☾ lost in paradise ☽

tesa / 23 / she, her semi-selective indie rp blog.

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flnalglrls​:

carter chuckled at her words, that’s what they all say. i don’t usually do this, i’m never usually this kind of girl. it always amused her how the second the act was over, the other suddenly got so shy about it. she slides her shirt back over her head, listening to the blonde as she spoke. “ thank you. “ she says in response to the comment about her car. “ i tried to get the comfiest car i could find. “ carter adds, a teasing tone in her voice. “ oh uh, “ she pauses for a moment, giving a shrug. “ i guess, it depends on what you consider to be often. i can say i have done this kind of thing more than once. “

it felt a little strange now that the fun part was over and the two were thrown into a conversation. nicki listened to the other for a bit and then nodded her head. “ i see. well — to be completely one hundred with you,” she pauses to clear her throat, “ i recently got dumped. like... real bad kind of dumped. and i was devastated, still kinda am. which is mainly the reason why i wanted to ... sleep with someone i guess. it’s probably a stupid decision but i’ve been too nice, i needed to let go, ” she admits, only after that realizing she probably didn’t have to pour her heart out to a person she just met. “ sorry, i — i didn’t want to sound like a whiny bitch, ” she shakes her head and laughs.

[devigners]

ofmusingsxandmayhem​:

The last of the dishes had just been placed carefully in the dishwasher when she heard the sound of Victoria entering the room, and Olivia stood up straight and gave a smile. Leaning into the kiss, her hand brushed over her wife’s hip and she hummed contently, the scent of the other’s perfume mixing surprisingly well with the the aroma drifting from the food on the table. 

“You work too hard.” she replied, chuckling softly as she reached for her glass of water, her free hand resting on her stomach. “Me? Well, the little one has been active today, I think they’re going to be a footballer when they grow up. Either that or a kick-boxer… Heaven help us.” 

As soon as the other spoke about their soon-to-be born child, Victoria’s lips curled into a big smile. She was so excited to finally become a mother — something she’s been waiting for her entire life. Walking closer towards her wife, she places her hand on top of her belly, softly caressing it. “As long as they’re happy, we’ll be happy,” she responds before kissing Olivia’s cheek. “I’m gonna be honest though, I feel super nervous at work sometimes. Wondering if you and the baby are okay... and not being able to call you sometimes really stresses me out.”

[priquintana-deactivated20241209]

PRISCILLA QUINTANA

Pandora (2019-)

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[devigners]

evcrsosweet​:

placing   the   last   of   her   clothes   in   her   suitcase   ,   eliana   stands   in   place   ,   contemplating   her   decision.   why   was   she   leaving   ?   it’s   not   like   things   were   bad   ,   she   just   hadn’t   been   happy   recently.   moving   in   together   was   exciting   at   first   ,   but   the   reality   was   that   she   felt   suffocated   at   times.   after   working   with   people   all   day   ,   it   was   difficult   to   come   back   home   and   have   to   put   on   a   happy   facade   as   well.   hearing   the   front   door   open   ,   the   brunette’s   heart   dropped.   she   had   planned   to   be   gone   before   he   came   back   in   a   poorly   planned   attempt   to   avoid   any   heartbreak.   dark   hues   widening   as   she   turned   around   ,   seeing   the   male   in   beside   her.   “   i   ━   ”   but   no   thoughts   were   coming   to   mind.   “   i’m   sorry.   i   thought   you   were   working   late.   you   weren’t   supposed   to   see   any   of   this.   ”

“ great, that definitely makes it better, ” he responds with sarcasm present in his tone as he then lets out a quick sigh. dominic looked around and suddenly their bedroom appeared to be empty. he got used to her stuff lying around, the man couldn’t imagine being left alone. he was used to her. “ i’d think you’d have at least some respect for me to actually talk to me before you do all of this but i guess i was wrong. what the hell, eliana ? what am i supposed to think of this ? ” immediately, dominic’s mind went to places it probably shouldn’t have — what if she found somebody else ? as an overthinker, this was inevitable. “ were you planning on breaking up with me over a fucking text message ? lovely. ”

[devigners]

rcsegld​:

open to: f/nb plot: alex shows up on your muse’s doorstep in the middle of the night

alex wasn’t sure how he had ended up there. it certainly hadn’t been a conscious decision, he had just walked until he couldn’t anymore. he stared at the door in front of him, willing himself to turn around and find his way home but he was exhausted – his entire body was battered and bruised and ached down to his very bones. he had a black eye and though his nose was bleeding he was fairly certain it wasn’t broken, thank god. his neck was spattered with half-dried blood, the front of his shirt was covered in it. at the very least he just needed somewhere to clean himself up a little. so instead of leaving, like he probably should have done, he propelled herself forward and forced himself to ring the buzzer. he waited what felt like a lifetime before the door swung open and he offered up a strained smile. “hi.” he attempted to stand up a little straighter. “sorry, i know it’s late. i just – i didn’t know where else to go.”

