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hello! i am amber and here is my long overdue pinned post hehe. i am 29 years old and in the gmt timezone. this is an independent & selective multimuse blog which started off as a single muse blog before i decided to branch out a little bit, so i have a primary muse and then a bunch of secondary muses who are all connected to her. 

** i use the beta editor ** 

rules / about / muses / wishlist / wanted & banned / open starters

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she was my personality development #nooraamaliasætre #noorasaetre #noorasætre #skam #skamnorway

[invsiblestringswrites]

This is the part that should sting, not all the tinier quips flung her way thus far. Arch finally letting his anger surge for a moment. But no. It gave her something even more dangerous: hope. Because if he cared enough to unbridle his rage - even just for a moment - it meant his feelings for her hadn't died at whatever moment he'd discovered her truth. Evie needed that knowledge on her side, and not just as a bargaining chip. "I"m not turning it around, Arch. But you don't know everything." He certainly had his secrets. Of course, that had been her whole mission. But she had hers, too. And he had no clue what she'd done to try to protect him, against her better judgment. Explaining it now would only look advantageous. She watched him pace, knowing all her usual methods of soothing him were off the table. "I've got a plan. One that keeps both of us alive and out of prison." She only hoped she figured that plan out before she next had to open her mouth.

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"that's the problem." archie snapped. he was angry, but he was also humiliated -- he felt stupid not to have seen it. he didn't know everything, she was right, but in that moment he felt like he didn't know anything. blind, naive, idiotic...his mind hurled the words at him, taking on his father's voice. archie was not a stupid person, he was well aware of that, but his feelings had clouded his judgement. he fixed evelyn with a penetrating look. he wondered if she was telling the truth, or whether this was a desperate attempt to save her own life. his money was on the latter. "go on then." he gestured with a wave of his hand. "please, go ahead, tell me your miraculous plan." because it would take nothing short of a miracle to keep them both alive and out of prison now.

[loveofcharacters]

"Faked a relationship?" She questioned him with a scoff, "You really like everything we've been through was one sided?" She questioned, leaning forward to press her finger on the table for emphasis. "Why would I do that?" She retorted. "I'm apparently an amazing actress who's as good as dog shit to you." she looked to her sides to collect her things. "You're a moron if you think the last two years didn't mean anything." She shuffled to the end of the booth. "When you're done with this attempted macho hissy fit, come find me." she said before lifting herself from the booth and moving past him.

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"i don't know, eden!" he put emphasis on her name to remind her that he had spent two years under the impression that her name was emma, and that it was not in anyway unreasonable for him to assume that the entire relationship had been a lie. "i suppose that depends on how much they're paying you." archie was already angry, but his outrage was only further increased when she made to leave, and spoke to him as if he were a toddler throwing a tantrum for no reason. he could have reacted a lot worse. in fact, in his opinion, he was actually reacting fairly well. she was still alive, wasn't she? "you've got some nerve." he retorted, though he made no move to stop her from leaving, nor to follow her. he wasn't going to run after her like a heartbroken puppy. what would be the point?

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There was a surge of anger and frustration that boiled in him for her. She knew what she was doing damn well and sadly he was rather powerless in front of her. Not that he had any objection to being powerless against her. But this was certainly not how he imagined. Biting his inner cheek hard he looked at her. "Listen to me I will do whatever you say. Just end this madness. I can give you money if you want. Or do you want me to beg you? I can do that too. Just delete it and don't say anything to anyone. " He said as he shifted in his chair again. He was barely comfortable in that chair and needed to get out of there. Away from her and away from the way she was looking at him.

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"money?" aurora echoed with a small laugh. "i don't need money." her family were more than reasonably wealthy and she had access to more money than she would ever know what to do with. begging, however? that sounded like something she would get an immense amount of satisfaction out of. "go on then." she crossed one leg over the other. "beg." it spoke volumes to how desperate he was getting, or already was, that he was apparently more than willing to debase himself or pay her off just so that she would delete a video. "and then i'll consider it."

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This wasn't what Avi wanted to happen with him ever. He had no idea how she ended up finding the video in the first place. It was almost as if his entire world came crashing down when she showed him the proof she had gotten. Then again, his world would come crashing down if she showed that to anyone. His life would be a living hell. And the worry was clearly visible on his face as he looked at her. He couldn't help but almost scoffed a little when he heard what she said. "You know very well why don't pretend. Why are you doing this? What do you want from me?" He asked as he stifled in his seat.

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"because i can." aurora shrugged happily, abandoning all pretence. she laboured under no delusions -- she knew what kind of a person she was. she wasn't nice or good or anything of the like. she cocked her head to one side as she watched him, clearly uncomfortable. good. that was precisely how she wanted him to feel. "who says i want anything from you? maybe i just like watching you squirm."

