can someone send me more b1rd memes 1n black and wh1te 1 need soemth1ng to pr1nt and hang on our wall to cope

[developer-hell]

"aww how is kitty doing?"

k1tty 1s about to k1ll h1mself

[developer-hell]

be1ng a system 1s all fun unt1l you actually have to be a system 🤔

[developer-hell]

we have to see fuck1ng ev1l person we don't l1ke tomorrow make your bets

we cry and explode probably

someone w1ll take over front and get v1olent

Voting ended onMay 28

[developer-hell]

pUlling up toO froNt only Too see some BitcAss Ugly ass giANt bird ¿¿¿

[developer-hell]

they hate me cuz they a1nt me

[developer-hell]

1 donr feel anyth1ng uuhrr 1 feel l1ke 1 got emot1onally sedated

[developer-hell]

ok so.they gave us meds for b1polar1ty d1sorders

[endosdonotinteract]

thanks for mentioning having parts with bigoted beliefs

i cant control what they do and i cant disallow or control them and their internet usage (i dont know if anything happened, i hope not) but its really embarassing and i feel bad and i never see anyone talk about it

Oh, you're so SO welcome anon!

Of course, my welcome might sound sarcastic, and I deeply apologize.

cw. abuse and grooming mentioned under the cut.

Nobody understands that parts don't always have fun and dandy beliefs or thoughts, some parts (more specifically EPs/Emotional Parts, but can go for all) will hold memories/trauma and believe that those ideas and bigoted views will "protect" them from the harm they're in.

Of course, you should always make sure these parts will manage to drop these beliefs, but parts who have views like this have them due to trauma associated with the beliefs (e.g. a child being abused and groomed into believing one side is bad, and a part will hold viewpoints against that side.)

It doesn't excuse when parts do end up causing harm to the side they grew to hate, but it more-or-so explains as to what could've caused it. As grooming is a form of manipulation, and isn't always sexual.

[developer-hell]

when were on the 3rd n1ght stra1ght w1th flashbacks and they start say1ng some "you dont have therapy today" bullsj1t

[zeta-finnish]

Lesbians

[developer-hell]

just saw some 30 days w did thing and it seems fun 2 do is anyone interetsted

obligatory poll of the monht

yes i wanna see

dont gaf

Voting ended onMay 17

[developer-hell]

currently ditting alone on frotn

[developer-hell]

currently sobbing and rolling on the floor