malia was about to go to bed when she heard the door bell, confused as to who would be visiting her at this hour. quickly, she gets up from the bed, throwing her bathrobe on. as she opened the door, her eyes slightly widened. it was alex, her best friend since childhood. he looked rough, as if something went down and malia was immediately worried. “oh my gosh alex, come in,” she takes a hold of his hand to pull him inside, closing the door behind them. “what — what happened? are you okay?” malia had so much love for this man, the two have been there for each other through some of their darkest times and so she didn’t even think twice about sitting him on the couch and running for a medkit. “are you okay?” she asks once again with her soft voice as she starts cleaning up his wounds carefully, trying not to hurt him even more. 

[devigners]

these two girls need some love, please consider replying to this & this, maybe ?

[hithewalls]

don’t get confused , this is a nate jacobs hate blog ; fez was right .

[devigners]

open to any gender // 23+

plot: nicki recently got broken up with and needed a rebound, so she hooks up with your muse she matched with on a dating app an hour ago but hey, you’re actually kinda cool?

       “hey uh, just so you know... i don’t usually do this,” she admits with a soft smile while putting the rest of her clothes on. it’s not that nicki needed this, she simply felt as if sleeping with another person would take her mind off the heartbreak she couldn’t get rid off. and it did for a moment. plus, they were really good. better than her ex, actually. but of course, as soon as the two finished, nicki started thinking about her ex again. “you got a nice car, by the way. comfy,” she chuckles, looking around a little bit. the person she decided to hook up with seemed nice so far, although nicki didn’t spend too much time talking to them. “what about you though? do you ... do this often?”

[devigners]

open to any gender // 23+

plot: the couple who constantly argues about things that don’t matter. extremely jealous and toxic for each other, yet can’t be without one another.

         “i’m not doing this right now,” valeria turns away from them and starts walking towards the exit door, bumping into random people dancing to that obnoxious loud music she honestly hated more than anything in this moment. “stop fucking following me, are you my damn pet?” she yells out, irritation visible on her expression. “oh you wanna talk? let’s talk — i’m done with looking at you the whole damn night flirting with other women while i sit in the fucking corner. you’re ignoring your fucking girlfriend this whole time, do you realize that?”

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cardigaens​:

          she  was  trying  not  to  wake  him  ,    moving  quietly  throughout  the  kitchen  while  she  prepared  a  pot  of  coffee  .    she  had  almost  succeeded  when  the  spoon  she  used  to  stir  in  her  sugar  went  tumbling  into  the  sink  with  a  clank  ,    a  short  gasp  emitting  from  her  lips  .    ❛  fuck  !    sorry  ,    sorry  .  .  .  ❜    she  was  quick  to  apologize  ,    realizing  that  it  had  startled  him  awake  ,    his  own  apology  following  her  own  .    he  didn’t  need  to  apologize  ,    he  never  needed  to  apologize  for  intruding  .    her  apartment  was  his  apartment  for  as  long  as  he  needed  .    her  nose  scrunches  upwards  as  he  checks  his  phone  ,    pouring  him  a  glass  of  coffee  to  match  her  own  before  meeting  him  on  the  couch  .    ❛    yeah  ,    that  sounds  rough  .    ❜    she  notes  ,    handing  him  a  mug  .    ❛    she’s  not  going  to  come  here  and  try  to  kick  my  ass  ,    is  she  ?    ❜

        it was a strange dynamic, really. chase has always been the jealous type. not in the extreme way though. things have changed in the last relationship he got into, his current partner has been stalking him whenever he would go out with his friends and things in general have been bad between them. everytime chase would try to leave the relationship, he’d be threatened by different excuses, making him stay due to pity.  ❛  thanks. for the coffee. for everything, honestly, ❜ he smiles at the other as he takes a hold of the hot cup, the warmth quite soothing.  ❛ no, she doesn’t know where i’m at. actually — i take that back, she’s very good at knowing things, i wouldn’t be too surprised if she hunted my ass down, ❜ he laughs, shaking his head.  ❛ am i an idiot? for staying with her? or is there something wrong with me, ivy? you see things from a different perspective, tell me, please. ❜