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'you can't save everyone.' Those words impaled her like a knife. Studying his features she wondered if he would really throw her to the wolves? She couldn't get a read on his cold facade she only seen him use with enemies which I guess she now was one. Which hurt. She was trying to weigh her options, there weren't many ways to navigate this situation with someone she felt was a ticking time bomb. "I didn't realize I wasn't worth saving?" she asked trying to buy herself some time to figure him out. "I don't have an approach Archie. How do you know I've been feeding you lies? Huh? What have I said other than a new name?" She needed to know what he knew. Did she want to be with him, yes, but if he was willing to send her to his father so soon, she needed to think of her own escape plan.

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"yes, you did." archie replied bluntly. "you knew i wouldn't lift a finger to save you the moment i found out the truth, otherwise it wouldn't have taken me two years to find out your real name." he laughed quietly to himself and shook his head. "oh, you don't have an approach? good one. come on, don't insult my intelligence. you faked a relationship for two years, and you really think i'm going to believe that the only lie you've told me is your name?" he threw his phone back down on the table. "tell me who you're working for. last chance -- i won't ask again."

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Evelyn was used to the pet names men used to demean her. Sweetheart. Darling. Honey. And she was used to steamrolling past the intended barbs. The problem was, she was also used to Archie using that term for her the way it was intended. The way that mattered. So this time, the barb hit. At his question, she tried to school her features again and remind herself of the gravity of the situation. "I don't know, Arch. When did you find out about me? How long did you pretend before tonight?" This wasn't about her feelings. Even if she could recall perfectly the moment things had become real for her. He didn't actually want to know. "Doesn't matter, I suppose. Because you only have two options now, the way I see it. You trust me, or you kill me." He could try, anyway.

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archie's eyes widened. he was almost amused by the sheer audacity of her turning his question back on him. almost. "are you serious?" he stared at her, incredulity etched across his face. "are you really going to sit there and try to turn this back around on me?" he shook his head. "what does it matter how long i've known or how long i've been pretending when you've been pretending since the very second i laid eyes on you!" he got up, incensed by the implication that he was somehow in the wrong. "kill you?" he laughed humourlessly. "please, i'm not stupid. if you wind up dead, who do you think will be number one on the suspect list." but he couldn't trust her, either, so where did that leave them?

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"Whatever you want, Rory." Donovan kissed her back, something soft before he gave her what she asked for and he took his time with it, still thrusting slow and deep into her until he pulled his mouth from her. With one arm tight around her waist, he scooted them off the bed, setting Aurora on her feet before guiding her over the edge of the bed. She hadn't asked for anything gentle, but he still kissed his way down her back before standing behind her. With a firm squeeze to Aurora's hips, Donovan groaned, "All right, Princess. If you need me to slow down or change your mind you'll have to speak up." Holding his length, he used his tip to tease her slick slit before slamming into her. His pace was hard and unrelenting, just as she'd asked. Rory's bedroom echoed with the sound of his left hand spanking her, skin on skin while his right held her shoulder tightly, and his raspy groans. "Fuck, look at my girl taking it so good. You like my cock buried in your pussy, don't you? So fucking wet, Princess, is that because you're excited about being full of my cum."

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she groaned when he entered her once again, with none of the care he had used before. his pace was unforgiving and she couldn't have kept quiet if she'd have tried. somewhere far, far at the back of her mind, she was, once again, grateful that her bedroom was on the opposite side of the apartment to her brother's, because if the sound of skin on skin wouldn't alert him to what was going on, then the string of barely coherent curses mixed in with the inevitable moaning and the crying out of his best friend's name certainly would have. she could hear him talking to her, saying things that made her hands curl into fists, clutching at the sheets beneath her as donovan continued to pound into her. her answer, whatever it might have been, was lost -- the ability to speak had momentarily abandoned her. she had never seen this side of him before -- obviously -- but she liked it a lot.

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open to: m/f/nb plot:your muse is undercover law enforcement/works for one of her dad’s competitors and has only been dating aurora to get close/information, and aurora has just worked it out

aurora’s mind was elsewhere. she didn’t respond to the conversation being put to her. she was trying to work out how she had missed it, how she hadn’t picked up on the lie before now. she was furious, but more so at herself – her pride was wounded. she came back to the present and watched them closely, analysing, trying to catch a crack in the mask they had put on for her. a momentary lapse – anything. but there was nothing. she swallowed and tensed slightly when she thought about what her father would say when he found out. she went cold at the thought of having to explain the situation to him, how she had fallen for their lies. how could she have not seen it?

