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This blog exists for the sole purpose of ranting at things I dare never talk about to others. This blog exists for the purpose of self hatred. Maybe one day I'll have the guts to delete this blog. But today is not that day.

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You make it very hard to understand you sometimes.

Yet you seem disappointed when I can't instantly tell your thoughts.

It's a double standard.

If you're mad at me, tell me.

How am I supposed to learn to understand, when I get no clues?

#Do you even consider me a friend?

I just love when people ignore my asks.

I mean goddamnit.

If you don't want to talk to me, then have the fucking guts to tell me to my face instead of ignoring me.

I find it amusing how I'm just now being unfollowed for a headcanon that's been repeatedly mentioned for months.

Pfft.

Bitch, indeed.

Lol

Nothing I do is relevant

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Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As I’m marching to my death

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As the hangman’s noose tightens

Abjured, forgotten, ignored

Left alone in the cold to freeze

With me you all must be bored

With every silent scream

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As I slow yet surely die

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

Despite every weeping cry

I was lost

You were found

You all seem so happy

Even as I fall

How I wish I’d just belong

But I don’t no one sees

All I’m left with is this song

And I’m marching to my death

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

With each ominous footfall

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As the curtains slowly drop

How I wish someone would see

Just how much one small gesture…

means to me　

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As I’ve marched to my death

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As the last teardrop falls

#crap song #I wrote this

Fine

It's offensive for me to want one thing for myself.

It's offensive for me to feel jealous because you're all doing things for each other but no one does a thing for me.

I get it.

You all say you'd miss me but in truth, I just want to leave.

I'm feeling sick again.

LOL

I'm no one's favorite.

:D

I always get worried when normally unconnected friends start talking.

I get worried that they'll forget about me...

No one cares...

Perhaps if I disappeared...

No, no one will care then, either.

So...

Other people can do certain things

But the moment I do, it's not allowed?

Okay.

Okay, while I do admit to being wrong in my action...

Your means of going about it was wrong as well.

Especially if you were who I thought you were.

You were trying to force me to publish it, I know. Not answer privately. However.................................

I deleted it.

I turned off anon.

This is my power.

Come again, and you'll have to reveal your face.

But you won't.

You're too afraid.

...I can change my actions for the better.

But at least I wasn't afraid.　

#things.

#Tera is always wrong about everything 2k12

I mean seriously, you said you would and I've waited for how long? If you don't want to fucking talk to me, TELL ME.

Don't give me false promises.

I hate that.

You know, if you promise you're going to do something and then just keep putting it off...

You aren't that good of a friend.

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As I'm marching to my death

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As the hangman's noose tightens

Abjured, forgotten, ignored

Left alone in the cold to freeze

With me you all must be bored

With every silent scream

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As I slow yet surely die

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

Despite every weeping cry

I was lost

You were found

You all seem so happy

Even as I fall

How I wish I'd just belong

But I don't no one sees

All I'm left with is this song

And I'm marching to my death

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

With each ominous footfall

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As the curtains slowly drop

How I wish someone would see

Just how much one small gesture...

means to me　

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As I've marched to my death

Nobody will miss me

Nobody will save me

Nobody will care

As the last teardrop falls

#crap song #I wrote this

devil-advocate

My life holds no value

#truth

If you don't want to talk to me, then freaking SAY you don't want to talk to me.

Don't pretend to like me.

...

Maybe I should delete.

Then everyone would be happy.

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