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cardigaens​:

           her  words  had  startled  him  ,    pulling  him  from  his  unintended  trance  ;    eyes  shifting  from  the  window  and  towards  her  .    he  had  been  so  stressed  with  work  and  dealing  with  a  custody  battle  with  his  ex  -  wife  that  he  hadn’t  even  noticed  their  relationship  was  faltering  ,    that  his  personality  had  become  .  .  .    mundane  .      he  was  so  wrapped  up  in  things  that  he  had  absolutely  no  control  over  that  the  one  thing  he  could  save  was  slipping  from  his  grip  with  each  passing  moment  .    he  shakes  his  head  ,    trying  to  put  his  thoughts  into  words  .  .  .    ❛  i  like  you  ,    carter  .  .  .    i  do  .    a  lot   but  .  .  .    ❜    he  doesn’t  want  it  to  seem  like  he  wants  to  end  things  ,    because  he  doesn’t  .  .  .    but  he  isn’t  sure  he  can  pull  himself  from  this  slump  with  ease  .    ❛    i  just  have  so  much  shit  goin’  on  right  now  .  .  .    a  lot  of  things  that  demand  my  attention  .    i’m  sorry  .    ❜

     maybe this wasn’t the right time to talk, but carter has been patient enough. she needed assurance, she hasn’t felt appreacited enough in a while now and as much as the woman understood he had a hard time with the divorce and everything surrounding it, she realized she mattered too. ❛ okay, look, i know, — i know you have it quite shitty at the moment and i get it. i really do. but i don’t feel like that gives you an excuse to ... push me away sometimes. i was there for you during those tough moments and i still am, stephen. and i’ve just been feeling really lonely lately. when was the last time you asked me how my day was? ❜ she looks at him quickly as they drive through the woods, no other cars around. it was dark but carter didn’t even want to go home at this point.  ❛ you don’t have to be sorry though, i guess you haven’t notices, maybe? but i just want you to know that i’m a human being too, with emotions and needs. i need you sometimes. ❜

[jo-constantine]

LOVE QUINN | 3.05 “Into The Woods”

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poloxoids​:

a small quiet laugh left her lips. “well i wish my heart would want something different. i’m tired of always falling for the bad guys. i wish i could just find someone like you. one of the good guys.” tilly nodded her head. she didn’t really want to talk about, the pain still so raw but she hated bottling things inside and if there was anyone she thought she could talk to it was chase. “i got back from my competition early. i wanted to surprise him because i had won and when i walked in.. i saw him in bed with some other girl.” she said as tears formed in her eyes again.

chase has heard similar words a few times before. ‘wish i could find someone like you.’ with a sigh, he scratches the back of his neck, not sure how to respond to that. nobody was perfect but chase was a good guy. he had a big heart and always did everything for the people around him. somehow, finding love was extremely difficult for him, women would usually take him as a friend. “in a way.. it’s good this happened, you know? he did you a favor after all. now you know you’re not dating a complete asshole.”

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poloxoids​:

clay laughed. “oh really? maybe that was my plan all along. i reckon you would look even more beautiful if you were blushing harder then you already are.” clay winked as a smile fell across his lips. he shook his head. “i mean it’s awesome for her but i never been a big fan of him. something about him just doesn’t sit right with me.”  clay was never one to tell his sister who to date but that didn’t mean he had to like that person. “of course, i think my sister would be a big fan of your music. it’s tomorrow night.” clay scratched his head preparing himself for what he was going to ask next. “i kind of also told my sister that i would be bringing a date with me so would you mind pretending - you know to be my date.” this time a cheeky grin fell across his face.

“damn it, you’re a flirt, aren’t you?” she chuckles, feeling herself getting more shy as the man spoke. it was adorable though, amber doesn’t remember having an interaction like this in a while. it felt nice. “i see. well, i mean... let’s hope you’re wrong. but either way, even he was an ass, your sister would have to find out about it on her own to realize it, you know? that’s just us women. easily charmed,” she flirts a bit back, tucking some of her hair behind her ear. his next words surprise her a little bit, they were strangers after all so it felt quite odd to be asked whether she would be someone’s date to a wedding so soon. but being spontaneus was something amber adored and so she nods her head with a smile. “screw it, let’s do it. the only thing is i have literally nothing to wear,” she says with a chuckle. “haven’t been to a wedding in years.”

[tedllasso]

 top 10 men, according to me:  Charlie Hunnam (03/10)

[selenafanclub]

“I am incredibly proud of my Latin background. It felt empowering to sing in Spanish again and De Una Vez is such a beautiful love anthem.” - Selena Gomez.