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open to: f/nb plot: your muse is blac.kmailing alex (for whatever reason)

alex clenched his jaw to stop himself from saying something that he wouldn’t necessarily regret, but that would certainly exacerbate the situation and not help him in the slightest. he couldn’t decide what he was angrier about – the fact that they had the audacity to blackmail him, or that they had enough on him that he was letting them. both were incredibly infuriating, but what other choice did he have other to comply?  he was stuck between a rock and a hard place and he hated it. “how much longer are you going to drag this out for?”

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open to: m/f/nb plot: aurora is bl.ackmailing your muse (for whatever reason)

aurora watched them closely, a half smile playing on her lips. she crossed one leg over the other and shifted slightly in her seat, making herself more comfortable. she’d have been lying if she’d have said that she wasn’t thoroughly enjoying herself – watching them become more and more uncomfortable and desperate. she loved the satisfaction of knowing that she was the one in control, loved the power. she owned them, and they knew it. “what’s wrong?” she adopted an expression of concern. “you look sad.”

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Mariah had been a bit shocked that her boyfriend had invited her to meet his family. She was a bit nervous and wanted to make a good impression on them. Her boyfriend had managed to stay with her for the first ten minutes before going off with more family and leaving her on her own. He had promised to stay with her, but she guessed he hadn't seen everyone in a while so Mariah couldn't blame him really. Straightening her dress, she started looking at the family photos through the years. They seemed very nice and cute though she could tell that her boyfriend's mother did not like her. Maybe she wore the wrong dress or said the wrong thing. She had never had a boyfriend before so she didn't know how all of this worked.

She was looking at the kids as teenagers. He was so cute when he was younger. She heard a voice behind her and jumped as she saw her boyfriend's sister. "Sorry, you scared me." she chuckled softly. "Umm...what is it? I...I don't drink alcohol." she said with a shake of her head as she took the drink and sniffed it. "You have a very beautiful family, Aurora. It must be nice to have siblings."

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"you'll need to start if you're going to date my brother." aurora told her, only half joking as she took the glass back and downed the liquid herself. she set the now-empty glass down on the side, knowing that it would irritate her mother. "try not to take it personally." she gestured discreetly with a slight nod of her head in her mother's direction. there was no way mariah had not picked up on the distinct coldness. "she doesn't like anyone." aurora gave her a small smile as she conveyed the fact that, had she realised it herself earlier, would have saved her a lot of time and effort wondering why her own mother seemed to despise her. "sometimes." she shrugged. "do you have any? siblings, that is."

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Solena watched Alex’s eyes close, savored the small moan that she’d somehow drawn out of him, and she couldn’t help but kiss him. Despite being on his lap, she knew he could easily take control of her, so small in his strong arms. The gasp that poured from her lips into his mouth was less from surprise and more from pleasure. Their pace was uncharacteristically slow, her kisses soft, but as they found their rhythm Sol couldn’t keep quiet. The more he claimed her, the louder she became, her hands slipping down Alex’s neck to his chest as her back arched and her head fell back, breasts pushed together in his face as she moaned his name. “Alex, per favore,” Solena held his shoulders, riding him faster, “Close, per favore.”

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alex grasped solena's hips, gently at first and then not so as they picked up the pace. his grip became tighter, almost bruising, as she rode him and he stilled the movement of his own hips to allow for her to take control, at least for now. the sound of his name as it tumbled from her lips made him smile, and the way she pleaded was like music to his ears. his hold on her hips became more purposeful as he began to guide her up and down for a moment before he held her still and started to rock upwards into her, hard and fast. his gaze was drawn to the spot where they were connected, watching himself sink into her repeatedly. "you like that, baby?" he looked up at her. "that feel good?"

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Eden stared at Archie as he spoke to her with so much venom in his tone. "Cooperating is exactly what I'm doing, babe." She watched as he leaned for his phone. Was she getting nervous, a little but she wasn't going to show him that. She's sitting across from the person she’s exchanged, 'I love you’ every morning for the last year and a half. "You're going to run to your father so soon?" she added. "And he thought Alex was the weak one." She didn't want to really say these things, but she also couldn't really risk him bringing William into this. "You know it’s still me sitting here.” She said sincerely, “You know me Arch,” had she lied yes, but after a two years there were more and more aspects of her life she included into her undercover. Especially the more she knew Archie and fell in love with her target. “Don’t sit there and say you don’t just because you learned my real name.”

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"please." archie scoffed derisively. "if i were alex, i'd be trying to justify your actions, to find you a way out before my father caught on, trying to save everyone." he stopped scrolling through his phone for a moment to look up at her. "but i understand something that alex never will -- you can't save everyone." he turned his gaze back to his phone. "really, that's your approach?" he laughed bitterly. "isn't that the problem, that i don't know you at all? that our entire relationship was a lie. how can you sit there and say that i know you when you've been feeding me lies for two years?"

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